Iincwadi zokufunda yindlela yokuphila entsha. Ngokufunda, ungazicwangcisa ukuthula okukhuselekileyo okanye iqela elinengqungquthela elineqela labantu. Ungasinda kwinyani ejikelezileyo, ukubaleka kuwe - okanye, ngokuchasene noko, yiza kuwe. Unokufumana iingcebiso eziluncedo okanye ngaphandle, kodwa uhenda ukonwabisa ... ophambili: Musa ukoyika ukuba ukufunda kukuthanda iimbonakalo zeklasikhi. Hayi, yingqondo yaseMelika ingqondo! Ikholamu yombhali yengcali kuncwadi, ukugxekwa kwenokholo kwi-kopylov akungapheleli kuncwadi nakubabhali banamhlanje, kodwa kukufunda indlela yokuphila ngokupheleleyo, ukuqaqamba.
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Idayari yomfazi wakhe
USophia utywala. Uthando kunye nesiphithiphithi. Iidayari ze-1910. - M .: "ABC", 2013.
"Lev Nikolayevich, umyeni wam, wanika zonke iidayari zakhe ukusukela ngo-1900. C. UChertkov waqala ukubhala incwadana entsha apho, utyelelo chertkov, apho waya kutyelela uJuni 12. Kwidayari, awaqala ukuyibhala eChertkov, owayendinika ukuba ndifunde, ngendlela ekuthiwa ngayo: "Ndifuna ukulwa nonyana olungileyo nothando." Yilwa ?! Yintoni onokuyenza xa ndimthanda kakhulu kwaye ininzi kakhulu xa enye yengcinga yam, inkxalabo enye - ukuze ilunge ... "
Ikamva lomtshato wengonyama uTolstoy kunye nenkosikazi yakhe uSophia Andreevna libali malunga nendlela yonke into esemhlabeni inesidima kwaye ibaluleke. Uthando lwabo olungenasiphelo omnye komnye aluzange lube nefuyo kwaye ungavumi. Ngexesha leminyaka yokugqibela yobomi bombhali, ubudlelwane babo buye baba buhlungu, ukuqhambuka kokuqonda okungafanelekanga. Kwaye oku emva kweminyaka emine yokuphila kunye, emva kwenkonzo - kungenjalo awuyi kuyibiza ngendima yeSofia Andreevna kulo mtshato ungaqhelekanga. Kuyaziwa ukuba ngumbhali 'wemfazwe kunye nehlabathi "akazange acinge ukuba iintsapho zingaphandle kwabantwana, kwaye uninzi lobomi bakhe iqabane lakhe likhulelwe okanye lasandula ukuzalwa. Wazala abantwana abayi-13! Yaziwa ukuba mingaphi amaxesha awaphinda wazonwabela ngemisebenzi yakhe eyahlukeneyo ... uSheil, unoko, ekhokelele kwi-goltoy, epapasha ifama, wabhala imibongo ngokwayo, wathetha Printa, ukhathalele abantwana bakhe kunye neenqaba ezigulayo, uthathe imifanekiso ... Ngaba iyinto yonke loo nto ngo-1910, ngokungathi ubeke umyeni wemfundiso, engakhange abhale kwindima yakhe Inkolo kunye notitshala, njengoko ediniwe yile! " Umsantsa kunye nokuhlawula ukudinwa kwiCawa ye-Orthodox yaseRussia yeTolstoy Sofia Andreevna kubiwe kakhulu - nangona wayesesidlangalaleni kwi-mession exhasa iqabane lakho.
I-Tolstoy yayithiyile ubunewunewu bokungasebenzi, i-Uklade; Nofia Andreevna izinto ezizenzele idayari: "Kwaye ngubani, ungani nanto uLerl Nikolayevich, uyayifuna ibutone? Ugqirha-wezempilo nokukhathalela; Ukubhala oomatshini bobabini kunye nembalelwano ezimbini - zeZibhalo zeNgonyama Icol.; Bulgakov-yembalelwano; Ilya vasilytevich - i-lackey ukuze inyange ixhego. Umpheki olungileyo-kwizisu ezibuthathaka zengonyama h-a. Lonke ubukhulu bemali yemali, iifama, iincwadi zokushicilela-yonke into ixhomekeke kum, ukuze ubomi bonke bunikwe ingonyamakazi. Ukuzola, ukulula kunye nokuzonwabisa ngomsebenzi wakhe. "
Kwaye nguwuphi umlingane? "Kodwa andikholelwa ukuba ungowaphuthiwe ..." Ubhala ngo-1884 - xa wayefuna kuqala ukuphuma endlwini. Izihlandlo ezininzi kule minyaka ingama-24 izayo, uya kuzama ukushiya i-kotomka - de ekugqibeleni amagqabi. Ukuthatyathwa kwecebo lomlingiswa kunye nokuzabalazela ukuSebenza kweNdlu yiTolstoy - nantsi enye yeendlela eziphambili zamaqabane.
