U-Evgeny Morozov, odlale eyona ndima iphambili kuluvo olunoluvo "uZiulikhana ovula amehlo akhe", akaziwa kuphela njengomlingisi, kodwa kunye nomlawuli, kunye nomfundisi-ntsapho. Ngokukodwa, wayengomnye wezinto zochungechunge lweLondongod. Ngoku i-Enchy isebenza kwiprojekthi eya kuba yi-Autobiographical kwinto ethile. Ngapha koko, imeko yakhe yobomi bakhe emva kweekhetha zeDrama: Ekuqaleni, iqhawe linempazamo kwaye lingqubana noxolo nabantu abasondeleyo, avuke. Iinkcukacha-kudliwanondlebe nephepha lephephabhuku "moya".
"Eugene, ndiyazi ukuba i-tearch ponds, apho sidibana khona, zenye yeendawo ozithandayo eMoscow. Kwaye ngoba?
Ewe, enye yeentandokazi zakho. Ndiyayithanda "i-Yurnuan" yale ndawo, yonke into ilapha ekhaya, kwaye ii-alley zincinci. Omnye uhlala eSimkiropol, ndiyifundile "inkosi neMargarita", wamkela inoveli, wada wadlala kwi-SMOTAROORL Theatol Theatol yeBhola kwiBhola ye-voland. Kwaye ke, hayi okwangoku ukwazi uMscow, wacinga le ndawo ukuba i-bulgakov ichazwe. Kwaye enyanisweni, yaqala yajika yaya kusolusapho, kwabakho imvakalelo yokuba yonke into kanye njengam mna namandla. Ndindinika lo mbono wokuba bonke aba bazalwana banetalente: I-Olessh, i-Ilf nePetrov, iBulgakov, i-Buzili, i-Buzili, i-Dead, yayenzakalisa ngendlela endandiyiyo ngoku.
-Uze nini eMoscow, ukhethe iziko lobomi besixeko?
- Hayi, yayingu-vdnh, ecaleni kweVGIK. Ndisenayo i-spasm elambileyo xa ndisiya kuloo ndawo, ndikhawuleza ndikuthenga into yokuthenga, ukufudumala. (Ukuhleka.) Eli xesha kwakungekho lula kum. Kungenxa yokuba, njengoko iguqukile, umntu endinovelwano kwaye ethambile, kodwa bendiqhele ukuvala yonke le nto ngolwaphulo-mthetho ngesayensi kwaye ndihlala ndifumana "impendulo". Bendingazi ukuba ndingaphumla njani, okanye ndiphumle, ndazigqogqa umsebenzi othile ", ndazisa iimfuno ezandayo. Ndayizisa kwimo yomsebenzi edlula apho ubuntwana bam budlule khona. Ke ngoko, ukukhululeka komfundi kwathetha kancinci, yayingumxube onjalo wendlala kunye nemibono, imililo.
-Ukuba uhlala e-Sitiropol, ngaba ungalindela ukubakho kwikamva?
Ewe, uThixo umazi. Ngoku ndingayivuma: asiwedwa kweli lizwe, sikhokela. Njengomntwana, ndaziva ngathi ndingathanda umntu othile ngasemva, encedisa ekukhetheni. Ndikhumbula kakuhle ndilikhumbule eli bali xa ndisombulule: Nokuba ndiye kwiseshoni yoqeqesho okanye namakhwenkwe kwigumbi elingaphantsi. Ke kulapho ndafumana abazali ekwindlela kaloliwe. Kwakukho i-cliché enjalo emva kweklasi yesithoba umntu ekufuneka esebenzekile, akwazi ukwenza into ngezandla zakhe. Khange ndiqonde ukuba kutheni ndiyifuna, kodwa abathobekileyo bevelwa ngamaxwebhu. Kwaye ngaphandle kwento yokuba wayesoloko efunda kakuhle, ekwazi ukugcwalisa iimviwo kwimathematics. Ke khange ndithabathe uqhankqalazo "olunamandla" lwabazali bam. Ndandisentabeni, kuba ndidanile. Kwaye ngoku ndiyayiqonda into enkulu eyenziwe ngayo yonke into. Andiwunciphisi umsebenzi woobalo, kodwa konke oku kude kakhulu kum. Kwaye bekusoloko kunjalo: Ndakhokelwa. Ndifikile eMoscow, ndahamba ndaya e-Andrei Vladimirovich ePansin, kwaye ngenyanga ebuyile emva kwe-SEMPOPOPO. Ndinentombazana endiyithandayo apho, kwaye uMoscow wayesixeko esoyikekayo. Kodwa, nje esamkela eso sigqibo, ndiye ndayiqonda le nto imbi. Ndaqala ukubiza inkosi yam, yathi indilindile. Nangona kunjalo, walumkisa ukuba ithuba elilandelayo lingabikho.
