Ubuthathaka bomdlali weqonga i-Svetlana Ivanova khange athethe kuphela ivila. Kwaye kule nto ayitshintshiyo ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa ngongqumbo olwenzekileyo kwenzeka, ngokutsho kwakhe, ezinye iinguqu. Hayi, kwakungekho ndawo yokuhlala kuyo, kodwa namhlanje ayilonhlane nenekazi, kodwa ibhinqa lithembekile ngokwaneleyo. Ukuzithemba, uSvetlana uyakholelwa, kumnika isimo sengqondo sabantu abasondeleyo.
- Ukukhanya, ukuphindaphindile ukuba abadlali ebomini kwaye, bathi, abaninzi bayamangaliswa kukuba uyinyani kwaye ilula yomThetho. Kodwa abantu banokusebenzisa oku ukunyaniseka nxamnye nawe ...
- Kwilizwe lanamhlanje, lihlala linyanisekile kwaye lingafezekanga komnxibelelanisi, iqabane, oogxa, abasebenza nabo, i-sulfure disnoure. Ukulula yinto enamandla. Kodwa ayisiyiyo loo nto, engaphezulu kakhulu, abathi babi ngaphezu kobusela. Ndilula kwaye ndivulekile, kodwa hayi nakuko konke, kude nomntu ongenakukhusela ezi mpawu.
"Ke ngoko awuzange ubelane ngemfihlo kwaye uxelele umhle, kodwa ungumntu ongaqhelekanga ngobuthathaka bam?"
-Nganjalo, ndiyicoca kakhulu. Ndavula ke, umntu ufanele ukuba asondele. Imvakalelo yokungafikeleli endiyenzayo ziipesenti ezingamashumi amathathu kum. Kwaye amashumi asithoba asele yedwa.
-Ngaba uthanda nini? Okwangoku, kunzima ukubonakalisa into, fihla, dlala ...
"Hayi, ndilapha ngokuvula, ndicela uTatiana lalina." Ukuba ufuna ukubhala-bhala. Ukuba ufuna ukuthetha into komnye umntu-ukuthi: Yitsho. Ungacingi: "Mhlawumbi, kubalulekile ukuba uzenze ngathi ndilele, kwaye ke mna, ndingumbono wam, kuba uchithwa kakhulu, kwaye ulahlekelwe nguBomi kunye nolonwabo lwakho. Ungavuya iveki ixesha elide okanye unyaka. Ewe, unokukhohlisa kwaye ufumane i-sneaker empumlweni, kodwa ke uya kuba namava. Kwaye ukuba awuzivumelanga, ke usazi njani ukuba yintoni ulonwabo? Ungaze uhlawule ngokuchanekileyo, zonke izinto azithathelwa ingqalelo, kuba ubomi abuchazi. Kwaye kubomi bosapho, unokuthanda kuphela, ube nobuthathaka kwaye unyanisekile.
-Ngenokwenzeka ukuba usondele kune-dostoevsky?
- Ngokuqinisekile. Kwaye esikolweni ndandimthanda iDestoevsky ngaphezulu. Kodwa olu lo butsha luyenzile. Ngethamsanqa, ndakhawuleza ndabona ukuba ndisondele kuneTolstoy, eBunin, Nabokov. Apho, kwaye, hayi ngaphandle kobunzima, kodwa le ayisiyomoya ye-nsistine kwinqindi.
Isinxibo, eyahlukeneyo; Amacici, umqendu wamkelekileyo; Iimbadada, stuart weitzman
Ifoto: UAlina Pigeon
"Ndiyithanda kakhulu ibinzana lakho:" Ungaziqeqesha ngolonwabo. " Phantse njengoAlexander Volodin: "Kuyintloni ukuba ayonwabanga."
