"Ndiyawathanda onke amaxesha onyaka. Ndandinethamsanqa ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndizalwe kwilizwe elinje apho onke amaxesha akhoyo akhoyo. Kwaye ndiyithiyile igama elithi "uxinzelelo." Uxinzelelo lwasekwindla, intwasahlobo ... Ngokoluvo lwam, abantu ngokwabo beza nayo yonke le nto ukuba bakwazi ukuzibandakanya nobuthathaka babo kunye nemvakalelo embi. Ewe kunjalo, njengabo bonke abanye, andinazo iintsuku ezingabalulekanga. Kodwa kamsinya nje emva kokuba ndivakalelwe kukuba isandla sele sisondela, siqengqeleka - ndibaleka epakini, ngelixa kukho ithuba elinjalo. Ndibaleka epakini, jonga amagqabi akwi-autumn ekwindla ye-Autumn-kunye nemozulu iyaphucuka. Kwaye ukuba kwimvula esitratweni eludongeni, emva koko uye ejimini. Ndiza kuphakamisa izibini ze-dumbbells-kwaye izikhalazo kunye noxinzelelo azikho amandla. Isezantsi kakhulu inceda iqhekeza letshokholethi kusasa ngekofu. Njengoko uyazi, itshokholethi ine-hormone yolonwabo, ngenxa yoko musa ukuzikhanyela uvuyo oluncinci. Ngokubanzi, kwaye usizi lunokukhanya. Yiyeke imvula - kwaye umeme abahlobo abasondeleyo ukuba batyelele, bagubungela itafile entle. Okanye ucwangcise kwisitulo esinencwadi enomdla okanye ukunqunyulwa. Ndandilikhoboka lokutyibilika emva komgogodla owenzakeleyo. Kuhle ekhaya, kwakunzima ukushukuma, akukho kungekho self. Ewe, ngelixa bendilele, nditsit i sweatshi enkulu. Wavuya kakhulu kwaye evuya kakhulu kule sweatshi. Nangona kunjalo, ngokunyaniseka, wayede.
Mhlawumbi ekwindla ndiyakuthanda kuba ndizelwe ngenyanga ka-Okthobha. Okwethutyana kuvuliwe ukuba ndiqonde usuku lwam lokuzalwa eChechnya. Esi sithethe sivele ukusukela kwixesha lemfazwe, xa ndithetha neekonsathi phambi kwamajoni. Kwaye ngoku ndihlala ndifumana izimemo eziza kutyelela. Abalandeli bam banyuka bandivuyisa kakhulu. Umzekelo, kukho inkwenkwezi ebizwa ngegama lam, ndanikwa isatifikethi. Kwaye abalandeli baqokelela iifoto namanqaku awayekumajelo onyaka: andinalo ixesha lokubona into. Ndinenani elikhulu leeklabhu ze fan. Abanye baye basinda kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini eyadlulayo, kodwa abatsha bavela. Ndiyavuya kuba phakathi kwabalandeli bam kukho amantombazana amancinci kakhulu. Ke iingoma zam zisanomdla, kwaye ndisahleli ngomoya wexesha. Umncinci. Nangona yaba ngumdala wonyaka. "