"Kwiminyaka kamva, ndaye ndaqonda ukuba ndiyiphose. Uye wathi ndisishiya, ikamva lethu eliqaqambileyo. Kule meko, kwakungekho sicwangciso sekhonkrithi"
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- Kwaye intombazana iyixabisile loo nto ngenjongo yokuba wabeka esichengeni ngekamva?
Iminyaka kamva, ndaye ndabona ukuba ndiyiphosile. Ndathi ndiyasishiya, ikamva lethu eliqaqambileyo. Kwangelo xesha, ndandingenasicwangciso sekhonkrithi, ezinye iifolloti. Wangena ngobulumko ababhinqileyo, esithi makangaze axole na eli nenekazi. Ndakhubekiswa iminyaka embalwa, ndandikholelwa ukuba uzigxeke iimbono zethu. Zithini iimpendulo ?! Kodwa ngoku singabahlobo. Le yindoda yam yomthonyama. Igama lakhe liyatshona.
- eMoscow, ngaba ukhe waziva unesithukuthezi?
-Ndiyinto evunyiweyo: Yonga, ufumana. Ivakala imbonakalo yokuqala, kodwa inene injalo. EMoscow, ungadibana naye nawuphi na umntu, uMongameli, olibhiliyosiweyo - umbuzo kukuba usasaza, nakuba bantu baqhuba le nto, akukho bantu bangenguye.
-Uzimisele ukuthanda ezemidlalo egqithisileyo, kwaye xa lalinamathuba athambileyo kwaye wawuphikisa umqolo ngexesha lokutsiba, waqala ukuzinyanga ngokwahlukileyo?
Ewe kunjalo, oku kwinqanaba lemvelo. Ndikhumbula ngaloo nyaka kuye kwakho ukudubula, kwaye kwakuyimfuneko ukubambelela emanzini avela eweni. Amanzi angabonakaliyo, amatye, amane amane anzulu-hayi ingozi. Kodwa ndala. Ukudlala ibhola, yenza ngoku ngenyameko. Ntsasa nganye bendiyazi iingalo zam kunye nentamo, kuba ukuba awukolikisi, iya kutsala. Ndandilumkisa oogqirha ukuba yonke into ingadlulanga ngaphandle komkhondo. Ke ndizibeka kwiimeko ezintsonkothileyo kunye nomthetho wam okhawulezayo.
-Uyibonile njengesifundo?
"Bendihlala ndicinga ukuba isifundo, kwaye ngoku ndiyazi njengecebo." Amandla aphezulu esilumko, sinjengezidenge kubo, Kulungile, ayingabo bonke abantu, ndiza kuthetha ngokwakho. Ndandihlala ndicinga ukuba kuyimfuneko ukujongana, ngokusekelwe kumava am okomoya kwindawo yokusebenza. Kwaye apho uThixo ugxothwa rhoqo. Kodwa eneneni uhlala nathi. Njengawona mfanekiso ubalulekileyo kaMichelangelo, apho umntu wolula khona uThixo. Oyena uphakamileyo uhlala emaesile ngesandla esibambe ngesandla. Oku simka kuye. Oku sime kuye ngomqolo wakho kwaye sibuhlungu ukuba uThixo wasishiya. Kwaye kufuneka nje ujike.