- Yinyani. Phakathi kwezinye izinto, ukuthembeka kwesono. Ke ngoko, ukuba kukho ithuba lokuvuya, kufuneka uyenze. Ndikhumbula ukuba kwiiklasi zesikolo esiPhezulu endizifunde i-Elor Porter "Ipolianna" (nangona yenzelwe ukuzonwabisa) malunga nentombazana engathandekiyo, kwaye waqala ukuyidlala zivuyisana ngovuyo. Emva koko wangena kumkhwa, wawenza lo mdlalo wadlala wonke umntu ngeenxa zonke. Ke ebomini- ukuba uyandithiya ngoMvulo, xa kufike, unokukhupha into engayi kuza emva kweentsuku ezintandathu. Kubonakaliso nganye yobomi, unokufumana uvuyo. Ndiyithandile kakhulu le ngcinga. Kwenzeka ukuba ndinoloyiko, kuba kukho iimeko eziyintlekele. Ndikhe ndafika emva kwexesha kangangeyure kwi-Rethersaist ukuya kwi-Garina Boriovna Volchek. Kwaye akunakwenzeka ukwenza le teturication. Kwakukho uhlobo oluthile lwebali lesikroli, ukuya kuthi ga kwinyaniso yokuba ndinengozi. Kodwa ngokomgaqo, ngoku, ukuba ndiyaqonda ukuba andinakutshintsha nantoni na, andinakuphuma, ndiphume, ndiyenzeka ukuba ndikwazi ukuyeka inqwelo moya, ndizama ukuba nexhala. Kungcono ndiza kuza kwimeko elungileyo, intle. (Uncumo.) Kubonakala kum ukuba kufuneka wonwabe kwiimeko ezininzi zoxinzelelo ukuze wonwabe ebomini, kungenjalo ungahamba nje. Kwanangasemva kwintlanganiso ebalulekileyo kwaye usinda, unokujonga esixekweni, umamele inkqubo entle okanye incwadi ye-Audiobook, loo nto, fumana uvuyo.
- Kodwa ulumkisa abanye ukuze bangakhathazeki?
"Ewe, ndihlala ndizama ukuqinisekisa abantu, ndibiza, nditsho ukuba kukutya." (Uncumo.)
- Ukukhanya, kwaye unazo iintsuku okanye iiveki, xa isasilela ukuziva wonwabile kwaye wonwabe?
-Nganjalo, andinayo le nto.
-Kwahlukana nomntu, ukulahla akuzange kudlule? Andithethi ngemicimbi ebuhlungu ...
-Ndicaphukile xa ndingakhange ndisebenze ukuba ndiye kwiZiko, kuba andizange ndithathe kwiiyunivesithi zeqonga, bathi ndimncinci njengokwanda, kodwa asifuneki. Kodwa anditsho ukuba inkqonkqoze i-gauge: bendihlala ndiqonda ukuba kukho inqwelo yokuhamba, phambi kwam iindlela ezininzi- kwaye ndingakhetha enye nangaliphi na ixesha. Ngokomgaqo, ndisaphila nemvakalelo yokuba ndisenokungaphambili kakhulu, nangona sele ndinomfazi kancinci ngeminyaka engamashumi amathathu. (Ukuhleka.) Isithandi-sobulumko esimnandi saseIndiya uDipaki Chopra sinegama elimnandi: "Ndisacinga ngento endiyikhulayo xa ndikhula." Nangona wayebhala, ukuba ngumntu ongumdala kakhulu. Kwaye ndafunda ngesiquphe, ndaye ndabona ukuba yayindim. Kwaye kukho umoya odla umhlala-phantsi, xa bengamashumi amane. Kodwa ndizama ukuhluka ngokwabantu, kuba iyosulela kakhulu, kunye nolonwabo. Okukhona unxibelelana nabantu abaphumeleleyo, kokukhona uyibiza.
- Kwiminyaka embalwa eyadlulayo, ubuhleke kakhulu kunokuthetha ukuba yonke into iza kutshintsha kungekudala, kuba nakwiivenkile zikhona ii-crimpoms apho kubhaliwe "30 dibanisa" kubhaliwe. Ngaba uyoyikisa le minyaka?
"Ebuntwaneni bam (kwaye bendihlala ecaleni kwendlu yenkcubeko" ka-Okthobha ", etshise isandula) ephethe iingokuhlwa" kwabo bangama-30 ". Kwaye ndisadlule ngaphambili kweeposta kwaye ndacinga ukuba: "Yintoni 30?", Ucinga ukuba eli asilo manani, kodwa iileta. Ke ngoku ndineminyaka engamashumi mathathu.
