USergei Yushkevich ujongeka uzolile kwaye unemthetho, kwaye indlela yakhe ekrelekrele, ocaphukeleyo ayihambelani ubuqaqawuli kunye nokuzimisela, okanye okungakumbi ngezenzo ze-holigan ezenzeka ebomini bakhe. Kodwa, njengokuba kutshintshwa, ngaphakathi kwale nto inkulu kuyo yonke i-Actor, ezona zininzi zinomsindo, eziphulwe kungekuphela kwindima. Malunga noku-kudliwanondlebe nemagazini "yeatmoster".
- I-sergey, ndiyazi ukuba ngokuzinikela kwakho kuko konke ekuzuzeni umsebenzi kwaye ungaphumi, umzekelo, wenze amaqhinga. Awu, abalawuli abaninzi bayathanda xa umzobi wenza yonke into ngokwakhe. Ngaba unazo naziphi na iingxaki ngenxa yoku?
"Kubonakala kum ukuba akukho, nangona ndikhumbula ibali kunye no-Anton Meghdichyev, xa ndibuze ukuba ngantoni na amanzi anokuchitha phantse lonke ixesha emanzini," Kwaye wakhubeka. Kwaphuma ifilimu, kwaye nam, ndijonga konke andizange ndizisole, andizange ndifike apho. Andinabhongo, ke ndixelele ukuba ndenze yonke into ngokwam; Ngapha koko, abahlobo bam baseCascadeder bathi: "Seryozha, musani ukuba nesisa isonka sethu." Kwaye ndiyavumelana nale. Umntu ngamnye unendawo yayo. Ubomi bam buxabisekile, ndinomfazi, abantwana, abazali. Akukho bhanyabhanya ifanele ubomi bakho kunye nokugula kwakho, ngokukhulu.
-Kwenu, ukunyaniseka kubudlelwane ngexesha lomsebenzi kubalulekile - ngamaqabane, umzekelo?
- Le inkulu kum. Kwindawo yokuziqhelanisa, inkqubo etyumkileyo yenzekile, sabelana ngamava ethu, amabali angakwazi ukuxelela umntu omnye umntu. Ngenxa yoku kufuneka uthembele. Kwaye kwi-movie i-movie i-querey enkulu yobutyebi bonke, kwaye, njengommiselo, akukho xesha lokuncokola ngokomoya.
- Umfazi uLena Wena, ngendlela, wadibana kwindawo yemidlalo yeqonga, nangona ingaqhagamshelwanga nomsebenzi wakho. Njengoko uvuma, ukumbona, wasinda "ilanga" ...
Ewe, kwaoko i-coma, yeka ukuphefumla, emva koko kwangeyo. Nangona lolona luthando lwenyama lwenzekile. Lena ndiyazithanda kwangoko.
-Uzakunjalo?
"Andicingi ukuba ukuba abantu basetyhini bahlukile, ndiyacinga." Sele eqonda ubunzulu beenjongo zam ngokuhamba kwexesha.
"Xa zombini uthando luze, liphela ngentlekele. Ke ngoko, i-Frenzy yayikho kwinxalenye yam, kwaye yonke le nto ingena nje njengesiponji"
Ifoto: Vladimir I-Myshkin
-Ungabikho kwala mantombazana asenza uthando olukhulu ngakumbi? Mhlawumbi kuvakala kuyacaphukisa ...
-Um, ayonzakalanga. Xa zombini uthando luhlala luhleli, lihlala liphela ngentlekele. Ke ngoko, ndithanda ukuba i-Frenzy yayikwinxalenye yam, kwaye iLena yonke le nto ifakwe njengesipho kwaye inyibilikisiwe kangangoko ifuneka. Oko kukuthi, yonke into iphuhliswe ngokukhuselekileyo kwindlela ende, ebesiyenzelwe ukuba sihambe kunye.
- Ukanti inkangeleko yengqondo kunye nabalinganiswa inokwenza ubunzima, ukucaphukisa. Oku kwenzeke?
"Side sithethe noLena, wathi, ukuba kukho abanjalo, xa beneminyaka engamashumi amabini, bekusenokwenzeka ukuba bade batyhafile. Kodwa yena wayengamashumi amabini anesithandathu, anamashumi amathathu anababini. Ke ngoko, sacinywa, ngamanye amaxesha ngaphakathi kwethu, ngamanye amaxesha sinenye. Ukuba kukho into ecaphukisayo, sihlala sithetha ngokukhawuleza ngayo. Akunakwenzeka ukuvumela into ebilisiweyo. Ndinayo neentombi zam. Ukuba ndiziva ndinomntu ovela kubo, ingekuko oko okanye ukuba akazange athi molo, ndiye ndabuza kwangoko ukuba kwenzeke ntoni.