Kwaye ngoku sinesiphelo sexesha labo eliqhelekileyo - uSophia Teltaya. Uthando kunye nesiphithiphithi. Iidayari zika-1910. " Ngo-1910, olona nyaka lunzima, unyaka wokuhamba kwengonyama yaseTolstoy kusapho, evela endlwini, kwi-polina ecocekileyo, kunye nonyaka wokufa kwakhe. Idayari yeSophia Andreevna-Ukuphinda-phinda, kodwa kuqulunqa imeko egqibeleleyo kwaye iqulethe iinkumbulo zeentombi zikaTatyana kunye ne-Alexandra kunye nobungqina babo bangena kwindawo ekufutshane ye Umbhali, kwaye wabona yonke intsapho ekhubekisayo, - v. G. Guquv, D. Makovitsky, v. F. Makovitsky, V. Bullgakov, p. I.
Imbali yengonyama iTellstoy noSonechki bar, owaba ngumfazi wakhe, iqabane lakhe, intombi kunye notshaba phantse lwenkulungwane, libali lokungalungisi, ngokuziphatha nangokuziphatha. "Ndifuna ukuvala amehlo akho kubo bonke ubuthathaka, kwaye intliziyo jika kwaye ujonge ecaleni lehlabathi, ongasafumaniyo ebumnyameni wosapho lwethu ..." - ubhala kwidayari yakhe - phantse iqokelelwe Ngenxa yezikrelemnqa: "Ngexesha lokuchazwa kwethu nzima ngequbuliso kwi-leo nick. Irhamncwa latsiba ngaphandle: Ububi bankqonkqoza emehlweni akhe, waqalisa ukuthetha into ebukhali, ndamthiyile ngelo xesha ndamxelela: "A! Kule nto uyinyani! "- Wafika kwangoko." I-voltage inkulu kakhulu, kwaye iingxabano zihlala zihlala zikwiidayari zedayari ngokufa, malunga nokuzibulala! Ngenyani eyonakeleyo, apho uSophia Andreevna ikhwele kwiTolstoy yakhe, ethembele kwi-Chertkova, iinkumbulo zethenda zolutsha zidityanisiwe kuyo: "Ndikhumbula namhlanje, kwakudala, ingonyama yakudala. weza ehlamba, apho ndahlamba ndedwa. Yonke le nto ilityalwe, kwaye yonke le nto ayifuneki ixesha elide ... "emva kokuba emlandela, ethandabuza incoko, okanye kwakhona i-icesterics, okanye kwakhona ingonyama yegama lesidlaliso. Ithi cwaka-Thula imini yonke kwaye iluhlaza-iinkani, ububi buthule. Ngokuphila kwam, isimilo sam, le thuko ayinyamezeleki. Kodwa ufuna ukundihlukumeza, kwaye ufikelela ngokupheleleyo ... "
Kwaye okokugqibela ludwa, xa ingonyama i-Tolstoy, indoda endala eneminyaka engama-82 ubudala, ebusuku, yasinda evela ekhaya kwaye yaza yagula isikhululo sika-Astapovo.
Ileta yokugqibela yeSophia Andreevna ukuya eTolstoy: "Musani ukuba ne-tortator, ukuba ungandifihli kum, hlalani imihla yokugqibela nothando.
Ileta yokugqibela ye-Ingo yeNgonyama I-Tolstoy kwiqabane: "Ndiyakuthanda kwaye ndizisole ngomphefumlo uphela, kodwa andikwazi ukwenza ngenye indlela kunam. Ileta yakho ngu-Ndiyazi ukuba kubhaliwe ngokunyaniseka, kodwa awugunyaziswanga ukuba uza kuzizalise. Kwaye inqaku lenziwa kweminye iminqweno yam kunye neemfuno, kodwa kuphela kwi-andalribrium, ngokuzola, ukrelekrele kunye nobomi. Ewe ngoku, akukho, kum, ubomi bungathandeki kuwe. Buyela kuwe xa phaya phaya kuzokuthetha ukundinika ubomi kum. Kwaye nam . - M .: Zakharov, ka-2013.