Kodwa ngoku yonke into itshintshile- kwaye abantwana bazalisa kude kumashumi amathathu anesine ...
-Ndilithanda eli bali. Awuzange uqaphele ukuba namhlanje lonke ungcelele lususwe malunga neminyaka engamashumi amathathu anawincinane, amashumi amane anenwele kwaye emva koko? Nangona yonke into enxulumene nobudala ikwiminyaka. Kodwa kwilizwe lethu uninzi lwenziwe ngendlela engachanekanga. Kutheni le nto igama elithi "i-inshurensi" esinalo kumagama "uloyiko", nakwiinshurensi yesiNgesi kwigama elithi "ukuzithemba." Ezi ziikhowudi. Siyaziqukumbela.
Isinxibo, eyahlukeneyo; Amaciciwana kunye nomsesane, zonke-Quensbee; Ingubo, weannabe.
Ifoto: UAlina Pigeon
- Amantombazana amaninzi alinde iminyaka engamashumi amathathu, njengoko kungumdala ongaqondakaliyo weBulgakovsky Margarita, xa yonke into inokwenzeka ...
- Kanjalo. Kwaye andikhange ndicinge ngayo. Kwaye utshintsho luqale ukuba kwenzeke kum. Ugqirha wezengqondo uthi umntu obhinqileyo uneminyaka emininzi ubudala ubudala ubudala kangakanani umntwana wakhe omncinci. Ngokufanelekileyo, kungekudala ndiza kuhlanu. (Ukuhleka.) Kwaye ngoku imbono yam yobomi ilinganiswa ngezi ndidi. Ndilinde iminyaka engamashumi amathathu anesikhundla apho intombi sele inezine.
-Ukuzalwa kwentombi, umzekelo, umzuzu awuzange uve njengomdala, uqinile?
-Um, hayi ngokuqinisekileyo. Akukho luvakalelo ngoku. Ngamanye amaxesha, nangona kunjalo, ingcinga iphakama: "Ndingumama, ndiyaphendula! Yeka, ukukhanya! Qokelela. " Kwaye ngokubanzi, njengoko besithi: "Umntwana wokuqala yidoll yokugqibela." Ngokuqhelekileyo sinosapho olutshatileyo kakhulu. Kwaye intombi imangalisa into yokuba ubudenge (buhleke), abazali bakaHooligan abanjalo, kuba, njengoMthetho, bahluke ngokupheleleyo.
-Ukuba ufuna igama elinzima uPolina ukuba athethe okanye athathe isigqibo esibalulekileyo, ngaba uyayenza ngokulula? Okanye lo msebenzi ulele kwindoda endlwini?
-Igama elinzima lihlala linguTata. Inkosi yePapa. Uyabona, ndikwisiphelo somphefumlo oqengqelekayo. Oko kukuthi, kunzima kakhulu ukukhetha iphepha lodonga kum okanye ndingazithenga izihlangu ezifanayo zemibala eyahlukeneyo ngenxa yokuba andinakuthatha isigqibo sehlabathi kwaye ngokukhawuleza. Kwaye ndiyakwazi ukwala into ngokulula, ndiyagqiba le nto, nkqu nakwimicimbi yokusebenza. Ngendlela, eyona talente iphambili kukwala ukuze ungakhubeki. Ndizama ukufunda le nto. Kwaye kutshanje, ndingayifuni ebomini. Kwaye phambi kwam kwabonakala kum ukuba ndingamcaphukisa umntu ukuba kwakunzima.
-Ufumene oku okanye ngoncedo lomntu?