-Bema kunye nawe?
- Ngokukhawuleza ngokungxamisekile. Kodwa ukuba ndibona ukuba imeko inzulu kwaye umntwana akafuni ukwabelana ngento, andinyanzeli ukuqhubeka kwencoko.
- Yeyiphi evulekileyo ngakumbi?
-USelena, olidala, ulishumi elinesithandathu. Dedana-kumama wam. Kuyo, i-Egoecentrism enjalo, isongelwe yona ... Ndithi: "Dariha, unokuba nesiphelo esinzima kakhulu." Ndinexhala kakhulu ngayo. USelena yingelosi epheleleyo, yonke into yomntu wonke ivulekile ngokupheleleyo. Ukuba ubuza: "Tata, unjani?" -Ndibona ukuba inomdla kuye; Kwaye inokuncuma kakhulu ... darin nokuba ungayiqandusela ezingalweni zakhe, okanye ukungahoyi, igcina umgama. Kwaye, kwaye andiyithandi. Kumbuzo wokuba unjani, phendula "eqhelekileyo", ubuye kum. Uneminyaka elishumi elinesine ubudala, ufikisa.
-UDarna usafuna ukuba ngumdlali weqonga?
"Ewe, ndiyamlahla kuba ndiyayibona indlela awazijonga ngayo." Ngokubanzi, umculi olungileyo lowo awunikayo, engeyiyo eyenye. Kwaye amandla namhlanje, kubonakala kum, uphantsi komndilili. Ke ngoko, kumsebenzi obambeleyo andimboni. Kule meko, andithinteli, kodwa andiyi kusebenzisa izandla zakho. Ndizisa umzekelo kaChulpan, nakwinxalenye yayo isimo sengqondo sobugcisa ngamanye amaxesha idini. Andazi nokuba intombi iyakwazi oko. Ubomi buza kubonisa.
- Kwaye uKesena ucinga ngaye?
Ngexesha lokutsalwa ngumsebenzi womfanekiso ongumfoti okanye umculi we-makeup.
"Bendoyikisa kwaye ndingoyiki eluthandweni. Akuba egqibile ukuya kumgangatho wesine efestileni, emva koko wayefuna ukungxama phantsi kwebhasi.
Ifoto: Vladimir I-Myshkin
-Ubuyisele uthando. Uthetha ngawe ongaphili kuwo wonke umntu. Kodwa ngokwezenzo zakho kulutsha nakulutsha, awukwazi ukuba ...
-Ngaphambi koko, yayingengomona, kodwa ingqumbo awakhiwanga ngayo ubudlelwane. Andinamvakalelo yomnini ngokunxulumene nabasetyhini. Kwaye uLena, ndiyavuma, ndatsho: Esona sicelo andimbonga ekhaya kwaye abantwana bam abazange bambize ngokuba nguYise. " (Ukuhleka.) Ndiyaqonda ukuba sonke singabantu, kwaye nayo yonke impucuko sinemichiza yeekhemikhali nezendalo. Ke kwimeko "yentswelo ebuhlungu" andiyi kuba nezikhalazo. Ngale ndlela, andinguye umntu obawayo. (Uhleka.)
-Ucinga ntoni uLena ngayo?
-Ukufanayo.
-Kubonakala ukuba, uyazithemba nje omnye komnye.
- Ngokubanzi, yonke into isekwe kwintembelo epheleleyo omnye komnye. (Uncumo.) Nangoku eParis, ndema kwisikhululo seenqwelomoya "uCharles de Gaullele," watshaya esitratweni ngaphambi kokuba ubhabhe, kwaye uphendule : "Ke hlalani ngelixa ugcina imali ayiyi kuphela." Luhlobo olunjani lomfazi oluthethwayo? Uninzi lwaluya kubucaphukisa: "Njani ?! Ndilapha kwaye abantwana, kwaye awufuni kubuya, ufuna ukuhamba eParis! " Kodwa nguLena, akukho zi-alogs. Abahlobo bam baphupha ngomfazi onjalo.
-Ubengesilumko kwangaphambi koko?
