Sukuyibona inzima: Iqaqambile, inomdla, ngamandla anamandla kunye nelizwi kuluhlu lwe-Octave ezine kunye ne-Octali Sidortzova. Inkwenkwezi ye-Anna Karesina "," Romeo noJuliet "," izibane zedolophu enkulu "," umbhali omkhulu "ngomnye umbhali, umvelisi weengoma zakhe, umvelisi weengoma zakhe. Ixesha elide, wayesisikhuthazi kumantombazana kunye nobungakanani-kuyavela ukuba impumelelo kubomi bomntu kunye nomsebenzi unokufezekiswa, kwaye ungabinayo iiparameter zemodeli. Incoko nemagazini "Imozulu" yajika ngothando-ngokuyintloko ngokwakhe.
-I-Natalia, indawo yokuhlala ichaphazele njani izicwangciso zakho?
-Umntu onemigaqo-siseko yobomi, kunzima ukundigqobhoza kwigeji. Ndinolwaziso lwengxaki yenzeka ngokukhawuleza, ndafumanisa ukuba kufuneka sithathe imeko. Konke okwenzayo, kuba ngcono. Ngo-Epreli, iKhowudi yam yeSolo yeSolo yeSodwa "ye-albhamu entsha" ayinasimahla "yarhoxiswa, kodwa ndaphuma nekonsathi yesamente kumhlobo wam othandekayo, umlingisi kunye ne-Alexander Kazehn; Siveze i-albhamu, yaqokelela inani elikhulu lababukeli kwaye ifumene kancinci. Ingxaki lithuba elitsha, uya kubulala okanye womelele. Ngokuqinisekileyo wandomeleza. Ndifunde izinto ezininzi: Ungawakha njani umsebenzi kwi-Intanethi apho uphuhlise khona. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba ngaphambi kokuba le nto ingasebenzisi izinto ezinokwenzeka zokuthambeka. Ke into yokuqala endiza kuyenza ngoku, ndiza kuthenga iseti yezixhobo zesandi.
-Uwe wena bhala umculo, izicatshulwa ...
- Ewe, ngeli xesha sikwazile ukurekhoda ingoma entsha, ukwakhiwa kwe-nuetete. Ngendlela, kukho imigca enjalo: "Kukho intaba phakathi kwethu." Kwixa elidlulileyo, bendinolwalamano kumgama, kwaye ndiyaqonda kakuhle abo babini bahlukane ngexesha lokuzibulala. Ndibhale ingoma ngaphambi kokuba ndenze indawo, kwaye, kunjalo, wayengekho malunga nayo, kodwa yaye yavela. Ngokubanzi, ndinenqaku lokuqikelela imicimbi. Kwaye i-albhamu entsha, ekukhululwa kwayo yayilungiselela ekuqaleni kuka-Epreli, ebizwa ngokuba yi "En-Mahala" - yingoma nje yokuzikhethela. Ndisisithandi-sobulumko ngaloo ndlela. Unokuhlala ngaphakathi entolongweni ibe libanjwa lezikhombisi zakho kunye nokukhohlisa, ngaphandle kokuba uxinekile iimeko zangaphandle.
"Ndifunde ukuba i-Ivan i-urgant yaphefumlelwa ukuba ibe ngumculi woMculo xa uthatha inxaxheba kuHlobo lwaBantu. Ngaba ukhe wadibana naye?
-Ndigobile kwigumbi elivela kwikonsathi enkulu yeNkampani yeNkampani "Disney" - I-Popourry kwiNgonyama "yenkosi", samelwa kwinkqubo ye-under.
-Angamkhumbuzi ngencoko ende?
"Hayi, ukudubula kuya kukhawuleza, khange kube nexesha lokuthetha." Kodwa ndiyacinga, eli thuba liya kuzisa. (Uncumo.)
"Besibandakanyekile. Kodwa khange ndifune ukumshiya eCanada, kwaye wanyula umsebenzi wakhe. Ndingayinqanda ukuba uyala ukunyanga"
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-Umgwebo ngokuthatha inxaxheba "kwilizwi", awuchasene neeprojekthi ezinkulu. Kwakukho umbono wokuba iya kwandisa iholo yakho?
