Ngakho-ke, yilokho amaphupho asho:
"Ngiye embhedeni, ngikhathazekile ngokuthile okuletha imali ekhokhelwa manje, anginankinga, futhi okuthakazelisa - angazi ukuthi ngizondla kanjani mina nomndeni wami.
Ukulala ngokwayo: Mina neqembu lentsha lihamba endaweni elahliwe. Eduze kwakho konke kudambise kakhulu futhi kuthule kakhulu, njengasemafileni asabekayo. Umuzwa ophelele uthukile. Omunye wawomngane ukhombisa intambo emhlophe elenga kusuka ezintanjeni ziye kwesokudla. Wethuka, ngoba ubona lapho. Ngibheka futhi ngimthulise, ngithi yintambo emhlophe kuphela emoyeni.
Cishe ngandlela thile ashiywe amafasitela abomvu amabili angenalutho ngamafasitela amnyama angenalutho.
Sisondela endlini eshiywe emibili. Ephusheni, ngisayina le ndlu. Njengokungathi isikhathi eside, ebuntwaneni, ngagibela kakhulu futhi ngahlola kule ndlu lapho eseshiywe. Futhi ngiyakhumbula ukuthi ngangiyesabeka kuye. Sengathi kukhona amandla athile abi kakhulu kuwo.
Manje kukhona abantu abangaziwa kule ndlu abathengisa "okungokomoya" kuyo yonke indawo "ngokomoya" izincwadi, ama-amulets nabanye "abathakathi." Kushisa ukukhanya, siyahamba, sibheke lokho okuvezwa emashalofini. Nginomuzwa wokuthi kukhona okungalungile lapha. Ukuthi kukhona i-hoax, futhi laba bantu abathengi lokho abakufanekisa, futhi ngokuvamile akubona labo abakhishwe. Ngiqala ukukhuluma nabo, ngimemezele: "Phumani lapha!" Ngasikhathi sinye, nginomuzwa wokuthi indlu ihlala ingesabekayo, kodwa ngikulungele ukuhlangana naye.
Indlu inesitebhisi esitezi sesibili, kepha akekho owaya lapho. Ngiyazi ukuthi esitezi sesibili okuthile kufihliwe, futhi lokhu kuchaza konke okwenzeka lapha, nakho konke okwethusayo okubusa endlini.
Efasiteleni ngibona owesifazane oneminyaka engama-45, ukukhula okuphansi, ngezinwele ezimangalisa. Owesifazane ojwayelekile. Ungibuka emgwaqweni ngewindows ngaso sonke isikhathi lapho ngibuyela ekhaya. Akaphawuleka, kepha ngiyazi ukuthi kubaluleke kakhulu lapha. Ngihlangana naye ngibheka futhi ngisho okuthile kuye. Angimesabi. Ngokushesha lapho ngiguqula ikhanda lami ngiyibone ngokuhlukile, vele egumbini. Kuyasondelwa. Ngivuka ngesabekayo, ngomuzwa wokuthi angiqedanga ibhizinisi lami kule ndlu. Ukulala isikhathi eside futhi ungafuni ukuphuma embhedeni. Ngizizwa nginezelele emzimbeni wonke ngaphansi kwebhande. Kimi, into ebaluleke kakhulu kuleli phupho umuzwa wokuthi, naphezu kokushaywa, sengikulungele ukuhlangana ukuthi kuyamnika. "
Kuhle, kugcwele imininingwane nezithombe zamaphupho.
Okusabisa kwabanye abantu abasha ephusheni, iphupho livame ukujwayelekile. Indawo lapho wonke umuntu, usefundile. Iqiniso lokuthi kwabanye liyethusa, akayethuki kangako, futhi ukulungele ukubhekana nomuntu onalokhu ngokwesaba.
Ekugcineni, owesifazana osekhaya kulo lonke le ndawo, uyambukisisela futhi ephendukela kuye. EJungian Psychology kanye nokuhlaziywa kwe-archetypic, isithombe sokuhlakanipha okuphezulu kakhulu isithombe sothakathi. Lowo owaziyo. Lona wesifazane wadlula zonke izigaba zobuhlakani bakhe, futhi manje uvulekele ulwazi oluphezulu. Mhlawumbe lesi siqephu sibonisa amaphupho ethu ukuthi avuthiwe ekugcineni ahlangane nokuhlakanipha kwakhe. Sukuma, noma ukwesaba nokuzethusa kwemboza.
Mhlawumbe iphupho libonisa ukuthi ukulungele kangakanani ukuphendula umbuzo wokubizelwa empilweni. Ngokuqondene nokwazi ngokucacile, lapho umsebenzi wakhe, futhi ngeke ucime indlela, wethuka noma uvumela izinkolelo zabanye.
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UMaria Zemmskova, udokotela wezengqondo, udokotela wokwelapha umndeni kanye nokuqeqeshwa okuholayo kwesikhungo sokukhulisa sokukhula kukaMarika Khazina