- ekuqaleni. Kwaye ngokumangalisayo, yonke into yenzeke ngokukhawuleza, yandindwendwela ndahlala.
- Kwaye ngaphambi kokuba le ntombazana iqinile isimilo?
-Uhlala nomnye umfana ongaphambi kwam. Kwaye ke ... Andazi, andizange ndibuze. Kodwa andizukulilibala ibinzana lakhe, awalithethayo kamva kwimozulu engaphantsi: "Uyazi, ukuba asikaze sikubone, ndiya konwaba kuba kunjalo." Kwaye kwinani elikhulu lamatyala, kwakamsinya nje emva kokuba kufikelwe ibali elisondeleyo, ndaqalwa ukupakisha ubomi obudibeneyo bexesha elizayo. Ndidibene nobuso obuninzi, ndinomona omangalisayo. Umntu "wanyamezela ingqondo" yenyani yokuba ndincancisa umdlalo kunye nomdlali weqonga. "Ndakhangela ngexesha leshumi, kwaye namhlanje wena wamanga ngandlela nganto." Yayingumdlalo "Indudumo" kwindawo yemidlalo yeqonga. I-mayakovsky, kwaye kukho apho kungekho nto ingenakwenzeka ukuba bahlukane neziponji, kuba sasikwimitha ukusuka kumbukeli, kanye kwimilenze yabo, kwaye ezo ziphango zichazwe ngu-Ostrovsky, kuthetha ukuvulwa kwe-OSTREVSKY, kuthetha ukuvuleleka okuqinisekileyo. Kwaye bekukho amabali anjalo. Ngequbuliso ndaqala ndaliqonda igama lomdlalo "ngaphandle kwetyala likatyala". Indoda iyandigculela ngequbuliso, kwaye ngelo xesha ndafumana i-anesthesia - ndaya kuyenza. Kwaye ndaba lula. Wayengazi ngayo, kodwa ndaphila. Sasikunye kangangexesha elithile, emva koko basahlulahlula.
- Kwaye luhlobo luni lweenzame zokuzibulala onazo?
-Usekuthandweni lweshumi elinesihlanu ngenxa yeLena Reviteskaya, esasihlala ndawonye kwidrama. Bendoyikisa kwaye ayifakwanga eluthandweni. Kwaye oku kudala kwaqhubeka, kwanaxa ndandikhe ndakhonza emkhosini. Kwaye xa sele ndimi kumgangatho wesine efestileni, kwaye ke bendifuna ukungxama phantsi kwebhasi. La yayingamaxesha amabini aqaqambileyo xa kwakubonakala kum ukuba ndikulungele oku. Elo yayilinqanaba lokuphelelwa lithemba lam.
"Batsho ukuba uthando oluninzi akwenzeki, kodwa ndaziva ndim, ndimkile. Ndihlala njengokubekwa ngumama"
Ifoto: Vladimir I-Myshkin
- Yintoni egciniweyo? Uloyiko okanye umntu?
-Ndicinga ukuba ngelo xesha ndandisoyika. Okanye kusenokwenzeka ukuba wayenethemba. Endaweni yoko, uyazi, ndicinga ukuba ndivalelwe ithemba. Kodwa imeko ayitshintshanga.
- Iminyaka elishumi emva kokuba uLena wavela ebomini bakho ... Bawo, owayehlala ubomi bakhe bonke ecaleni kwakho kwi-cullevictsi. Akuzange kubekho tyala kuMama, ukuba unotata omangalisayo, kwaye, uyamhlutha?
-Ukuhla ihlazo njengoko uMama esasebenza nanamhla ukuba kukho lo mgama. Bendihlala ndifuna ukuba notata. Umama wazifumana umntu onamaxesha ngamaxesha, ndakuvuyela nabani na. Kodwa ixesha elide andibuzanga nokuba ndibuze imibuzo ngotata, kuba bendingumntwana. Kwaye uMama wabhenela ngakumbi kwinto yokuba akavumi ukunxibelelana nam. Xa ndandisele ndiyindawo yemidlalo yeqonga. I-mayakovsky, ngenye imini, sele ifikile eCulleibtsi, yahamba noMama epakini. Xa sibuyela ekhaya, wathi utata wadlula. Babenesivumelwano esinjalo. Kunzima kum ukugweba uhlobo lwekati ebaleka phakathi kwabo. Khange andixelele ngayo epakini, kwaye andizange ndiqonde ukuba kutheni kufanelekile ukuba ndithethe ngayo ekhaya. Kukho inqanaba elithile le-sasizi kule. Ndandithotyelwa yinto yokuba akayekanga; Kwaye akazange ayenze, kuba wayeligcina iLizwi.
