Mholweni emini nje!
Kumaphepha odidi, sasidla ngokuthetha ngento yokuba iphupha ngumyalezo wesifundo, indlela yokufikelela kwingqondo. Kutsha nje kweza ileta komnye wabafundi base-nimehiti. Ngoncedo lwayo, siza kuzama ukufumanisa ukuba yeyiphi imiyalezo ekufuneka siyibonile ngokwenyani, kwaye yintoni ekufuneka siyikhumbule.
Kufanelekile ukuthi iphupha, esiya kuthi siyekisa, liphupha ngenxa yesono. "Ixesha lokudalwa" - iminyaka eli-10. Kodwa umbhali weleta usakhumbula eli phupha.
"Lala Indiphuthe kumgama omde, ekufileni komyeni wethu nomyeni wakhe, ngoko ke sasingatshatanga nabantu.
Isikhululo seMetro, abantu bancinci kakhulu, isikhululo ngokwayo siluhlobo oluthile lwegrey. Kuphela ziindlela ezimnyama kuphela kunye netonela emnyama. Ndimi embindini wesitishi kwaye ndibone ukuba umyeni uyaphuma kwizitepsi. Kwaye ndiyayityawula, ayicimi, inyuke ngaphezulu kwezinyuko ngakumbi. Kwaye ndiyakhumbula iingcinga zam ngalo mzuzu: "Ukuba uthe wafa, uya kuhlala eyam." Kwaye ndoyikisa kwaye ndavuke kwezi ngcinga.
Nali iphupha elinje ngomda weminyaka elishumi. Ndizamile ukuqiniseka ngokwam. Ngelo xesha, ndiye ndathatha umbono wam wokuba ndingamthemba ukuba ubudlelwane bethu yayilixesha nje elifutshane. Ngaphandle kwawo onke amagama malunga nothando, akukho kuphindaphindwayo.
Kwaye kutshanje ndalikhumbula iphupha, ndiyisondeza into yokuba uMarble, ukubanda, onesidima, kodwa akaphili. Faka imibala yengca, i-gonenel emnyama, apho kungekho nto yokukhanya ekupheleni. Imeko iyathetha ngokuphelelwa lithemba.
Kwaye ke ndicinga ukuba kwakuyimfuneko ukumamela, ubuthongo bam, imvakalelo yam kunye nenxalenye, hayi ukumisela ubudlelwane ngayo nantoni na. Ukunyamezelana kakhulu, ukuxolela, zibeke kuwe. Kuphela ukungashiywa. Mhlawumbi ubomi bebunokubangela ngokwahlukileyo. Kwaye uzinike ithuba lokufumana uthando. "
Kufanelekile ukuthi le leta ichukunyiswe ngoxinzelelo lwakhe kunye nokungena. Ngenxa yokuthobela ukubonakala kunye nokunyaniseka kombhali, sinokuthi iphupha liphantse lagqitywa. Kukho enye "kodwa" - ukwazi kwethu kwenza ukuba igqitywe ngokupheleleyo.
Ngoku masijike kuhlalutyo lokulala. Ephupheni, intombazana ifa iqabane lakhe elingamjongi nakumagqabi.
I-enatirites ephupheni "ekhethiweyo" ayinazithuba. IMetro, i-tunnel luhlobo oluthile lwe-dughon. Kungacinga ukuba iphupha libonisa ukuba "ubunzulu", ngaphandle kokungacacanga, izibini zezinto ezinkulu azikwazi ukuthetha.
Mhlawumbi "umphezulu" kulula kubo, kodwa xa kufikwa kwimihlaba yobudlelwane, ke ayisakhiwanga.
Eli phupha liyishumi elidlulileyo. Mhlawumbi ngelo xesha iphupha langqinwa yinyani yokuba ubudlelwane bokuba ubudlelwane abusomelela ukuba imixholo "enzulu" isavalwa yi-grebble, yonke "inyani" kunye nokungabonakali.
Ngoku masijike kwiingcinga zeqhawe ephupheni. Ukuba uthe wafa, ndohlala lwam, Umnqweno wokugcina ubudlelwane obubalulekileyo kuzo zonke iindleko, ndicinga ukuba kuqhelekile ukuba uninzi. Njengomntu we-lyrical, ndingatsho ukuba ezo ngcinga azithethi ukuba umnqweno wokufa ngokwasemzimbeni wokwenene. Endaweni yoko, ithetha ngomnqweno wokuthandabuza ubuhlobo. Umntu othandekayo noguqukayo unokucela umngeni, xamba, uyathandabuza amathemba, de ufune inkululeko kwaye uhambe. Ngenxa yokuba ubudlelwane busindisa, kufuneka 'babulale ": ukwenza, mhlawumbi amandla amancinci, kodwa ngakumbi ngakumbi.
Ndinokucinga ukuba iingcebiso zephupha liziimbila ngelo xesha malunga nomnqweno wokulawula ubudlelwane, ukuze uloyike. Nangona kunjalo, ingqondo yethu esengqiqweni yenza isigqibo esisebenzayo: "Nje ukuba iphupha linzima kakhulu, ke kufuneka ukugqibezela ubudlelwane. Abanathemba. " Esi sigqibo sinokwenziwa, kodwa amaphupha ethu awabinjalo. Mhlawumbi eyona ndlela ilungileyo iya kuba kukwabelana ngeengqwalaselo zabo kunye namava anzima kunye neqabane. Ukunxibelelana, mamela isimo sakhe sengqondo kwinto eyenzekayo, evakalisa imvakalelo efunyenweyo kwaye ithintele iimvakalelo.
Kubalulekile ukuthi ubuthongo busakhunjulwa. Ke, umyalezo wephupha ungqiniwe kwakhona.
Amandla omntu athethe ngokukhululekileyo malunga namava anzima kwaye abuhlungu avula indlela yokwakha ubudlelwane, obufudumeleyo nobufudumeleyo nobufudumeleyo.
Dare!
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UMaria Zngqoskova, ugqirha wezengqondo, ugqirha wonyango kunye noqeqesho lokukhula komntu kwiZiko lokuRhweba uMarika Hazin.