- Ewe, yenzekile - abaphulaphuli bakhuliswe. Kabini ebomini bam bekukho imiboniso ufanayo: ngo-2003, umculi wabantwana, apho kuqiqa ngelizwi kwikamva lemiculo, kwaye ngoku, xa ndathatha inxaxheba "kwilizwi". Akukho nto ilungileyo ngaphandle kokulungileyo, andikwazi ukuthetha ngabo. Umabonwakude ngokuqinisekileyo, ndonwabile ngenxa yesifilimo. Nangona abanye bekhalaza malunga nokungabinamdla, kwiqela lethu akukho nto injalo yaqwalaselwa. Sebenza ngomcebisi obalaseleyo, njengoKonstantin Meladze, lulonwabo olukhulu. Andinazikhalazo endingakhange ndiye kugqibela, yonke into ilungile kwaye inyanisekile. Kunye nokukhuthaza, kunjalo, isibonelelo esikhulu. Ndiyavuma, bendisoyika ukuya apho ixesha elide. Ndiyakhwankqiswa kwindawo yokhuphiswano, ngenxa yoku, bendisoloko ndiphosa into embi. Kangangexesha elithile ndaphathwa ngenxa yokuhlaselwa kukothuka, ndisebenze kum. Kwaye ndingatsho ukuba onke amanqanaba "kwilizwi", ngokwembono yethu, aqine ngokufanelekileyo.
-Unayo loloyiko lokhuphiswano ukususela ebuntwaneni?
-Sonke sivela ebuntwaneni. Kodwa, ngendlela, ndiye ndalula kuyo yonke into: Kwiminyaka yesikolo ndaba nenani elikhulu lokhuphiswano kunye neOlimpiyads. Ndingugqirha we-Olmpiad-roussian wonke e-Russian kwincwadi, imbasa-hlula iOlimpiki yengingqi ngesiNgesi, izifundo zentlalo, zihlala zithathe inxaxheba kukhuphiswano lwelizwi. Kodwa enyanisweni, inika okuncinci umsebenzi wexesha elizayo, kodwa i-psychotrams ifunyenwe ifunyenwe emdala.
-Uwenzelwe wena okanye abazali abakhuthazekileyo?
- Ndifune. Ndikhumbula ukhuphiswano lwam lokuqala, apho ndandikwicala. Ekuqaleni bendicaphukile, emva koko ndatsho ukuba ndizakuthatha inxaxheba kuyo ndide ndimbone indawo yokuqala. Kwaye kwiminyaka emibini ifumene i-Grand PHIX. Ngelo xesha kwakubalulekile kum. Ngoku, kunjalo, izinto eziphambili ngokubaluleka.
-Ucinga ukuba yintoni ebonakalayo kwindalo yokuphumelela?
Apha kufuneka ukufumanisa ukuba yintoni umnqophiso wempumelelo. KumaMelika, kugqitywa ngokufumana imali. Bade banawo bathi: "Ukuba ulumkile, kutheni le nto ihlwempu?" Enye into ebalulekileyo yimfuno yobuchule bakho kubuchule bakho kubaphulaphuli. Unokuba sisityebi, kodwa ungathandwa. Kum, mhlawumbi, le yimeko yolwaneliseko lwangaphakathi kule nto ndiyenzayo, ukuqonda ukuba ndikwindlela elungileyo. Kuya kufuneka ndizame apho, ndinomsindo omkhulu-ezinye ii-albhamu. Ndingathanda ukudlala kwithiyetha yale mihla, yiza nesikolo sakho sezwi kwinqanaba elitsha. Ke ndinenjongo, kodwa indlela isabaluleke kakhulu.
"Xa ndilahle ubunzima, i-bbw apho ndandisisikhuthazo, ndaqala ukubhalela iileta ezinomsindo endikungcatshayo
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-Siyintoni isizathu somnqweno wakho wokutshintsha umfanekiso? Ujonge iikhilogrem ezingamashumi amahlanu ...
-Ukuphela kwesizathu ebesisoloko sisebenza kum yintshukumisa yomsebenzi. Ukuba indima epholileyo iqaqadekile, ndiza kuyityhoboza intaba. Ebomini bam bekukho amabali xa ndikhumbula iindima ngenxa ye-invoice. Ndaye ndabona ukuba andizukuvumela nantoni na engakumbi. Kwaye xa ithuba lokudlala i-purress catherine kwi-charical "Bala i-Orlov", ndinciphise ubunzima beekhilogres ezilikhulu kwaye ndinendima yephupha. Yayikunye noMculo "uAnna Karena". Abavelisi bathi: Ayikho indima enye ekwimeko yakho. Ndiyayiqonda: kufuneka wenze into ngokungxamisekileyo. Kwaye ekubeni ngaphambi koko, kangangeminyaka emininzi, engaphumelelanga yavavanywa ngokutya ezahlukeneyo, ethathe isigqibo malunga nokusebenza kwebharitric. Ndandihlala ndifuna inyikima enamandla, kwaye eli lithuba lokufumana enye okanye enye indima. Ukuba ndifuna ukunciphisa umzimba ngohlobo oluthile lweprojekthi, ndiza kuyenza. Kodwa ngenxa yempumelelo emadodeni, andizukungcungcutheka, ubomi buqu ungaze ndikhonze ukuba ndifumane iparameter eyimodeli kum. Ukuba umyeni uthe: Siya kunciphisa umzimba kwiikhilogramu ezilishumi elinesihlanu - ndiza kuthenga imoto, wayeya kwi-ofisi yerejista yokufumana uxwebhu loqhawulo mtshato.