- Utata, mhlawumbi, akasamkelanga isigqibo sakho sokuba ngumdlali weqonga? Ngaba ichasene nexabiso lendawo yokusebenza?
-Uye wayehlala ephila ubomi bakhe, amaxabiso akhe, andiqondakali. Andinakuthelekisa kwaye ndiphikisane nomntu kuthi onobuchule, yeyona nto ngokomoya. Sizivelela nje kwizimvo ezahlukeneyo kwihlabathi, andiqinisekanga ukuba uyazi kakuhle into endiyenzayo. Ndinotata, mhlawumbi amaxesha ambalwa ebomini bam athethe nemiphefumlo. Asikokusondela. Esi ayisosikhalazo, zonke izithuko zidlulile. Yinkcazo nje ye-State. Inkqubo yemveliso yokwenzela umntu yinto elula kwaye ivuselele, indoda ingakumbi. Kodwa yintoni elandelayo? Ukuba awuziqondi de kube sekupheleni, emva koko uyenze emntwaneni. Kwakusoloko kukho udonga lokungaqondakali kwabo phakathi kwam nabazali bam, sasingenamfowunelwa. Bangabantu abalungileyo, kungengabi, kodwa babezifumana bekwixabiso elikhulu le-pseudoness abayiphefumlela. Xa ndikhumbula amabali katatomkhulu, ndiyaqonda ukuba yonke into isengqiqweni: Imicimbi enzima ichaphazela abantwana. Ulonwabo endiliphume khona apho. Mhlawumbi oku kugxile kumgangatho, kodwa xa ujonge umntu endicinga ukuba ayiphi na ubomi bakhe. Mna ngokwam ndichithe ukuya kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu ubudala ngokungathi yinkungu, ubomi bam bokwenyani babulingane, njengendlela yetram, ongenakukwazi ukutsiba. Kodwa ngoku ulwazi lwalufa lalufan ngokwenyani yokuba ndingumbindi wam. Kutshanje ndizifumene kwimiphetho yam yommandla, ndaya kumhla wokuzalwa kotatomkhulu, wayeneminyaka engamashumi asithoba aneminyaka emihlanu. Ndiye ndamangalisa, ndingakhange ndilumkise nabani na. Khange ndifune ukwenza i-suss eyongezelelweyo. Utata wamangaliswa kakhulu, wade wabuza: "Ngaba ulungile?" Nam, ndingakhubekisini, ndiphendule, ndiphendule, Bawo, ngalo mbuzo kangangemini imashumi mathathu. Kwaye wajonga kakhulu: Mhlawumbi ulungile. Ezi ziidayimani ezinqabileyo zokucoca ingqondo.
"Kuhlala kukho udonga lokungaqondi kwabo phakathi kwam mna nabazali bam, asikhange sijonge"
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-Iyona nto imbi kakhulu xa kungekho thando, ukuphumla okunokuxolelwa. Bayakuthanda kangangoko banako.
-Ngaloo nto. Kwavela nje ukuba ndingumntwana othambileyo, onyanisekileyo. Kwaye uthando endilufumeneyo ... mhlawumbi, aluzange luhlale phantsi. Kufana ne-cuisine eyahlukeneyo. Kukuphela kweMoscow kwaye uqala ukutya njengam ukuba ndingcamle, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba i-Coarse kunye namanqatha yayikukutya "ukutya" kwendawo yokusebenza. Bayayithanda, kwaye andinazikhalazo, kodwa ndithetha ngamaxabiso ahlukeneyo kwaye akukho nxibelelwano.
"Umninawa wakho omncinci, owenze isigqibo sokushiya ubomi, mhlawumbi wabandezeleka kule. Ngaba uzive unetyala? Ngapha koko, umntakwenu omkhulu nguyise wesibini.