"Kutheni le nto atshitshise ngesi sivumelwano nonina?"
Ndacinga ukuba uyakhula kule ntlanganiso, ndaye ndaqonda ukuba ndingumdala owayehlala nobomi obuzimeleyo. Kwaye intle kakhulu, kumhlobo, wabuza ukuba ndinomnqweno kwaye nethuba lokudibana. Ndiyithanda kakhulu. Ke ngoko, ndasabela ngoko nangoko. Kwaye kwintlanganiso yokuqala yafumana ubuchwephesha bemiphefumlo, siveza ngokulinganayo iingcinga zethu, thina kunye nendlela yokuthetha iyafana. Kwaye amazwi afanayo, nangona enomdala.
-Endlela, ngaba ilizwi lakho lihlala lingaqhelekanga?
-Ngaba andimkhumbuli ebutsheni bakhe, emva koko kwavela isiseko, amandla okudlala kwiholo yonke, kodwa iTimbles iyafana. Ngelishwa, andinayo ividiyo, ndijonge indlela abantwana bam bahlaziya ngayo iirekhodi zabantwana babo, ndinomona, kuba ndingathanda ukubona ngokwalo mntwana oneminyaka emibini, ndibaleka umakhulu egadini nokukhwaza into. Kodwa ndineefoto ezininzi, umama wandisusa ndaya ekhaya, ndaqhuba kwi-POPABeel. Ngaphezu koko, bendinomfanekiso omangalisayo ndineminyaka eli-16 ubudala okanye iminyaka emibini ubudala, yema kwi-heacher yendlela ephambili kwisitalato esineshumi elinesihlanu. Ndandifana nenkanyezi ye-movie. (Uncumo.) Xa umzobo wanyamalala, ndatsho ngolu mama kwaye ndacela ukuyikhetha nabo. Kodwa, kuyacaca ukuba, kamva safika kwiimvakalelo- kwi-pomobibeli engasazi ukuba uphi umfanekiso. Kodwa i-fantasy ukuba ifoto yam ixhonywe kwisitrato esikhulu seSixeko seminyaka emininzi, kwaye oku kukukaluhlobo lokuxela kwangaphambili komsebenzi.
-Ubengunyana kamama wam?
-Ndicinga njalo. Iminyaka emibini yaba lishumi elinane, yaqala ukuyitshabalalisa, yakubuya kuyo, umgama. Ngendlela, enye ye-sublilaus ephupheni iba ngumculi kunye nomnqweno wokushiya umama.
Ndiyacaphukisa, kodwa le meko ayisiyo i-schizophrenic, inesiseko nangeengxabano ezinzima "
Ifoto: Vladimir I-Myshkin
-Um ngandlel 'ithile wathi wayeyinto encinci "yothando lwakhe ...
- Ewe. Batsho ukuba uthando alwenzeki lukhulu, kodwa ndaziva ngathi ndingu-Amorphous, rhane, wenza yonke into kum. Ndaqonda ukuba siphulukana nentonga, itshathi yendalo echanekileyo kuba ndihlala njengokutsalwa ngumama, ndithintele kuyo yonke into. Kwaye kwaqala ukumbamba, ndaqonda ukuba kufuneka ukhuphe indlela yakhe. Kwangelo xesha bekungekho nto iphosakeleyo, kuba thina kunye nomama babeneminyeliso epheleleyo. Kwaye ngokungafaniyo nolutsha oluninzi, ndamvisa ngecala elinye lesiqingatha-kungenga kuba bendisoyika, kodwa kuba ndiyamthanda. Kodwa bendifuna bobabini beviwe, kodwa baziva uhlobo oluthile lokundiyalela. Mama-ukumkanikazi, kwaye ndaziva ndibalawulwa. Kwaye ndidiniwe yile nto, bendifuna ukuba yeyam.
"Kodwa umama akakhange uphinde ungawuphinda uthathe isigqibo sokuya eMoscow?"