"Ubuncwane bam obubalulekeleyo! Uya kuyifunda le migca, ubuse ebhedini kumphambukeli kwindlu engaqhelekanga. NguThixo onokuthi uhambo lube mnandi kwaye lunomdla, kwaye aludinisa kakhulu okanye luthuli. Ndonwabile ukuba ndinekhadi kwaye ndinokuyilandela ngomdla kuwe. Ndiza kuba yinto eyoyikisayo kukukhumbula. "
Umyalezo onjalo kwindoda yakho ethandekayo inokuthumela ngokulula nayiphi na inenekazi elincinci leSMS - ukuba lingabonakaliswa njengeyona ndlela intle, isidla, isitayile esigudileyo, i-Elexander Alexander Fedorovna. Iqabane likaNicholasokugqibela uNicholas II. Indawo enkulu yokugcina imbalelwano igcinwe kuMongameli woLuyi-nkcukacha: Ngo-1923-1927. Iphulukene nesithathu semimandla emihlanu ecwangcisiweyo. Yincwadi kwaye iphinde irhafelwe "Zakharov".
UNikolay no-Alexander babhala ngesiNgesi. Ukutshintshwa ngoonobumba kunye neetelegramu ezibanzi xa zihlukane. Le mbalelwano iqala ngamaxesha emfazwe, ukusukela ngo-1914, kwaye iphela ngaxeshanye nembali yenguqu yangaphambi kweRussia - 1917. Ukufunda iileta, sibona eyona nto iphambili kwezi zimbini kunye neentloko zikarhulumente nenkosikazi yakhe. Le migca ayikhange iqambe i-kremlin pr; Abazange bapapashi ukuba baphakamise igunya lamandla. La ngamagama okwenyani kubantu ababini abanothando. Kuba abafundi benkulungwane ye-XXI, ukuthelekisa akunakuphepheka: Ukuba uMongameli kunye nenkosikazi ekhoyo ngoku banokutshintshwa ngokunyaniseka njengoonobumba ...
Kaninzi, uAlexander Fedorovna wabhala ixesha elide, ubude kunye neenkcazo kunye neenkcazo zosuku oludlulileyo; UNikolay waphendula itelegram okanye iileta, oyindoda ngakumbi, kodwa uthambile kakhulu. Ubomi bonke besibini sasebukhosini esibona ngemiyalezo yabo. Apha uAlexandra Fedorovna uxelela indlela awayesebenza ngayo neentombi zakhe eLazarut kwaye wabakhathalela obondla. Khawufan 'ucinge nje: Inenekazi lokuqala lelizwe elinezandla zabo zenza ukunxiba amagosa amathathu aqhelekileyo! Kukhumbuza umyeni wakhe malunga nomqhubi wenqwelomoya, ulutsha olunesibindi, osele efumene iSt. George Cross, kodwa ifanelekile namanye amabhaso.
Kwaye uNikolai Alexandrovich wabelana ngeempembelelo zakhe, ngokungathi kunjalo kwi-Bearaul Lab Kazakov, baveze kude ehlathini. Bachitha ubusuku ekuhleni - kushushu kwaye kupholile. Umsebenzi wabo kukujonga iinqwelomoya. Abafana abamangalisayo abanoncumo olunamafutha eenwele ezinamathela phantsi kweCAPS. " "Abafana abamangalisayo" - emva kwala magama alula ayabuthandabuza amandla ayo, kodwa umntu olula onokuthanda abantu.
Ukuba yiminyaka, kodwa yonke imihla imbalelwano yabo iyanda kwaye isondele. "Ndiza kuba nzima ukungabikho kwakho, ayisebenziyo. Lala kakuhle, ubuncwane bam! Icali yam, iya kuba yinto engenanto kum,
Kwaye ekugqibeleni - ngo-1917. Phambi kokusweleka kwesiqingatha sasekhohlo ngonyaka. Le meko iyashushu, eMoscow kunye ne-St. Petersburg, iintetho zemvelo ziya kuza, nto leyo uAlexandra echaza ngobulumko "hooligan" "ulindelo lwamadoda namantombazana. NgoMatshi 3, i-Empress ibhala uNikolai kwibhidi: "Intanda yam, mphefumlo wam, mntwana wam, umntwana wam, - indlela intliziyo yam ikukopha intliziyo yakho kuwe! Ndiyaphambana, ndingawazi ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kwabona bantu bangamakhuhlane abanokuzisa umntu ukuba abe ngqokelela. "
Kwaye ngeleta nganye-kude kube sesona siphelo sibi-uthando lwabo luhlala nabo.
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