-Andikuqonda oku ngaphambili ... kwidrama kukho into efana nendlela yeqhawe. Kwaye ezinye zendlela kukuthatha into eyenzekileyo kwaye uqhubeke. Nokufa kukabhuti. Ndamkelekile kuye kwaye ndiye phambili. Mhlawumbi sele elapho, kwelinye ilizwe, ekugqibeleni ndiyayiqonda le nto indima yam. Umninawa wam omncinci ukusuka kum rukrek ngexesha elinye, kodwa kunzima ukugweba ukuba loluphi uhlobo lwengcambu. Ndifumene abazali bam, kwaye yena kum. Omncinci uhlala emkhundleni kusapho, kwaye eyona ilungileyo. Oku kunjalo. UMzalwana ubanjiwe zonke iintlobo zezifo, i-psychosomatics, wayenobubele ngakumbi kunam. Emva kwento akwenzileyo, ndaqala "ukuvuka," ukuze ndiqonde ukuba ndibuphila ubomi bakho. Ndabona kunayo yonke into inokuphela, kwaye ngokoqobo ndaya kuthatha umntakwethu, ndazama ukuyinxiba, ihambise ibhokisi. Kwakuyoyikeka kwaye kwangaxeshanye manyane. Ixesha elide, isithukuthezi kunye nokungasebenziyo andikabi naziva. Kwaye kwagqiba kwelokuba into enjalo kunye nam ayizange yenzeke. Ewe kunjalo, sonke singafawanga, kodwa unokufa ngokomoya ngaphambi kokuba kubekho ubukho bomzimba. Indoda eshiyekileyo yomoya, esona sidalwa singenantsingiselo emhlabeni. Akukho nto inye emnyama. AmaRoma amandulo wathi: Khumbula ukufa - kwaye kulungile, ngoku ndiphila ngale ngcinga. Xa uthatha le nyaniso, uyalixabisa yonke umzuzu kwaye uzame ukuhlala ngendlela efanelekileyo. Kwaye nje emva koko, ndawophula intamo, eyaba luhlobo 'lwe-ring ". Ukubuyela kwidrama, iqhawe linesango lokufa ', apho ahlangabezana khona nokufa ebusweni. Emva koko wavula amehlo akhe. Kwenzeka kum ngale ndlela. Ewe kunjalo, ndisacinga, yenza iimpazamo, kodwa ndikhokelwe kwilizwi lam elilukhethayo, kwaye ndingadalwanga ngumntu weCliché.
-USelfoant wayelixesha elingenelo kuwe?
-Akungekho siqhamo kakhulu njengoko ndingathanda. Iiveki zokuqala zazikhuthele, emva koko ndafumana ithamsanqa elinjalo xa ukwazi ukuba negcwele. Oku kuyenzeka xa umntu ende ekwindawo enye. Ndingayithelekisa ne-sauna apho umoya oshushu, kunye nemizuzu elishumi kamva awusakwazi ukucinga ngayo nayiphi na enye into, ngaphandle kokuba uphume apha. Ungazikhumbuli ukufunda iincwadi kunye neengcinga ezinzulu, uba sisidalwa esingavuzwayo esinengxaki kubushushu. Njengoko ibhalwe nguChenokv, ukuba ufuna ukulibala malunga neengxaki zehlabathi, zithengele izihlangu ezisondeleyo. Kwaye ndiyakhumbula xa i-quartine yenzekile, kwakungekho lula ukwandisa imida kwaye inyanzele ukuba iphume. Enkosi kula mava, ndasiqonda isizukulwana sabantu ababehlala kumandla eSoviet emva kwentsimbi yentsimbi. Kwakunzima kubo ukufumana elinye ilizwe, njengam emva kwenyanga kwigumbi elivaliweyo kwakunzima ukukholelwa ukuba iMoscow ingaphezulu kakhulu. (Uncumo.)
-Ungabhali nto ngeli xesha?