- Apha kuyimfuneko ukuba umnike oko. Kwakungowe-1984, ndafika kumjikelo wesithathu kuzo zonke iiyunivesithi, nasePikeke-kukhuphiswano. Umjikelo wokuqala kwi-Gitis bendisekho ngexesha leholide yentwasahlobo, ngaphandle kokuphumelela esikolweni. Ndathunyelwa nge-telegraph, eyayigcina nam ukuba ndimenyiwe kumjikelo wesibini. Xa ndayibonisa esikolweni, wonke umntu wawa kwangoko. Kuyinyani, khange ndenze loo nyaka. Omnye umfundi kwisikolo se-MCAT Studio emva kokuba ndifunde yonke into ngomhla wesithathu, ndabaleka ndaye ndada ndaza wathi: "Idiot! Ngaba awuhlawulanga mali kwilali yakho ukuba uthenge i-ID yomkhosi? " Khange ndithathe indlela endikufundileyo kuba ndiza kuthatha emkhosini emva konyaka wokuqala.
- Kodwa iNyaniso - inokwenzeka "i-otmazy" emkhosini, ngaphandle kwentliziyo yentliziyo ...
- Ngokwenza njalo, andizange ndicinge ukuba inokuba yingxaki. Kwaye isifo sentliziyo sokuzalwa sasinjalo. Xa umama wandizalayo, walumkiswa: "Gcina kwindawo ethe nkqo kude kuse. Ukuba uyaphila, yonke into izakulunga. " Kwaye umama, elandela iinyembezi, wakwenza, wayenomzimba wonke. Afika ugqirha, abona ukuba ndiyaphila, wathi: "Kubonakala ngathi sityibilika." Nakwindawo ethile yeshumi elinesihlanu okanye ishumi elinesithandathu leminyaka yobubi, i kwi-porical zaros. Ngokubanzi, andizange ndenze kwaye ndicinge ukuba ndiza kuya emkhosini.
-Ngabakho uloyiko phambi komkhosi?
- Hayi. Bendifuna apho kwaye andizange ndiyifihle. Abafana abadala bandixelele: "Seryozha, uya kuqalekisa yonke into emhlabeni ngenyanga." Baxoka, kuba ndiyiqalekisa yonke into ngeveki. Umama weza kwisifungo, wabona, walila. Yayiyi-auschwitz: yoyika amehlo amakhulu, ubuso obuncinci. Nangona ndandiyindoda yezemidlalo, kodwa sasingavulwanga, kwaye yayiqhuba njani ... ebusika, iikhilomitha ezintlanu kwimaski yegesi ... kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu, ekhaya yayiyimvume yakho: ubufuna kwaye yenza njalo. Kwaye kukho yonke into ephantsi kwentonga, ngentsimbi yesithandathu kusasa okanye ezintlanu: "Ndivuke! Ibilisiwe! Ukubaleka, b ...! " Andizange ndive intlanganiso enjalo. Kwakukho ingqongqo kunye noxinzelelo oluqinileyo.
-Ndimangalisiwe kukufunda ukuba umama uthe wakuthe ukuthele oonodoli endaweni yeemoto. Kwangelo xesha, ukhule inkwenkwe inesibindi kwaye uzimele ...
"Andiqinisekanga ukuba ukuthenga ntoni lo, mhlawumbi ndanikwa." Kodwa ndiyakhumbula ukuba kukho oonodoli abaninzi. Ndinefoto ngeedoli kunye neebhere. Kodwa oomatshini babengengaqinisekanga. Kwaye unanamhla, ndinesimo sengqondo esizolileyo nabo. Andiqhubi, hayi ngokupheleleyo inqwelo moya. Ndihamba ngeenyawo, ndisebenzisa indlela engaphantsi kwemozulu embi yiteksi. Kwaye asinazo ii-cottages.
-UMama wayenomlinganiswa onjalo, njengoko ubuxelele, "unokunika ipeni"?
-Ndikhumbula nje ityala - eli bhinqa lamcaphukisa ngoburharha. Umama akangomntu udumileyo, luphawu olomeleleyo. Ungumthambo kwixesha elidlulileyo, inkosi yezemidlalo, kodwa yaphula i-clavicle kwaye yaphosa yonke into. Ungumntu onamandla kakhulu ngokwemvelo. Ukuba ukhe wajonga kwimifanekiso yakhe yeminyaka elishumi elinesibini ubudala, uya kubona umntu osele ekhe wenziwe, nangona kusenokungazi lo mpahla uzithobileyo.
