"Injabulo yowesifazane isezinganeni," uthisha onolwazi lweminyaka engama-40, inkosi yezemidlalo ekubizeni, unkosikazi we-Olimpiki Champion kanye nentombi yami ethembekile. Ngemuva kwalokho akakwazanga ngisho nokucabanga ukuthi leli nkulumo elingejwayelekile lalingethwe kimi ngokuqukethwe okunjalo okusobala.
Kwangibonakala sengathi ngibuyiselwa ekwazini ngemva kokuzwakala kwe-anesthesia evamile lapho unjalo, kepha ngasikhathi sinye ubonakala. Iminyaka eminingi ngangima okokuqala ngaqala. Okokuqala, ngesibindi, akuqinisekile,-ke - konke okunesibindi, owesifazane ubheka, umama ubukeka.
Ngabona umnakekeli onjalo, engingithandayo, kodwa isithombe esingajwayelekile. Ngineminyaka engama-33. Nginakho konke abesifazane abakuphupha ngalokhu: umyeni, indodakazi, umndeni, abangane, umsebenzi omuhle kakhulu, indlu entsha enhle, imoto esha, imoto, ukuhamba, ukuhamba, izincwadi. Futhi - umncintiswano ongashintshi ngokuhamba kwesikhathi. Ngubani ozonqoba? Ngakho-ke ushesha ubukeka iminyaka eminingi, ushayele indlela lapho into esemqoka inobuthaka kakhulu futhi ibiza kakhulu ukuthi nginobuhlobo nendodakazi yami.
Ngandlela-thile konke bekungekhona ngaphambi kwakhe ...
"Linda, ndodakazi, hhayi manje, iklayenti elibalulekile ocingweni";
"Cha, namhlanje ngeke ngiye epaki, udinga ukungena endlini uye ekugezeni imoto";
"Angikwazi ukukuthatha ngosuku lokuzalwa ofunda naye namuhla: Kuyadingeka ukuqeda i-oda eliphuthumayo, umuntu ulindele usuku lwesibili";
"Hamba uyolala. Thinta Ukulandisa? Ngiyacela, ubaba ubuze, ngiyacela, ngisematasa. "
Futhi inqwaba yamaphutha afanayo ahlekisayo, isikhathi ngasinye esivalelisana ngomusa umphefumulo wendodakazi yami encane.
Namuhla, ngiyazisola ngamakhulu ezitali. Ngithethelele, ndodakazi! Manje sengikulungele ukukhuluma mayelana nokufika kwezilwane zakho ozithandayo okungenani kuze kuse! Ngingafika kanjani engqondweni engqondweni ukuthi kukhona umuntu noma okuthile okubaluleke kakhulu kunawe ?!
Owesifazane wathi kimi: "Injabulo yowesifazane isezingane," kusho yena owake waba nokuphila, okwaphakamisa izingane zakhe ezimbili futhi wamukela amakhulu abantu ongabazi. Njengoba kwenzeka ukuthi kunjalo futhi kulokhu, ugogo wami ohlakaniphile! Yeka injabulo enkulu kangakanani empilweni yami ngalo mzuzu lapho ngaqala ukubuyela enganeni yami.
Manje sihamba cishe masonto onke ngamaphupho ami aya echibini akondla ama-cloops amnyama. Siye esitolo sindawonye futhi sikhetha imikhiqizo yokudla kwasemini ngeSonto isikhathi eside. Lapho ngisemhlanganweni obalulekile, ngivame ukungifonela ukuthi ngisize nginqume ngezicucu noma amacici afaneleke kakhulu. Singena kusofa egumbini lakhe, futhi ngibuka amahlaya ayisiwula kanye, ubani othanda indodakazi yami kakhulu.
Senza okuningi sindawonye. Kepha into ebaluleke kakhulu - manje sebebusuku bonke ngitshela intombazane yami engiyithandayo inganekwane, eyayisungule. Futhi manje sengikhathazeke kakhulu ngokuthi ngingakusifuphi inkumbulo yomugqa othandekayo weplanethi ye-Antoiine de Saint-Supery, indodakazi yami yangicela ukuthi ngingibhalele ... Indaba eqhubekayo ngeNkosana encane. Futhi kulokhu angikwenqabi.
Indlela eya enganeni yami ihamba phambili eyangenzeka kimi ngokuhamba kweminyaka. Lo ngumgwaqo othembekile othembekile kunabo bonke, ngokusho ukuthi ngikulungele ukuhamba kuze kube sekupheleni kwezinsuku zami. Futhi amakhasimende, ama-oda, ukuhlanza, angalinda ukugeza imoto. Ziningi eziningi, indodakazi yami ingenye. Futhi sonke lesi sikhathi wayengqongqoza enhliziyweni yami. Ngiyabonga, ndodakazi yami, ngenxa yokubekezela kwakho, nawe, ugogo, ukuqondisisa. Yize kunjalo, ngaphandle kwakho, ngacishe ngamkhumbula - injabulo yowesifazane.
I-Ekaterina alekseeva, umfundisi wokuvumelanisa ubudlelwano nezingane