-Ngoku ke, ngaphezu kokona kunzima?
- Ngokuqinisekileyo! Anditsho ukuba kukho iingxaki ezoyikisayo zokuzithemba. Ndandingeyiyo intombi ekhathazekileyo, bendihlala ndijonga kakuhle. Ndaba nobomi bakho, umsebenzi, umsebenzi. Mhlawumbi ukuba iimeko zobomi bam zazityhala ngokupheleleyo, ndingalahle ngokukhawuleza.
- Oko kukuthi, nasebutsheni, awukhange ufane nefuthe lemigangatho yefashoni?
-Ndinomlo onobunzima ebomini, sele ndingumfazi otyebileyo iminyaka emihlanu, kwaye ngeminyaka elishumi elinine ndibhabha iikhilogres ezilikhulu. Ukulala kwiZiko le-Endocrinocy, lihleli kwizidlo. Ndachukunyiswa esikolweni, kodwa bendihlala ndiyilwa iAmazon, ndandizabalazela. Iklasi yesihlanu iyeke undibiza, kuba boyika ngokwenene ukuba bangene kwi "Scodiboard". Kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, ndaphulukana neekhilogram ezisibhozo kwaye ndigcine obu bunzima bokukhulelwa. Ndihlala ndinesidima sokwahlukana kunye nokuhambelana nokubekwa umgangatho wobuhle. Kodwa kukho iinkalo zempilo-kwaye ndiyayiqwalasela ngokungakhathali. Xa ndilahlekile ubunzima, isixa esikhulu se-BBW, apho ndandingumntu osisikhuthazo, ndaqala ukubhalela iileta ezinomsindo endikungcatshayo. Ndiphendule: Eyona nto iphambili kukungcatsha. I-bodipositive ifunelwa kubafazi abagqibelele okungenampilo, kodwa ngabo benza ubunzima obuqhelekileyo bayazikhumbula ngokutya, ukusilela kwe-hormonial kunye ne-neurosis, ukuzama ukujonga iimodeli eziluhlaza. I-bodieverivents ifune i-bodiveivent amadoda enza phantsi komgwebi, kuba akawuthandi amanani abo, engahambelani nemigangatho yobuhle ye-Instagraph. Kwaye le migangatho iyatshintsha. Kwaye abantu bahlukile, izihloko kwaye zintle.
"Ndandihlala ndihlala kum ixesha elide" ntombazana ityetyisiweyo ". Kwaye xa inkwenkwe ethandwayo, indoda yokuqala entle kwi-disco yesikolo, ndala"
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Ngokuqinisekileyo ngekhe ubeneentlekele ezithandekayo ezinxulumene nezintsonkothayo ngembonakalo?
-Ungaze. Nangona lo mfana, endakhe ndadibana naye, ngamanye amaxesha ndakhwaza ndingathandeki: "Njengoko bendinokuthanda, awuhambelani nohlobo lwam!". Wayenetyala elinje. Oku kungqina ukuba kukho umsantsa omkhulu wengqondo phakathi kwento yokuba uziva ngathi kwaye ngokubanzi wamkele imigangatho yobuhle. Ndamthanda, ndinqweneleka, kwangaxeshanye, andikhange ndibonakale ngathi yimodeli: Andinamlomo "ukucaciswa", kwaye andizenzeli iesile elunxwemeni, ndibeka iesile. Ngokwenene wayenengxabano yangaphakathi. Emva koko sahlukana, kodwa hayi ngenxa yesi sizathu. Ngokubanzi, akukho mntu undixelele, andiyi kuthanda, ngokuba uqinisekile. Kodwa ngaphakathi kum ixesha elide "Intombazana etyebileyo" ihleli. Ke ngoko, xa lo mfo wasondela kwenye ye-discos yesikolo kwizikolo eziphakamileyo, umntu okokuqala wayesiya kum mandimeme kumdaniso, ndavuma. Ndacinga ukuba ufuna ukuhleka kum. Kwaye kamva, kwisidanga sakhe, umama wakhe wandixelela indlela endiye ndachulumancisa ngayo unyana wakhe, owathi, efuna ingqina, ifuna ukundivuma uthando. Wayengakwazi ukuza kuye. Okwalo mzuzu, ukuphindaphinda kwamaxabiso amaxabiso akwenzekileyo kum: Kuyavela, yindlela ukuzithemba okungaphantsi kokubonisana ukugxininiswa ukucoceka kwembono. Ndandinoxolo kakhulu kumfana!