-Ndisondele kakhulu, ndithetha usapho lwam lwangoku, ndincede ndizive ndikhulu kwaye ndibalulekile. (Uhleka.) Bayakubona kakhulu kwaye babenze bazive ngathi. Ngokubanzi, ndicinga ukuba kuphela ibhinqa elinamandla linokunika umfazi ukubandezeleka okuqinisekileyo ngokwayo, ubuhle-ewe kuyo yonke into. Ukuba umntu onothando ujonge kuwe, emva koko uzive uziva ngokwakho nabanye kwaye ujongeke wahlukile. Kule minyaka idlulileyo, ezimbini andiyipeyisi kubomi bemihla ngemihla. Emva kwayo yonke loo nto, umbala wokulwa wethuba? Ukusuka kumnqweno wokuzibeka komnye ubuso, enye ikamva. Kwaye kamsinya nje ukuba uqiniseke ukuba umhle, emva koko i-faki sele ingekayimfuneko. Oku akuthethi ukuba eli bhinqa lize litshatile, lifanele lizitshicele kwaye liyeke ukupeyinta, hayi. Ukukhupha nje ngequbuliso kuqale ukubonakala ngcono. I-makek iyakhusela. Rhoqo amabhinqa amaninzi anxiba umnqwazi, iiglasi, kuba zithintelwe emhlabeni. Kodwa, nangona ngoku ndiphantse ukuba ndipeyinti, ndiyakholelwa ukuba i-cosmetics yeyona nto inkulu kakhulu yoluntu. Ungayitsalela umnxeba "ngokwakho. Watyumza amehlo akhe kwimozulu okanye umlomo wakhe, kwaye unemeko yeemvakalelo. (Uncumo.)
- Kwii-Nineties, xa ukhule, bekukho okuninzi okubi nobuqili, kodwa iinguqu ziqala ngokuvela, thumela indawo yokungenisa ifashoni, cosmetics ...
-Ndimfutshane, kwaye sasihlala kakuhle kakhulu, ke oko kwabonakala kungekho kude kum, kwenye indawo kwiTV. Kodwa yayifuna: izinto ezintle kwaye ziyijikelezile ngobuhle, kodwa ibingasoloko injalo ithuba.
-Uphuma njani umama kwezi meko?
-Umama wam wazilungelelanisa ngelo xesha. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba, nangona sasihlala nzima kwaye singaphilanga, soze sazisole imali ekutyeni, iincwadi, ithiyetha. Ndaye ndaya kwi-theatres lonke ixesha, kwaye sasinokutya: inyama, iinkukhu. Umama ngandlela thile, kodwa sasithanda ukutya sinencasa. .
Nxiba, oneminyaka esibhozo; Ukuhonjiswa, iQueensbee.
Ifoto: UAlina Pigeon
-Uye ke waba ngumdlali weqonga odumileyo kwaye wakwazi ukuzibonelela, kwaye hayi iingubo ezintle kuphela, kodwa nendawo yokuhlala kwaye, mhlawumbi, nceda uncede abazali ...
"Xa intombi yam yazalwa kuphela, ndayithenga indlu kwisitrato esilandelayo nomama." Kwaye ngaphambi kokuba ndibenelinye indlu, ndayithengisa kwaye ndathenga okuncinci. Hayi kwilize ndalilahlela kuthotho olude. (Uhleka.)
-Ngokwenyaniso, kodwa ngenxa yokuba icace, awuzange udubule?
-Ungaze. Ewe kunjalo, njengayo nayiphi na igcisa, ndinempumelelo ngakumbi kwaye ndincinci, andizisoli. Kodwa kukho ezo ndaba ndikwazi ukuthenga izinto ezinqabileyo. Nangona bandinika okuninzi kwaye besiya kwisicwangciso sobuchule, kwaye ndonwabile ukuba ndizuze efuleni, ndincede abazali bam, bancede. Ngamaxesha athile ndandixhomekeke kubo, ngoku bavela kum. Umama sele ethathe umhlala-phantsi. Okokuqala, wandinceda kakhulu ngePolina, ngoku - hayi, wagqiba ekubeni enze ngokwakhe.
- Namhlanje onke amaphupha akho azaliseka?
"Ewe, nguYohane nje noJohnny-Depp engekazi, kodwa akasafuneki." (Uhleka.)
-Yiqinisekile. Kufutshane nendoda ilunge ngakumbi kunoJohnny Depp, kwaye amaqabane ayamangalisa ...
Ewe kunjalo, kuyinyani.
-Ungabonisi: Umnqweno wazaliseka xa uyokufuna inkatham okanye uzolile nini?