-Ndifunde kakhulu kwaye ndabhala iskripthi. "Iidemon zaseRussia" - oku kuya kubizwa ngokuba yiprojekthi elandelayo. Ndiyawuthandisa uhlobo apho i-bulgakov isebenze khona xa indalo ivela kwindalo. Kwaye ndacinga ukuba ubhale incwadi. Kukho yonke into endiyithethayo apha ngasentla: ubudlelwane babantakwethu bobabini, kodwa buya kuba yidrama eqaqambileyo.
- Ngaba sele ucinga ukuba ngubani ovela kubadlali abanokudlala kulo mfanekiso?
-Yiqinisekile. Okokuqala, ndim ndingulowo ndihlala ndiyenza loo nto. . Sabina Akhmedova, intombi yethu. Sele befunde iskripthi. Kukho abantu abaninzi abangazange bathethe ngayo okwangoku.
"Ndibone yonke into inokuphela, kwaye ngokoqobo ndaya kuthatha umntakwethu, ndazama isinxibo, ndihambisa ibhokisi"
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-UMarusya wayesele ifilwelwe kwifilimu yakho emfutshane ethi "Uthando lokuqala." Kunzima kangakanani ukuhamba nobudlelwane bakho?
- kulungile. Kwiseti, ndijika ndaba yi-fatics, kodwa kwangaxeshanye unovelwano. Ndisuka kum abadlali bebhabha, babhabha, kuba ndiyazi ukuba bafuna ukuzithemba. Emva kwayo yonke loo nto, ndingumdlali weqonga. Abadlali abathanda abantwana, kufuneka benze iimeko ezifanelekileyo. Kwaye andingomkhweli ngoku, kodwa malunga nolwalamano. Abadlali banzulu kakhulu kunabo kwaye bacinga ntoni. Wonke umntu usebenza ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo: umntu kufuneka aqwalasele ukudlala, akukho mntu. Marusya iyenza, uyakulunga, jonga: A, ndayiqonda yonke into.
- Leliphi ikhaya lakho elithatha incoko malunga nomsebenzi?
Ngaphambili, saxoxa kakhulu, yonke iprojekthi esamkelweyo kuyo, lonke uvavanyo. Ngoku wazola kancinci. Ndithi: "Ndineesampuli ngomso!" "Ewe. Leliphi ixesha? Siza kuthatha ilizwe livela esikolweni? " (Uhleka.)
- Kwiminyaka embalwa, ninina, niye nitshintshe?
Iminyaka emihlanu idlulile. Kwaye, nokuba ihlekisa kangakanani, saqala ukuqonda ngamnye malunga nonyaka ophelileyo. Ekuqaleni sancedana, samsindisa umphefumlo wam. Kwaye xa imfuneko yanyamalala, yajongana kwakhona: Yintoni elandelayo? ..
- Uninzi ngeli nqanaba lungayinxalenye.
Ewe, ukuvunywa kukaFrederick Clemedra, olo thando luhlala iminyaka emithathu, ishumi kuphela. Emva kweminyaka emithathu yokuphila kunye, sasinemibuzo enourusis. Iyonke loo nyaka uzayo, kwaye kuphela emva koko kukho uhlobo olunzulu kunye nokwamkelwa komnye nomnye. Kuyamangalisa: Kuyacaca ukuba unokuphila nomntu iminyaka emithathu, mncede, sigcine, wabelane ngebhedi kunye nobomi ngokubanzi - kwaye emva koko uqala ukukholosa. Ndithetha ukuthembela kakhulu, xa uyazi ukuba uza kujamelana nawe kwaye inkxaso yakho iyafuneka kwiwotshi. Kwaye uya kwinqanaba elahlukileyo ngokupheleleyo ubudlelwane.
Iingcali zengqondo ziyaxoxa ukuba ubudlelwane obuhambelana nabo bunokwakhiwa kuphela xa ukwi-dibanisa, ngokwakho.
