Njengoba kuthenjisiwe, ukushicilelwa kwesibili ngoMashi kuzophinda kube nesibonelo sokulala komuntu. Le nyanga ibinenhlanhla kabili, ngoba ngiyakuthanda ukukhumbula kwamaphupho athunyelwa ngabesilisa. Bahlangabezana nezingathekiso ezithokozisayo, izithombe ezingaphumi ngokuqondile nazo. Futhi ngakho-ke ukubona ukuthi cishe wonke amaphupho anamaphupho amaphayizi acishe agcwalisiwe. Ukulala kwanamuhla akufani.
"Ephusheni, ngihlala egumbini elinaye unkosikazi wami. Ngesizathu esithile, kimi ama-panties ezingane, kahle, noma osemusha. Ngikhumbula ngqo ukuthi empilweni yami yangempela kwakukhona lapho ngisewumfana. Intshisekelo yami ekhombisa kimi, isegqoke izingubo zangaphansi. Futhi kukhona inhlansi phakathi kwethu, ngizizwa ngijabulisayo. Futhi uyabona ukuthi nginendaba nami. Kepha akufinyeleli ndaba, ngiyakuqonda ukuthi manje umyeni wakhe wamanje uzongena egumbini aze angenise. Ngivuka ngenxa yokwesaba. "
Mhlawumbe ukuqeda kakhulu isifanekiso sokulala esithakazelisa kakhulu ama-panties wezingane. Lapho sihlasela ukulala naleli khasimende, sathola izincazelo eziningi kulo. Isibonelo, izingane izingane ziwuphawu lokungathobekile kwabesilisa, ngokuphansi. Mhlawumbe lesi sici sephupho siveza isikhathi sokuphupha lapho enze khona imibono ngaye njengendoda. Futhi kukhona okungahambanga kahle, ngoba abantu abadala kwesinye isikhathi bajabulela umuzwa wengane yakhe eyeve eshumini nambili. Futhi ngentsha, imibuzo yezocansi isendaweni yokuqala. Ngingubani? Ngiyini? Ngabe ngiyakhanga? Kungani ungilahlile, unganaki? Noma kungani ngithandwa. Isipiliyoni sokuqala sobulili kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho kokuqala kobuhlobo, njengomthetho, kulonyaka. Kuyisisekelo, akukho lutho ongaluqhathanisa naye, ngakho-ke kwenzeka kubukhali futhi bungalibaleki, futhi kwesinye isikhathi kube nemiphumela yesikhathi eside. Isibonelo, abaningi bethu bakhumbula okuhlangenwe nakho kwentsha kokuxhashazwa, ukuqunjelwa, izikole zokuxhashazwa.
Kungenzeka futhi, ukulala kukhuluma ngesijeziso sokwenza ucansi. Futhi umyeni wakhe wangaphambili, okufanele aphule futhi ashaye - isithombe esikhanyayo ngalesi sihloko. Kubalulekile ukusho ukuthi ngokoqobo kwamaphupho ashadile, ngakho-ke inzalo, ukufenda kanye nokuheha omunye umuntu wesifazane kuseduze okuvumelekile, kungasaphathwa kabanzi. Mhlawumbe iphupho liveza ukwesaba kokuba okuthakazelisa futhi kuboniswe ngokocansi ngoba kuyingxenye yesimo somuntu, kungakhathalekile ubulili kanye nesitembu kwiphasiphothi. Kunzima kakhulu ukuqondisa amandla akho ezocansi umuntu ngamunye. Anginendaba nokuthi ilanga lingakhanyisa umuntu kuphela. Ngasikhathi sinye kube ngocansi futhi kuthakazelisekile - akusho ukuthi ube slut futhi akulungile. Izifiso, imicabango, imizwa iyingxenye yalokho okuhlangenwe nakho. Zikude nezenzo zangempela ezibhubhisa indwangu yomndeni noma ubudlelwane besikhathi eside. UFreud waphikisana nokuthi umuntu u-sexy kusuka emvelweni wakhe. Lo mandla ugeleza kuyo, njengegazi noma i-lymph, kepha kuphela ukutadisha akuphansi kwesibonakhulu, kepha ukuhlaziya lokho kuziphatha, amaphupho, i-neurosis kanye nemvelo yokugula kwengqondo. Ngokukhululeka lokhu kwadlula kumuntu, kunempilo kakhulu ngayo yonke imiqondo.
Iphupho lethu kungenzeka laba nephupho elinesikhumbuzo sokuthi ubulili bakhe bungokwakhe noyedwa. Okujabulisayo, okusebenzayo, kepha, njengengane, wesaba ukujeziswa ngenxa yokuvezwa kwayo futhi kuhlolisise ukuvumela okuvunyelwe.
Umsebenzi omuhle kakhulu wephupho lethu.
Futhi amaphupho akho? Izibonelo zamaphupho akho Thumela ngeposi: [email protected]. Indlela, amaphupho kulula kakhulu ukuwaveza uma encwadini eya kumhleli obaluleke kakhulu uzobhalela izimo zokuphila ezandulelayo, kepha okubaluleke - imizwa ngesikhathi sokuvuka Kuleli phupho.
UMaria Dyachkova, isazi sezengqondo, udokotela wezokwelapha umndeni kanye nokuqeqeshwa okuholayo kweSikhungo Sokukhulisa Ukukhula KwaMarika Khazin