- Kwaye wena, mhlawumbi, uphumelele amandla onobumba ovela kumama. Akoyiki ukuveza uluvo lwakho ekuhleni.
-Kuthiwa ukuba umhlaza luphawu olunje luphawu lokuqala, kwaye ke ixesha elide ucinga: "Damn, endiyenzileyo!". Ndiyacaphukisa kakhulu, kodwa le mpembelelo ayisiyo i-schizophrenic, inesiseko kwaye ineempikiswano ezinzima. Kwiimeko ezinjalo, ndiyazithethelela ngento yokuba andikwazi kwenza ngenye indlela. Ndinebali elilusizi nge-valery foto. Waqala ukuyiphinde "schfeik" kwi "DEWeAIK" " yonke into. Ndaze ndatsho uPlarina Boriovna ukuba ndingayicindi le meko ukwenzela indawo ethile, umntu omnye wayengavumi ukudlala, kwaye wayeya kuthatha isutikheyisi kwaye ashiye isutikheyisi kwaye ahamba. U-Tkin wathenga yonke indawo entle kunye nezinxibo kwaye wafaka "i-schweik" e Alexandringa kwiSt. Petersburg, kodwa bathi intsebenzo ayiphumelelanga. Ndaqonda ukuba ndidlulisa iqonga lethiyetha kunye noGalina Boriovna, kodwa ... Kwakukho intlanganiso umntu athe wacela ukohlwaya ngayo.
-Ungathethi iBorisOV kunye neGalina ngaphambili?
-Ngaba. Ndamcacisela ukuba kutheni. Ndimthanda kakhulu kangangokuba emva kokuba incoko naye iya kuqhubeka nokuziqhelanisa. Sele ndinemeko efanayo noWaida. Khange ndiyithande ibali "needemon", ndafika engcuka ndathi: "Galina Boriovna, andifuni kuthatha inxaxheba kule nto"; Wabuza: "Serge, Kubem!". Ndihlala ndisadla iminyaka esibhozo.
- Yeyiphi eyona nto ibizayo kuwe?
Kuyo, inzonzobila yothando nentlungu, ukubonakaliswa kobungenan, umonde ngokunxulumene nathi. Ithembekile kwaye isekwe kumnqweno wakhe wokuba kunye nathi, kwaye inzwakalisiwe xa yayingcangcazela ... kwaye ingcatshe kakhulu. Ndimthanda kakhulu, kwaye uyayazi. Ndifumene iingcebiso ezivela kwiithiyetha ezahlukeneyo, kodwa wonke umntu wathi: "Ngelixa uGalina Boriovna uyaphila, kunokubakho intetho ngayo." Ndala ukunxibelelana ngokusebenza ne-oleg yam endiyithandayo kunye ne-oleg pavlovich kuphela kuba ndiyazi ukuba le ntlungu wayenayo xa isiqingatha sethiyetha saya kuye kwi-MCART. Kwakhona, kuthando lweqonga lemidlalo yeqonga elidala "
-Unganceda kakhulu ngenxa yothando?
- Ndiyathemba. Ukuba ichaphazela izithandwa zam. Umzekelo, uMama noLena banobudlelwane obunzima kakhulu. Kwaye kuthando nakumama, nakuLena, ndazigcina zombini. Eyona nto kuphela eya kuba ngumama eMoscow akahlali nathi, kodwa kwihotele.
-Ukusoloko, yonke into isungulwe ?!
-U-Alas, ewe. Kwaye ubudlelwane obunzima obuvela kubo ngenxa kaMama; Yonke le minyaka yayinye iinyembezi ezininzi, oko bendikuthethile: "Mama, yeka! Yeka! Ngoku sine-tute ngonaphakade "- kwaye azifunyanwanga kuLena kubantu abafikayo. ' Umzukulwana uye waya kugogo, ngokwemvelo, ndiyaya kuyo.
"Umfazi kunye noMama banolwalamano olunzima kakhulu. Kwaye ndaqhawula umtshato abafazi abathandayo kwii-angles ezahlukeneyo"
Ifoto: Vladimir I-Myshkin
-Yintoni ibhloko esikhubekisayo?