"Ngeli xesha ungonwabanga, uya kuzicombulula iingxaki zakho ngomnye umntu kwaye ngandlela thile utsala kunye nokuthuthunjiswa." Mna no muliyo ndiphule umkhonto omnye kuwo. Uye wathi: Awundiqondi. Kwaye kuyinyani. Ndiyakwazi ukummamela, kodwa andinakubonakala ndingena nzulu kumphefumlo wakhe ndibone ukuba yintoni. Ngamanye amaxesha ndibandakanyeke kwimodi yeLogger ": Ewe, ndisisidenge kwaye ndistutt, andiziqondi iingcinga zakho. Nceda undinike icebiso. Kuyimfuneko ukuthetha, kwaye kunzima, kuba abaziqondi de kube sekupheleni. Ndibonisa kakhulu intetho: Isiqingatha sam sesibini. Kuvela, mna ngokwam ndinesiphene? Ndingumntu, ecaleni komntu wesibini. Usindiso malunga nenye aliyonyani.
- Kutheni uhlala kunye xa "ixesha losindiso" liphelile?
-Fumana iimbono ezingenasiphelo, megadoko. Kubudlelwane uya kufumanisa. Thatha, umzekelo, imeko xa ndinomsindo ngento emanganjeni. Isitshixo apha: ndinomsindo. Le yimvakalelo yam. Yintoni endishukumisayo ndivela ebomini? Ekubeni ndinomsindo, ndingavuya, ndingumnini weemvakalelo zam, kwaye ke-kunye nobomi bakhe. Ndaye ndafumanisa ukuba le ntsimi yayingaphuhliswanga kwaphela, ubukrelekrele bam bemvakalelo njengomntwana oneminyaka emihlanu ubudala. Kude kube lelinye ixesha, ndiwugubungele umsebenzi: ndingumdlali weqonga, ndingayijika itafile ngomsindo, ndingena kwilizwi elipheleleyo xa wonke umntu ekhala. Ngapha koko, oku kukungazibamba. Nayiphi na imvakalelo yomzimba ihlala imizuzwana emithandathu. Kodwa sandisa okanye hayi, sizikhetha. Singaphila ngokukhubeka okanye iwayini kwaye simangalisiwe ukuba kutheni le nto umhlaba ungobubele, enoburharha? Kwaye kuyavela, yonke loo nto ikuwe. Kwakhona kulwalamano: Xa ungabaleki kwiingxaki, kwaye ekugqibeleni, ngonyaka wesine wobomi, uqala ukuxoxa, imifuno ishukunyiselwa kuwe.
Ngoku ndivuthiwe ukuba nditshatise umtshato. Kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba esi sitampu siza kuba yitywina lethu elonwabisayo "
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-Uziva njani ngeli phulo kwi-ofisi yerejista? Ngaba kubonakala ngathi yinto esisidenge yokuba isitampu kwipasipoti sinokulungisa into? Ngapha koko, ubudlelwane butshintsha lonke ixesha, banjengomlambo.
-Ndisahlala emtshatweni iminyaka esixhenxe, ndaqhawula umtshato. Kuxhomekeka ekubeni umntu atyale malini kwesi sitampu kwipasipoti. Ngapha koko, luphawu nje. Sigcina amandla akhe okuphawu. Bendifuna ukuqhawula umtshato-ndibhatale umsebenzi waseburhulumenteni nasemva kweeveki ezimbini ndafumana esinye isitampu. Ndigqithile kuyo. Kodwa ngoku ndikhulile ukuba nditshatise. Kum, le yinxalenye yolwalamano lwethu. Kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba iya kuba yitywina lethu elonwabisayo. Nangona ndimazi amabali xa umntu obhinqileyo esenza yonke into enokwenzeka ukuba ilungele indoda, yoyisa intliziyo yakhe, kwaye emva kokuvunywa komthetho, yonke into iyatshintsha yonke into. Kwaye umntu wothuka: kwenzeke ntoni? Ngapha koko, ngaphambi koko, yonke into yayihamba ngezandla: bayatshaya, basele-isiselo, uyafuna-hamba-hamba-simkile. Kwaye ngequbuliso: Ungowam, yenza njengoko benditshilo. Ngaba lusizi kangakanani ukuba ubomi bufaneke lube lusizi? Ewe kunjalo, akunakwenzeka ukuba uyeke nantoni na, kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba, utshatile, andiyi kuphambana noMarija kwaye ungaguqukeli kwabasemzini abangathandekiyo.