-Ungaze uzame ukumbiza?
-Siphawule kwakhona kwiinethiwekhi zentlalo. Kodwa andikholelwa ekufumaneni isikolo kunye neCampks. Ukushiya ikhefu, kumgaqo kwaye wenze. Kodwa kwikonsathi ejikelezayo, endandithetha ngayo, kwenzeka umcimbi onomdla. Ndabhala umfana wam oselula: "Natalia, ndikujongile eToronto. Uyibhombu! " Bayiphosa idosi, ukuya kwishumi elinesihlanu lamawaka amafutha. Ngapha koko, yayiyeyona ndoda intle kakhulu, sasibandakanyekile, kodwa sasingasebenzi, kwaye iminyaka emihlanu ayizange inxibelelane. Kwaye ngaphandle kwento yokuba ndonwabile ukuyiva, ndiyaqonda ukuba ubudlelwane bethu kwixesha elidlulileyo.
- Kutheni wahlukana?
Yenzeka ke, ngamnye wenza ukhetho lwakho. Khange ndifune ukumshiya eCanada, kwaye wanyula nawo umsebenzi wakhe. Ilibale i-quotionation yakho kukuba umntu uya kuThixo ngomsebenzi wakhe, umfazi ngendoda. Mhlawumbi, bendiya kuyeka ukumhlonipha ukuba uyala ikhontrako, ndaya kum. Ngalo mzuzu kwaye andizange ndizilungiselele ukuba ndilahle umsebenzi ngokuzithandela.
- Kwaye ngoku utshatile?
-Um, ndiqhawule umtshato. Kodwa sikhula nentombi entle kaKarina.
-Ukuhamba ngendlela, imfundo yakho yengqondo iyanceda ekusombululeni iingxaki intombi ekwishumi elivisayo?
- Le yimfundo yesine kwiakhawunti. Ndiphumelele kwiKholeji yomculo. I-Gnesins, i-factoring ye-Sprggati, ZhurFAk Msu. Kwaye kunyaka ophelileyo, wangena kwi-Moscow Institute ye-psychoanalysis kwi-putchology yengqondo yengqondo kunye nokuqeqesha. Ndicinga ukuba le yinto eqhelekileyo kwimisebenzi yam yobungcali- ndinesikolo sam selizwi. Kwaye inceda ukwakha izimo zengqondo kunye nabafundi. Ke yena uKarina, ulishumi elinesithathu leminyaka ubudala, kwaye sifumana iminyaka yobudala beshumi elivisayo ngamanye amaxesha akukho lula. Kodwa oochwephesha bengqondo ayicetyiswa ukuba basebenze nabantu abasondeleyo - inqanaba eliphezulu lokufakwa kweemvakalelo. Kwaye xa ndiqonda ukuba le ntombi inengxaki, ndiyithumela ... ukuya kwi-psychologist. Yimvakalelo ngakumbi kunam. Ubuntu obungekho lula, bubonisa, buqaqambile.
-Utata unxibelelana?
- Ewe. Zidlulise kakuhle. Ndicinga ukuba umntwana kufuneka abekhona ebomini bobabini abazali.
-Umnqweno wakhe wokuhambisa umculo - i-mamina vele?
-Nika-data nayo. Indoda yam yangaphambili ngumqambi. Ngapha koko, uKarina unemo emangalisayo, kodwa engekafiki ngaphakathi kuqeqesho lwegama. Ndiyathemba ukuba iya kutshintsha.
-Unolwalamano lwetrasti? Ngaba ungumama-igunya okanye intombi?
-Ndiligunya le-Master, ethi ngamanye amaxesha linokuba yintombi.
-Ndiza kuba nini na igunya?
- Xa kufikelelwa ekufundeni, ubomi nezempilo. Ke ngoko, asihambi ebusuku, musa ukoyisa indlela eya kukhanya ebomvu kunye nokunye. Kwaye ngandlel 'ithile, ubomi bobuqu babantwana kufuneka bube phantsi kolawulo lwabazali. Kubalulekile ukuqonda ukuba ngubani umntwana onxibelelana ngayo inkampani yakhe.
- Yiyo loo nto, unokuthi ngokuqinileyo: ungabi ngabahlobo kunye noVasya?
