Omnye wemiceli mingeni enzima emsebenzini wengcali yengqondo kukusebenza ngelahleko. Inkqubo yobomi ithetha ukuba siya kuphulukana nabantu esibathandayo, ayinakuphepheka. Ewe, konke oku kuyazi, kodwa akunakwenzeka ukuyilungiselela. Ngokukodwa ukuba uphulukene nomntwana, njengasemazantsi omphefumlo esiyaziyo ukuba abantwana bethu baya kusinika, kwaye hayi. Lo mhlawumbi oyena mntu ubusuku obubi kakhulu bomzali.
Apha ngezantsi iphupha lamaphupha kunye namagqabantshintshi awo kunye nokubonakalisa umxholo wengqondo onzima wengqondo.
Kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo, emva kokuba elahlekile umntwana esibelekweni, wabona iphupha. Ukulala qaqambile, phawu. Imibala i-ultra, sele ibuhlungu.
Ngokufutshane: Abaphambukeli bajika abantu kwii-zombies. Kwangelo xesha, iqokobhe labantu alitshintshi. Kuphela esipilini akukho kucingisisa. Xa uzama ukuba nabaphambukeli, ndiqala ukukhwaza ndibone ukuba basasazeke kwiimolekyuli. Eureka! Babulala isandi esikhulu kakhulu! Ndikhululwe kwaye ndizame ukuyidlulisela ukuba iphile kwaye iphinde iphinde iphinde iphindwe. Ukusuka kwi-Ofisi Jikelele, baba ngaba bantu kwakhona, babuyiselwe. Kwaye baqala ukunceda ukutshabalalisa abaphambukeli.
Ukuqukumbela, ibala lemidlalo enkulu encotsheni yentaba. Iindonga zigquma ulwandle. Isibhakabhaka sikhokelela. Izihlwele zababukeli kunye nabadlali bebhola entsimini. Omnye umntu emzimbeni womntu, umntu sele esele i-zombies. Ndizive ngandlel 'ithile. Ndiqala ngokuvakalayo, cham jam, ndiyacula ndicela uncuthu. Le yenye yeengoma zesiNgesi zeqela "Scorpions". Andazi amagama. I-romody yothando. Kwaye kum uphononongo ngokuthe ngqo ubomi. Abantu bathabatha kwaye kwangaxeshanye i-zombies baguqukela ebantwini, kwaye abanye bahlulwe. Ukugquma kolwandle kuyakhula. Umbane. Indudumo. Yonke into ikhwaza! Ngamandla! Ukudibanisa ukucula-op kwibala lemidlalo! Kuhle!!! Kwaye emva koko ndafunda esibhakabhakeni, okanye ngaphakathi kum, okanye ndive: "Eyona nto iphambili kukuba uyaphila!" Ngqo ngesibhengezo.
Ndivuke ngokunyuka okumangalisayo. Phantse iveki, ukubonakala kwamandla awongezelelekileyo kwakuvakala. Kwabonakala ngathi kukho indawo. Ndiyive inyani yoko! Imvakalelo emangalisayo! Emva kokungaphindi. Ndonwabile!
Ekuseni ineentloni ngumongikazi: Ibhinqa eligquma ebusuku likhanya ekuseni kwaye lisithi konwabile. Ndicinga ukuba wagqiba kwelokuba ndichukunyiswe yingqondo yam.
Ndijonge ixesha lokuqonda ukuba unokufa kule meko ngokwakhe. Kodwa ke andiqondi. Ndacinga ukuba akusoyiki kum. Kuphela emntwaneni. Kwaye andizange ndiqonde ukulala kwangoko. Nditsho njengamandla. Ndifuna ukuqengqeleka intaba. Kwaye ndandisazi ukuba ndingenza into emangalisayo kweli lizwe. "
Ukukhulelwa kunye nokuzalwa komntwana, kwisandla esinye, yinkqubo yendalo eyenziwa ngamawakawaka eminyaka yendaleko, kwelinye icala, ingonakalisi emngciphekweni kunye nomntwana. Abafazi abangazi nto bayazi ngayo. Ndiza kunika isicatshulwa B. Debling malunga noku: "... kwaye emva koko (umama) wayenxibelelana nathi esizalweni sakhe. Kwaye wayesazi ukuba wacela ukukhulelwa kuye, kwaye ngakumbi into yokukhulelwa inomngcipheko wakhe kuye, xa ixesha lokuzalwa kwethu liza kuza. Kwaye wavuma ngalo mngcipheko. Yayingumbuzo wobomi nokufa - yeyakhe nakuthi. Kwaye konke okunxulumene noku yayintshukumo kaThixo, kwaye kwavunyelwana ngokuhambelana nale ntshukumo. "
Nokuba akukho mngcipheko wokufa komzimba, ke ukukhulelwa kunye nokuzalwa komntwana kuthetha ukubhubha kobomi bangaphambili: Intombazana iyafa, umama uzalwe. Ifelwa wena, kwaye inkonzo izalwe kwenye. Ukuzalwa nokufa kuthwala ngesandla. Kwaye ukuba ukufa kukungakhathali kwamandla omhlaba, emva koko ukuzalwa kukukhululwa amandla anamandla okuphucula ukukhula.
Ukuphupha kwethu ngokulala kwakhe kunamathele nomxholo wobomi nokufa okweqongeni, ngenxa yokuba wayesinde ubomi bakhe, njengomntwana osandul 'ukuzalwa. Kwaye ewe, ukhanyise ngomntwana, kodwa kwangaxeshanye kubhiyozela inyaniso yokuba wayephila.
Kum ndingatsho ukuba ndiyazi ukuba lo mfazi emva koko wavela umntwana ophila kakuhle. Kusenokwenzeka ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ifumaneke ngayo ngenxa yokuba ifumene ixabiso lobomi bakhe, idlula kwizifundo zakhe, ilahleko enamandla kunye nokothuka. Kunye nexabiso lobomi babo, njengemodeli enokudlulisela umntwana wakhe.
Kuhlala nje ukuba simkele kumaphupha ethu omzekelo onyanisekileyo nosweleke ngokungafihlisiyo, kuba bambalwa abantu ababhala okanye bathetha malunga nendawo ekuhleni. Intlungu yabasetyhini kwiimeko ezinjalo zihlala zifuna ukuba ngasese, njengoko kubonakala ngathi bambalwa abantu abanokuyikhupha. Nangona kunjalo, kwanezona ngcaciso zinganceda umntu ukuba afumane inkxaso.
Ndiyazibuza ukuba uphupha ntoni? Imizekelo yamaphupha akho ethunyelwa ngeposi: [email protected]. Ngendlela, amaphupha kulula kakhulu ukuveza ukuba kwileta eya kumhleli uya kubhala iimeko ezingaphambili zobomi, kodwa okona kubaluleke kakhulu - iimvakalelo kunye neengcinga zelixesha lokuvuka kweli phupha.
UMaria Dyachkova, ugqirha wezengqondo, ugqirha wosapho kunye noqeqesho olukhokelayo kwiZiko loQeqsho loQhulelo loQeqesho lweMarika Khazin