- Kunyaka ophelileyo, wena noMarius kwavavanywa imagazini yethu, emva koko ndakhunjulwa, emva koko umba wokulungela umtshato waxutyushwa. Ucinga ntoni, ayidinwanga ntombazana ilinde izandla kunye neengcebiso zentliziyo?
-Kuthatha enye iminyaka emihlanu. (Ukuhleka.) Ithetha ukuthini: Ukudinwa? Ndiyacinga, kunyaka ophelileyo uMarusya waziva ngathi sikwindoda nomfazi. Andimbonisi ukudinwa kwakhe, mhlawumbi uza kuthetha enye.
-Ngabu budlelwane noMirroi, ngaba uzama kwindima kayihlo okanye ungumhlobo ngakumbi?
- Hayi, lo ngumntwana wam. Ewe kunjalo, unotata ovelwano, kodwa sinobudlelwane noMirra, iincoko zabo kunye nezinto abanomdla kuzo. Ndiyavuma, wandifundisa nokuninzi. Ekuqaleni ndalinda ngokungagungqiyo ndakucaphukisa: Kutheni le nto ingabonisanga umdla kum? Yayingumgibe osisiyatha, owenziweyo, apho ndihlala khona. Umntu omdala uhlala enoxanduva lobudlelwane phakathi komntwana kunye nabantu abadala. Xa umntwana elungele umzobo wakhe kwaye uthi: "Ewe, mkhulu!" -Kwilwimi lomntwana, kuthetha: bayamba. Kwaye umahluko okhumbule xa uqala ukujonga umfanekiso: Liliphi ilanga eliqaqambileyo, kutheni upeyinta imithi kulo mbala? Ubonisa umdla. Ngale mibuzo, ndaqala ukuzoba ubomi bakhe. Kwaye abantwana banobuthathaka kakhulu abantu, baphendule ngokukhawuleza. Ndaye ndaqonda ukuba ngamanye amaxesha aziphethe kakuhle njengotata wam, ndaphindaphinda iimpazamo zakhe. "Ndiyondla, ndilungiselela. Yintoni enye eyenziwayo? ". Iphelile kufuneka. Ingqalelo yakho. Namhlanje, kunye noMirroi ngentsimbi yesine ekuseni, bafumana iingcongconi, zaye zanxibelelana nathi. (Ukuhleka.) Ndaya naye esikolweni, kwaye sakukhumbula. Sisoloko sinento yokuxoxa. Ndiva umntwana wam, kwaye yonke into endifuna ukuyenza inomdla.
- Ucinga ntoni, uya kuba nguBawo?
-Ndicinga ukuba upholile kakhulu. Ndingathandana nabantwana abambalwa. (Ihleka.) Siza kuthetha-thethana no-MARUS. Kodwa ndiza kumnika zonke iimeko kwaye uya kunceda. Ndiza kuxela iimvakalelo zam zamva nje xa ndabona ukuba ilungele oku. Sidubule ifilimu yomdlali one, apho ndadlala khona umphandi, osindisa umntwana obiweyo. Imoto yeqela lemigulukudu ehlathini ifanelekile, ndincwina kuye, ndiza kumfumana umntwana, kwaye uyalala. Kwaye lonke elo xesha sasiziqhelanisa, wazola egxalabeni lam. Lo ayingomntwana wam, kodwa nam ndambelela kwizithembu. Ukuba nesisa kakhulu sazalelwa kum ... Ewe, ngokuthe ngcembe "ndibambe kancinci", kodwa ndibonise le ncwadi, apho kubhaliweyo nje khona.