"Ndahlala ndiphefumlelwe yimbali yenguqu yamanye amantombazana, ukuba yayikukutshintsha okanye nje ngembonakalo yohlobo lokusela ngobuhle." Kwi-tv andizange ndiphoswe yiprojekthi enye. Ngokwesiqhelo iinkqubo ezinjalo zahamba ngeenxa zonke i-noni ngeempelaveki. Emva koko ndaphindaphindezela iqela leesandwich nge-manyonnaise, itshizi kunye nesoseji, yathatha i-super enkulu kunye nekomityi enkulu yekofu. Njengoko uqonda, yayilixesha lam endilithandayo evekini.
Ndiyithandile ibali lomlingo malunga nendlela amantombazana aguqulela ngayo kwiinkosazana, okanye abukele iprojekthi malunga nokulahleka kwesisindo kwaye abe nenkathalo nabantu ekufuneka baqeqeshe nzima ukuqeqesha. Uyazi, kulula kakhulu ukuba uyenze xa uhlala kwisofa phambi kweTV. Ndacinga ngokunciphisa umzimba ngenxa yoko kwenzeka into enje: "Kulungile, i-Alya, lixesha lokuba uzithathele ingqalelo. Baphumelele abantu abaqeqeshiweyo, oko kuthetha ukuba uza kuphumelela. Kuphela yile nto ufuna ukuzilolonga okuninzi kunye nokuzilolonga ... Ewe ... kwaye ungadli emva kwesithandathu ... kwaye akukho kutya okuyingozi ... I-Snoonnaise ayinakuthi, akukho nto ... oh , Ndiza kuqala, kunjalo, kodwa ukusukela kwiveki ezayo. "
Kucacile ukuba kwiveki ezayo yenzekile malunga nemonogue efanayo, kwaye yonke into yaphinda yaphinda yaphindwa kuqala. Yaqhubeka ide inkwenkwe kwiTrolleybus (enkosi kakhulu) ayindibiza ngokuba ngu-Aunt "uTolstoy Aunt". Ndabaneminyaka engama-36 ubudala! 36! Ndakholelwa ukuba ubomi bonke babuzayo, ndicwangciselwe ukuzala abantwana kwaye nditshatile kwaye andilindelanga nto, kuyabona, ndibona "iTolstoy". Ukuyibeka ngobumnene, andiyithandi. Khange ndiyithande yonke. Eli binzana, lixelelwe ngumntwana, landikhokelela kwimvakalelo. Ngaba ndijonge kakhulu ?!
Kwiminyaka ndandihleli kwisofa kwaye andenzanga nto, ndisoloko ndibeka yonke into kuyo yonke into kamva, emva koko ndabhalwa kwangoko, emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa ndabhalwa ejimini. Ndiqhelene nomqeqeshi Kirill, onamava amakhulu kunye neewadi ezinjalo, njengam. Andizukuthetha, ndide ndithethe malini, ndiza kuthini kuphela ukuba eli nani lingaphezulu kwe-100. Senze ishedyuli kunye nesicwangciso sokusebenza. Eyona nto inzima yayikukuqala. Ukuza ngexesha kwaye ungaphoswa uqeqesho. Sukukhathazeka kwaye ulungile, usokola ukwenza umthambo. Ngokunyaniseka, andizukubaxabela ukuba nditsho ukuba yayisisihogo. Andiyi kuthini amazwi amahle ", ewe, bendidiniwe, kodwa kwangaxeshanye ndandinceda ndenza", "Intlungu kwimisitho yayigqibelele Hayi, njalo, andifumananga vuyo. Ndidiniwe kakhulu. Intlungu kwimisipha ngosuku olulandelayo ayizange ivume kwibhedi. Yinyani leyo.
Into kuphela yento endiyenzileyo yayiyimpilo yam yexesha elizayo kunye nabantwana endandihlala ndifuna. Bendingafuni ukuba "ndiluphele kwaye ndithande" okanye emehlweni ale nkwenkwe, okanye emehlweni abanye abantu. Bendifuna kanye inkwenkwe enye yathi ngam: "Mncinci kwaye umhle." Ke ngenxa yabantwana bakho, bendinjalo. Oko kwandikhuthaza.
Sele kudlule iminyaka eliqela, ngoku ndineminyaka engama-39, ndakwazi ukunciphisa umzimba ukuya kwiikhilogram ezingama-63. Ndiqalise ukulandela, imbonakalo yam iguqulwe njengala mantombazana avela kwiTV. Kuphela ndisazi ukuba luhlobo luni lomsebenzi olwalukholo olunje. Sukulindela ukuba kwenzeke njenge-wand yomlingo. Sebenza, musa ukuba ngamavila, uya kuphumelela.
Ndandinendoda endiyithandayo eyamthandayo uThixo, Thixo, ndiza kutshata kungekudala kwaye siya kuba nabantwana abade balilindeleyo. Kwaye ndiyakholelwa ukuba ngenye imini ndiza kuva kubo ngeli binzana lixabisekileyo likaMama, "utshilo uAlina eMoscow.
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