Muva nje, ikholomu iyathunyelwa kakhulu emaphusheni, okufakazela ukuhlala okusebenzayo ekulahlekelweni, ngenqubo yezengqondo ebizwa ngokuthi "umsebenzi wosizi". Siphazamise ekukhishweni okwedlule, kuhlala nje ukusho ukuthi le yinqubo engakaze ibonwe, okuthinta zonke izinhlangothi zomphefumulo kanye nemizwa enzima kakhulu yokusinda ukuze inakekele othandekayo. Eminyakeni eminingi ethunyelwe, saxoxa ngeqiniso lokuthi usizi lusaqhubeka. Kepha namhlanje bathumela iphupho, elibonisa ukugcwaliswa kwale nqubo.
"Sawubona. Ngiyacela ukuchaza ukuthi kusho ukuthini iphupho lami. Okokuqala kancane ngawe. Ngingumfelokazi. Eminyakeni emithathu edlule ngahlangana nendoda, futhi saba nobudlelwano. Kepha ngemuva kweminyaka emithathu yokuphila, kwadingeka abuyele ekhaya, futhi manje sihlukaniswe ngamahora ama-5 endiza ngendiza. Akafuni ukungikhulula nganginikeza ukuhlangana njalo nezinyanga ezintathu. Ngindize kuye futhi ngachitha izinsuku eziyi-6 ezijabulisayo lapho. Futhi ekubuyeni kwami, ngiphupha iphupho, kube sengathi ngihamba nomyeni ongasekho ngendawo yokwakha futhi ngimtshele ukuthi silapha okokugcina, ngoba indinyana iyavalwa. Futhi phambi kwethu iwindi elincane, futhi umyeni uzama ukuncipha kuwo, kepha akasebenzi. Ngemuva kwalokho ngiyihambisa ngiphume ngiye emgwaqweni. Phambili muhle kakhulu - isikhala nesibhakabhaka siluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, futhi wahlala lapho. Ngicela ungitshele, ukuthi yini engingasho iphupho lami futhi ngandlela thile ngixhumene nesithandwa sami. "
Siphendula ngokushesha embuzweni wokugcina: ukulala kuxhunyiwe ngokuyinhloko kuphela ngephupho.
Leli phupho likhuluma ngalo kuphela futhi lifanekisela iqiniso lokuthi lahlukana ngempela nomyeni wakhe ohambile. Naka izimpawu zokulala: Farewell kumyeni wakho, okokugcina hamba ndawonye. Akunakukhasa ewindini, njengoba kuhambile. Akakwazi ukubuyela emuva aphile. Kepha iphupho liyaqhubeka nokuphila, livula umnyango futhi liqonde emhlabeni. Uzohlala. Lokhu kusho ukuthi ngandlela thile i-heroine yethu yayixhumeke ngandlela thile ngokwengqondo nalobu budlelwano. Cishe inqubo yaphela, futhi iyakwazi ukuhlukana nesikhathi esedlule futhi iqhubeke.
Akunakwenzeka ukuthi ixhumeke ngqo nesithandwa, kepha mhlawumbe ukubukeka kwakhe empilweni akuyona ingozi. Uthando lungamandla anamandla kakhulu, okwamanje eshawa nasemzimbeni, okwazi ukuvuka ekucindezelekeni okunzima kakhulu futhi ubuye upende empilweni. Sithandana, futhi, akusilo kungenzeka ngengozi. Sisebenzisa la mandla okuzayo, avuke. Bheka othandweni lomuntu: indiza, amehlo avuthayo, ithemba ngamaphethelo, ngisho nezifo zibuyela emuva. Mhlawumbe isithandwa manje esesikonke emaphethelweni omhlaba, sasidingeka kulokhu kuvuka. Kepha into esemqoka ukuthi iphupho lephupho lazisho ngokwakhe, okwazi ukuhlala futhi abonise upende wokuphila.
Ngiyazibuza ukuthi uphupha ini? Izibonelo zamaphupho akho athumela ngeposi: [email protected]. Ngendlela, amaphupho kulula kakhulu ukuwaveza uma encwadini eya kumhleli uzobhala izimo zokuphila okwandulelayo, kepha okubaluleke kakhulu - imizwa nemizwa ngesikhathi sokuvuka kuleli phupho.
UMaria Dyachkova, isazi sezengqondo, udokotela wezokwelapha umndeni kanye nokuqeqeshwa okuholayo kweSikhungo Sokukhulisa Ukukhula KwaMarika Khazin