USvetlana Surganova: "Umzimba awunakunakwa"

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Ngineminyaka engu-45 ubudala, nginokuthambekela kofuzo okufanele ngiqede - ngenxa yezizathu zokwelashwa bengihleli ezidakamizweni ze-hormonal iminyaka eminingi, - futhi ngizigcina ngiluhlaka. Ngaphandle kwalokho, manje uzobona amanye amafomu futhi, mhlawumbe okunye okuqukethwe. Lokhu ukuzikhuza okuyisisekelo. Uzikhohlile. Angizibandakanyi ezemidlalo ezihlelekile. Kepha ngiyawathanda kakhulu ithenisi leTennis. Ngokuvamile ngithanda imidlalo eshukumisayo. Ngithanda iBadminton, ibhayisekili, intaba kanye nokushushuluza ezweni. Ukunyakaza kuyimpilo, akukho lutho olushiwo yize.

Impilo yami yonke impi eqinile enovalo. Ngenza konke okuphambene nalokho. Kepha ngiyaqonda ukuthi kudingekile, uma kungenjalo ngeke, ngaphandle kwalokho konke kuzoba kubi. Udinga ukuzuza lokhu kwesaba. Futhi ukwesaba kusiza ukunqoba umuzwa wokukhathazeka. Ngandlela-thile kangako, uyabona? .. Lokho kuyesabeka, kepha kuyamangaza ukwesaba.

Umzimba uyithempeli lomphefumlo, igobolondo lapho umphefumulo utshalwe kulo, umoya kaNkulunkulu, osivumela ukuba sidumise, sikhale kangcono izingoma, sakha izingoma, sikhulise izingane, sicela izingane zethu futhi zithokozise ezinye. Umzimba awukwazi ukunganakwa. Ngiyamhlonipha. Kuyadingeka kwizithiyo zakhe, futhi hhayi ubuthi futhi zinyamalale.

Nginesiko engiqala ngalo lapho ngiqala khona njalo ekuseni. Ngenza icala ngokusho kukaPeter Calle ("iso leRenaissance") nasekupheleni ngikhuluma kathathu "ngiyabonga". Ngomnsalo ojulile. Ngithi "Ngiyabonga" ngoba unginike lolu suku; Ngeqiniso lokuthi manje sengibona lesi sibhakabhaka, ilanga, ngiyaphefumula, cishe izandla nemilenze emibili! Ngemuva kwalokho nginesicelo sikaMama nabathandekayo - ngiyamcela ukuba baziphilise abathandekayo bami. Futhi okwesithathu umnsalo wami nesicelo sesibili ukuthi uzonginika ngokufanelekile ukuphila usuku, wanikeza amandla, ugqozi, iZwi engingaludlulisa - kanye naleliZwi, kubandakanya nokuletha uhlobo lwabantu abathile kuMoya, kuNkulunkulu.

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