-Ndisoloko ndifuna nje kancinci kude kube sekupheleni. Hayi kwipetroli. Apho ivela kum, andazi, kubonakala kum lo lo mngcwabo. Mhlawumbi oku kuyakhusela kwimeko apho ngequbuliso akuyonyaniso. Ndizakushiya imvume yokuhla kwexabiso. Xa ucinga ngento, ucinga, kwaye ke kubonakala ngathi kuyalibala, kusebomini bakho kwaye kwenzeka. Yenzeka kum ngeminqweno yonyaka omtsha. Kuthabatha, nangona kunjalo, selekile ukudlala, kuba ndicinezela iphepha elinamanqaku acacileyo kwaye ndinengxaki, kwaye ndiyamthanda i-champagne. (Ukuhleka.) Ndiyayila ngokuchanekileyo. Unokubhala kwangaphambili kwisiqwengana sephepha ukuze ungadideki kwaye udlule ngalo mzuzu xa ufuna la mandla ukuthumela kwenye indawo. (Uncumo.) Kwaye apha enyakeni, yonke iminqweno izaliseke, nto leyo endiyithandayo i-krats. Ngokwemvelo, kufuneka ibe yinto evela kwindawo yokwenyani.
-Kubonakala kuwe, ngaba yonke le nto yayifana nale yayichanekile iminqweno okanye izipho zekamva? Okanye ngaba iyafana?
-Ukuyila ngokufanelekileyo iminqweno yakho-sele inesiqingatha sempumelelo. Ngenxa yokuba "ndifuna ukuba sisityebi kwaye ndidume"-ayisiyonto malunga okanye "ndifuna ukuba ngumculi" - kufuneka uqonde ukuba ulindele okukhethekileyo. Umbuzo olungileyo, ndiza kucinga ngayo phambi konyaka omtsha. (Uncumo.)
- Ngaba unayo imfuneko yokuba ungathandwa kungekuphela yindoda yakho? Ndingabalawuli kunye nabahlobo, nangamaqabane. Yimalini kuwe konke konke ekuthandeni?
-Ndinalo inqaku elinje- ndibathanda kakhulu abo bantu bandithandayo. (Uncumo.) Ukuba ndibona ukuba inomdla kwaye umntu ufuna ukunxibelelana nam, ndiza kuphendula kakhulu. Ndizama ukuhlalutya kwaye ndiqonde ukuba bonke abahlobo bam abasenyongweni bakhule ngokuthe ngqo kweli bali: kwinto endandivakalelwa kukuba banomdla kwaye balungile. Ndiqhele kakhulu koku.
Nxiba, Maya; Ukuhonjiswa, iQueensbee.
Ifoto: UAlina Pigeon
- Kwaye nje uthando lwendoda?
-Ungafani. Kodwa malunga nayo, andiyi kuxelela nantoni na, isondele kakhulu. (Uncumo.) Kubonakala kum ukuba uthando lunzima ukuchaza kunobuhlobo, abayi kusiqonda isizathu sokuqala.
"Kodwa bendihlala ndiva kubafazi ukuba abakaze bawa luthando bade babone umdla kwelinye icala ..."
-Umsebenzi wokuzisela usebenza: Awuzivumeli ukuba uqhekeze eluthandweni de uzive ngathi awufuni kuphela kuwe. Nangona ubukele intombi yakhe, engekabikho yimithetho yabantu abadala, ndiyabona ukuba kulungile xa kungekho zithintelo. Sizama ukuphakamisa i-pilina ngesisa, kwaye ivulekile kakhulu kwizibonakaliso zabo, ngamanye amaxesha ziyasoyikisa abanye abantwana, hayi ezo zivulekileyo. Ke, unokuza, aqalise ukugona kunye nokuqabula. Kutshanje, kwiholide yabantwana enye, wadlala nenkwenkwe, kubonakala ukuba wayemthanda, kwaye wayemfuna ngokudanduluka esithi: "Sasha! Ndikuqaleke ngoku! " Kwaye amadoda amakhulu amakhulu emi, khangela athi: "Saya, ukubaleka!" (Ukuhleka.) Abantu abadala abahlala eluntwini kunye nesayensi yesayensi kunye nenyani yokuba umama uthi: "Hayi, hayi," zihlala zithintela kancinci. Kubonakala kum ukuba ndingaqaqamba kakhulu kwizibonakaliso ebomini, ukuba andizinikanga i-kindergarten, isikolo kunye nekhowudi yokuziphatha.