- Ndim. Ndingumama kuphela kwaye andinakuba ngomnye umntu. Ukusuka kwinxalenye yakhe kwakukho ukungakhethi buso, nangona wayecinga ukuba yayiyimbono yakhe. Kodwa ndiyithanda kakhulu ibinzana: "Kuyinyani, wathi ngaphandle kothando, kukho ubuxoki", ke ukuba akukho thando lonxibelelwano, mhlawumbi akukho mfuneko yokuba uyibhengeze? Ndavakalelwa kukuba ukuba ndiza kukhetha unina, ndiya kuphulukana nosapho lwam. Ke ngoko, ndiqhawula umtshato nje abafazi bam abathandayo kwii-engile ezahlukeneyo.
-Unxibelelana kakhulu noMama?
-Umntu onyanisekileyo, kwiminyaka yam yeminyaka akukho mfuneko ebukhali yokuthetha nomama. Kwaye xa esithi: "Fowuna. Ngaba uyafuna ukuthetha? ", Mna, ndingumlawuli, Phendula:" Kanye. Andifuni!" -Yibeka ifowuni. Ngokuqhelekileyo andinakuthula kwaye ndililolo. BendiseParis iveki kwaye ndithule. Wahamba, wakunandipha ubuhle, wabuyela emva ngaphambi kokuvulwa kwexesha. Xa ndibiza umama kwimizuzu emihlanu yasimahla shift, ndikhawuleza ndibuze: "Unjani, ndiyithandayo?" -Nga ngequbuliso ndeva ngaloo ntambo, ndimde "wazo" i-oe ", emva koko ndazijonga, ndinemvula namhlanje" ... andikhathali Iintyatyambo zayo kunye nemvula, ndifuna ukwazi ukuba yeyiphi imeko. Ndikunye noLena, sithetha ngento etshisayo, njengoko siziva. Kubalulekile. Kwaye ke andinxibelelani nomama. Incoko ayivumi. Ndiyazisola ngokuthi, ngenxa yempilo yakhe, andikwazi ukuyithumela enye yokuphumla kwenye indawo eYurophu, kwaye iyakuthanda ukuhamba. Kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba ndingamnika isiqingatha.
-Uzibiza ngokuba yinyani, yitsho ukuba wonwabe ebomini. Kwangelo xesha, wawunemizamo yokuzibulala, umgama ovela kwiziko ngenxa yothando olungaphumelelanga kunye nokuhamba ngemeko embi kwimo embi kakhulu, ukuba uzenze kakubi ...
Ewe, ndingumntu waseMasochist ngale ndlela. (Ukuhleka.) Apha ndinendalo enjalo, andiziqondi ngokwam. Umzekelo, emkhosini, ndatshintshelwa eKharkov kwi-Ensebled yeengoma kunye nemidaniso yeMicimbi ye-USSR yemicimbi ye-USSR ye-iUkraine naseMoldova, e-Podol. I-ensemble yayikwiindona zesetyhini nge-hando-rate-nye inyathelo. Ndahlala kude kuphele inkonzo yeenyanga ezintandathu kuphela. Sasihlala kwigumbi lase-Atic, oko kukuthi, sasisele sikwi-attic. Kwaye inyanga iqhekeze iindonga ezintathu nge-hammer kunye ne-chisel ukuze ndiye kwifestile ye-rumoor kwaye ihlale eluphahleni ebusuku. Ngapha koko, ndadlulisela kuye ukuya kuphahleni lwaselumelwaneni, uphahla lwabantu kunye nomngcipheko wokufika e-Dibat uhambe eKiev ebusuku. Umama undizisele iimpahla zaseburhulumenteni endizifihlayo kwipakethe kwi-attic. Ndingayekisa ukujikeleza, kwaye emva koko ndingayiphanga iminyaka embalwa. Kutheni le nto ndiyenza? Andiqondi.
-Uyinto elungileyo yeMonte ... kunye ne-adventurism ikuwe!
-Andazi ukuba ivela phi. Xa safika khona kwiminyaka embalwa, ndangena emnyango, endihla kuwo ehlabathini, ndivula i-hatch, kukho amanqatha amane. Ngalo mzuzu umnyango wavulwa ngelinye indlu, kwaye umfazi wabuza: "Ngaba ufuna umntu?" I: "Awuyi kundixelela, ngaba kukho intshukumo enjalo?" Waphendula ke wathi evaliwe, kuba amakhwenkwe avela emkhosini uKosyakov abuye umva. Ke, le ntshukumo, inxitywe yile nto: Ngaba yile: Tata, mama okanye omnye umntu? Andinaluvo. Mhlawumbi, oku kukothuka kwenkululeko, ngaphandle komngcipheko.