- Hayi, andizukubeka umbuzo. Ndiyakwazi ukuxoxa, endaweni yoko, amanye amaxesha olwalamano lwabo. Ukutsalela ingqalelo yakhe kwiimeko xa iphazanyiswa. Buza umbuzo: Ngaba uyayifuna? Kwaye intombi ngokwayo iya kwenza izigqibo. Malunga nokufunda, ndiyazama ukungaphumeleli, kodwa ukusebenzisa inkuthazo. Iyibulela le ndlela uKarina esangekanikezeli kwisikolo somculo. Nangona nyaka ngamnye sincokole malunga noku. Phumla: "Kwaye andazi ukuba iluncedo kum ebomini?" Ndiphendula: "Ukuba uthatha isigqibo sokudlala umculo, ngokuqinisekileyo imfundo yomculo iyimfuneko." "Kulungile, ndiya kuba yimvumi." Ufunda kwindawo yokuzivocavoca, kwaye akukho lula. Andifuni kwenza umsebenzi wasekhaya-ndithetha incoko: "Uyazi ukuba izihlandlo ezihlanu zekota zithetha ngokwasekupheleni kwendawo yokuzivocavoca. Ngaba uyafuna ukuya kwisikolo sakho sangaphambili? " "Hayi, ndineentloni, oko kuthetha ukuba andizange ndikwazi." I-punch yokuzithemba. Ezo ncoko zifuna abazali bolwazi oluphezulu ngokweemvakalelo, ukunkqonkqoza kwinqindi kwitafile kunokuba lula. I-Karina izama ukuxoxa. Ngendlela, ngokobudlelwane kunye naye, sisebenza nengcali yengqondo.
"Kubalulekile kum ukuba umntu uvile ubuchule bam. Ngokwenene ndinokuthandwa yindoda ukuba ithi alele phantsi kwengoma"
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-Unjani sonke isiseko sesayensi!
-Ndifuna ukuba ikhule ngaphandle kwamabali abuhlungu kwaye kubudala abadala bakwazi ukwakha ubudlelwane obuqhelekileyo, abadala. Ndinomzekelo wokuthetha umfazi omdala, inkwenkwezi yemithombo yeendaba, yenza ukuba zenze izinto zobudenge kangangokuba ndingazange ndenze kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini. Konke kuba umntu akazisebenzi kuye kwaye iincwadi ezilumkileyo azifundi. Ngenxa yoko, eneminyaka engamashumi amane, ngelishwa inye leenye iinyembezi, kuba ayinakuyonakalisa imeko phakathi kwendoda nomthandi wakhe.
"Kutheni ungatshatanga?"
-Kuba andiyithandi apho. Kodwa andiphikisi ukuba le ayiyi kuphinda yenzeke. Andize ndibuye.
-Uya khululeka kakhulu kubudlelwane bentsebenziswano, apho kukho indawo yakho?
- Ewe. Kodwa isenokuba ngumtshato. Ibali nje lentsapho lihlengahlengiswa okukhulu kuyo yonke inkqubo yobomi. Ndayishiya iminyaka esibhozo eyadlulayo kwaye ndaziva ndingcono kuyo. Omnye umbuzo kukuba ukhetho losapho aluzange lubhetele, bekukho okuninzi kulwalamano lwethu. Mhlawumbi, ukuba asimanyanini kubuchule bokuyila, siya kudla kwangoko. Kwaye iminyaka emithandathu yolula. Oku akuthethi ukuba akunakwenzeka ukwakha usapho ngokwahlukileyo. Ingaba. Ndiyayazi loo mizekelo. Awufuni nje oku. Kwiminyaka emibini edlulileyo, bendicinga ngokutshata, kodwa ke ngokunyaniseka ndazivuma ngokungazenzisiyo ukuba ibingakulungelanga oku.
Kubalulekile kum ukuba umntu awuve umsebenzi wam, wandithatha njengomculi. Kum, oku kubaluleke kakhulu kunokuncoma njengomfazi. Ndinokuthandana nendoda ukuba ithi alele phantsi kweengoma zam. (Uhleka.)
-Ubuhlobo?
-Ukuba sithetha ngolwalamano oluvunyiweyo loluntu kwisibini esitshatileyo, indoda endinokuyibiza ngokusemthethweni inkwenkwe yakho, indoda yaseburhulumenteni, hayi. Kodwa oku akuthethi ukuba andinalo ubomi bakho. Kwenzeka nje kwezinye iindlela. Kodwa mhlawumbi ngomso yonke into iza kutshintsha kakhulu. Ndiyintlanganiso yomculi wasesitratweni, ndiyathanda, ndimise kuye ukuba ndihlale e-Itali. (Uncumo.)