-Uye wathi ngentombi yamnyusa ngesisa. Zonke-zonke zivumela yonke into nakwezi ndawo zoluntu?
-Ngokomgaqo, ewe, kunye nohlengahlengiso kwinkululeko yabanye abantu. Kodwa bendihlala kwiinyanga ezimbini kwaSirayeli kwaye ndayibona inkqubo yabo yemfundo, xa kunokwenzeka abantwana. Bayabaleka, bayakhwaza, kwaye bangengaqhelekanga kakhulu. Kodwa kupholile! Ewe, ukuba kukho into ephoswe kum okanye ibethe intloko entlokweni yam, andiyi kuyithanda. Kwaye ngaxa lithile bekukho ukhathazekile ithuba. Ngenyani yokuba abantwana besikolo banokuba krwada kakhulu ukuphatha ootitshala, baphoseni into kubo, yitsho eHamki, esongelayo. Inyani yile yokuba abantu abadala abakhululekileyo bakhula ngaphandle kwabantwana basimahla. Kwaye ekungabikho kwezimvo malunga noko kulungileyo nokubi, kunokwahluka kakhulu.
-Ngoko, sisamkisa inkululeko yakhe?
"Sizama ukuchaza ukuba baninzi abanye abantu kunye nenkululeko yakho phantse apho inkululeko yomnye umntu iqala khona. Kucacile ukuba ndiyaphila, ndinokudinwa, ndilivila, kwaye ke asinaboqeqesho. Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndifuna umntwana ukuba abelele ngexesha, kwaye ulawulo ngequbuliso luvela. Ngale ndlela, ndingumama wemvelo, kodwa ndithanda ukuba intombi ivulekile, inkalipho, itsho ukuba icinga ntoni ... njengokuba ethandabuza ukuba alahlekelwe kuyo. Sasinebali elimnandi. I-volchek ibonakalise ifilimu yethiyetha, eyakhe yasusa ngaye. Andinamntu wokushiya uPolina, ndamthabatha nam. Ngapha koko, kwindawo yemidlalo yeqonga, yonke into ithandwa kakhulu. Ndaxelelwa ukuba: "Ndikhoyo, umthabathele umntwana kunye nam ?! Siza kuyibukela imovie iiyure ezimbini. " Kwaye intombi emibini ye-O'Clock ihleli kwaye ibukele i-cinema ngononophelo kwaye ucinga. Kwaye xa babonisa okomzuzwana, apho abakufutshane eLondon, i-Wolf ikhala, i-Polina yandibuza: "Kwaye kutheni le Garina Boriovna yakhala?" Kwaye ndamxelela: "Mhlawumbi, kungcono ukumbuza ngayo." UGarina Boriovna wayekhathaza kakhulu lo mbandela wasixelela bonke, amagcisa aselula, ukuya kuthi ga apho kukho ukhenketho olubalulekileyo. Wayekhathazekile malunga nendlela ekuthathwa ngayo i-theatta yethiyetha, kwaye xa usenza iphepha ndaba nephepha elinophononongo oluhle. Kwaye uqhekeze iinyembezi zovuyo, ngenxa yovuyo lokuba yonke into iphelile. UPolina wamcaphukisa ngebali elinomdla elinjalo. Bekukuhle kakhulu. Kwaye ndaye ndabethwa ngenxa yomdlalo bhanyabhanya, intombi yam yakhumbula eli moine.
Ewe, iyamangalisa. Kwaye yintoni enokubakho ukohlwaywa kakhulu kwePolina? Kwaye oku kuhlala kusiza kwabani na: ukusuka kumama okanye kuTata?
- Kubonakala kum ukuba ndingqongqo kakhulu, ndinepolisa elibi. (Uhleka.) Kodwa kusenokuziswa ngumntu ozisa umntu. Zonke iincwadi endizifundileyo ngengqondo yabantwana, ukuhambisa, endiyibukeleyo, akufuneki ndiphakamise intombi yakho, kwaye ndizikhulise ukuze ndingaphazamisi. Kuba, kunjalo, eyona nto ilula yokutyhoboza igunya, ubudala, ubungakanani belizwi lakho. Ndiyaphila kwaye ndingakhwaza, nangona kunjalo, ndihlala ndicela uxolo xa kuphosakele. Ndicinga ukuba kubaluleke kakhulu ukuba ukwazi ukucela uxolo emntwaneni. Kwakukho ibali elihlekisayo xa sasimilise kwaSirayeli kwaSirayeli. I-Pelina inememori elungileyo kakhulu, kwaye waxabana nam malunga nesitalato esitratweni esiya kuwo. Ndiqalise ukuqala, kuba indoda eneminyaka emine ubudala yandixelela ukuba ndiyaphambuka. Kwaye yena, kuba andivumi, kwaqalisa ukugcuma. Ngokubanzi, saxabana. Sifika kwesi sitrato, kwaye ndiyayibona into ephosakeleyo. Ndiyaqonda ukuba andikwazi kumxelela ngayo kwaye andisindise igunya lam, kodwa liya kuba lumhlophe kakhulu ukuba liqonde impazamo yam. Kwaye ndabona ukuba kubalulekile kuye, kwaye wandithuthuzela wathi: "Mama, ungakhathazeki, konke kulungile." Ndibubudlelwane obunje.
- Amanye amantombazana aqala ukucinga ngomtshato kunye nomtshato phantse basusela ebuntwaneni, kwaye umntu unazo ezo ngcinga kunye neminqweno yenye kuphela kumashumi amathathu. Ungubani?
-Ndikhumbula ukuba iminyaka elishumi elinesine ishumi elinesine leminyaka ndandiphupha nditshatile iminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo. Ngesizathu esithile, ndandifuna ukuba nam: usapho, indlu, nangona nabazali bam bebemnandi. Kwaye kwenzekile emva kwexesha, enkosi uThixo (ehleka), kuba ngoku andinakukwazi nokucinga ukuba kuya kubakho ntoni ukuba nditshatile iminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo! Kodwa bendihlala ndifuna ukuba nehlabathi yam.
-Iendaba malunga nokukhulelwa ziVicrintas okanye, ngokuchaseneyo, zoyika?
"Ndandinemicimbi emininzi (ndihleka) ukuba yayiyinto enzulu ngayo malunga nokucinga ngayo." Kubonakala kum ukuba yonke into yenzeke ngexesha, ndazala iminyaka engamashumi amabini anesithandathu. Kwaye emsebenzini wakhe awuzange uvumele nabani na. Yonke into yayiyindalo kwaye indalo. Khange ndiyifumene ngokukodwa kwaye andizami ukulingana.
- Ukukhanya, unesibindi. Kwaye hayi ngokwendlela yokuziphatha awungugwala?
- andingomgwala, kodwa ngononophelo. Umfazi kufuneka alumkele kwaye kude nelo, kuba indoda itsiba ihashe, igcina umhloli, ibulala uMammoti, kwaye umfazi kufuneka axhase umlilo ngentliziyo. Ke ngoko, kufuneka abe nenye ikona yokujonga kunye nomfanekiso weengcinga.
-Usetwa kwiseti waqala ukunxibelelana neengozi ngenyameko?
-U-Agasti ka-Agasti weSibhozo, zazininzi zonke iintlobo eziyingozi, kodwa i-dlerr yanikezelwa kum kwaye akukho nto yayivunyelwe ukuba yenze nantoni na. Babesithi: "USvetlana, awunasihlalo sokugqibela sokudubula, usakudinga, ke ukuba ufuna ukuthatha ithuba, thuke ekugqibeleni." (Ukuhleka.) Kwakukho iimeko xa mna neqela kwiseti. Sidubule umfanekiso welizwe "elimnyama" eKrelia, nakwilizwe elinye noLena Panova othotyelwa emngxunyeni emhlabeni kwigumbi elingaphantsi komhlaba. Yayingumsulwa omkhulu. Nokuba kungenxa yokuba ndiyoyika ukuphakama okanye indawo evaliweyo, luhlobo nje lorhulumente onolwazi-ukhwela emngxunyeni, apho amanye amade amane.
Sweater, cex; Imihlobiso, iMquensbee; Iimbadada, stuart weitzman
Ifoto: UAlina Pigeon
- kwaye akunakwenzeka ukuba uphephe lo mdala?
-Kwabanebekho i-Cascadeders eyanceda ehla, kodwa kwakuyimfuneko ukudubula into. Ewe kunjalo, wehla, kodwa woyika kakhulu.
-Ndibona njalo imifanekiso yakho?
- Ngamaxesha onke, kuba ikwangumsebenzi.
-Ucetyiswa malunga nokufota okutsha, izimemo kunye nomyeni wakho?
"Ndiyakwazi ukubona, kodwa ndiyazamkela." Kuyinyani, ndiye ndiqonde ukuba akuyomfuneko ukuba wenze le nto, kwaye ubuze: "Kutheni ungandifuni?" "Ndihlala ndindiphendula ntoni:" Andinakuma kwindaleko yakho. " Ipholile. (Uncumo.) Ewe kunjalo, kungcono ukufunda ngaphandle kweempazamo, kodwa amava amabi ngamava. Kunzima ukufunda ukuba ungafunda njani kwezinye iimpazamo, kuba ayisiyonto yakho, hayi iintlungu zakho, kwaye awuvelisi imbonakalo kuyo. Kuthiwa ukuba ikati itshise isitovu malunga nesitovu, akasayi kubakho apho. Kwaye umntu unezilwanyana ezobunzima ngakumbi, kodwa kwangaxeshanye amava akhe azinika ukwazi. Sele ndosifunda ngenyameko, thetha ngenyameko kunye nomphathi, ukuze ndiqonde, kufuneka ndiye apho okanye hayi.
-Kwabelana ngenzondelelo yedwa, kuba umbulelo kwindoda yakhe ithandekayo?
- Yonke into itshintshile. Ubuntu bam butyhilwe. Kungenxa yokuba yonke into endiyaziyo yokutya okumnandi, i-cinema elungileyo, malunga nethiyetha elungileyo, malunga nezixeko ezintle, malunga nobomi ngokubanzi-yenzeka kanye.
Kutshanje utshilo ukuba kubudala baba kwindoda yokuqonda ingqondo, ingqondo kunye nengqondo kwakhona. Kodwa kuthekani ngobubele bamadoda, ukuthembeka?
-Umthetho, isengumqondiso wengqondo. Ngengaqhelekanga ngokwaneleyo, ndaye ndaya apha kwaye ngenxa yesizathu esithile ndacinga ukuba luhlobo lwabantu endizithandayo, kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba ndibathandwa ngabantu bokukhanya. Ndiye ndaqala ukucinga, kwaye okubaluleke ngakumbi: umntu onobulumko okanye ukukhanya? Kwaye ngequbuliso yaqonda ukuba indoda elumkileyo ihlala ilula.
- Yintoni "indoda elula" kuwe?
-Umntu ngaphandle kokuthintela ngaphakathi, ngaphandle kokudideka, ukungasebenzi kakuhle, umnqweno osebenzayo wokuthanda. Ngomntu okhululekileyo kwaye uqhawuka ngokulula, kwaye andithandi ukuthetha incoko.
-Ukuba umhlobo unento eyenzekayo ebomini, ukuba njani?
-Ukungaxhunyiwe ngento eyenzekayo ebomini. Nokuba umntu uyikhuphele neengxaki zakhe, oko akuthethi ukuba akalula. Kunzima kum ukwenza indlela endiyiva ngayo. Kodwa uyazi, kukho abantu abasesithokazi. Ewe kunjalo, sonke ngamaxesha ahlukeneyo obomi ahlukile, kodwa umntu othuleyo aze athole uxinzelelo, imeko enzima iziphatha ngendlela eyahlukileyo. Umntu olula akanguye umntu ongatyhaleli, engenabuhlungu, unokudakumba, yindlela nje yokunxibelelana. Nokuba umntu uyalila kwaye acela uncedo, kwaye uyithuthuzele, imvakalelo yokukhanya okukuyenzeka kuwe, kwaye kukho ukukhanya endikuthethayo.