Kutshanje, ikholamu iya kuthunyelwa kumaphupha, enikela ubungqina ngokuhlala ephila kwilahleko, malunga nenkqubo yengqondo ebizwa ngokuba "ngumsebenzi wentlungu". Siyicekise ekukhutshelweni okudlulileyo, ihlala kuphela ukutsho ukuba le yinkqubo engazange ibonwe ngaphambili, echaphazela onke amacala omphefumlo kunye neemvakalelo ezinzima ukuze zisinde. Kwizivakalisi ezininzi esithunyiwe, sasithetha ngento yokuba usizi lusaqhubeka. Kodwa namhlanje bathumela iphupha, elibonisa ukugqitywa kwale nkqubo.
"Mholweni. Ndicela ukuchaza ukuba kuthetha ntoni phupha lam. Kuqala kancinane ngawe. Ndingumhlolokazi. Kwiminyaka emithathu eyadlulayo ndadibana nendoda, kwaye sasinobudlelwane. Kodwa emva kweminyaka emithathu yobomi, kwafuneka abuyele ekhaya, kwaye ngoku sahlulwe ngeeyure ezi-5 zokubaleka ngenqwelomoya. Akafuni ukundivumela ukuba ndihambe ndinikele ukuba ndidibane rhoqo kwiinyanga ezintathu. Ndabhabha kuye ndachitha iintsuku ezi-6 zovuyo apho. Kwaye kwimbuyekezo yam, ndiphupha iphupha, ngokungathi ndihamba nomyeni ofike kade ngokusebenzisa indawo yokwakha ndimxelele ukuba silapha okokugqibela, kuba isicatshulwa sivala. Kwaye phambi kwethu iwindow encinci, kwaye umyeni uzama ukuntywila kuyo, kodwa akasebenzi. Emva koko ndiyayisusa ndiphume esitratweni. Ngaphambili mhle kakhulu - indawo kwaye isibhakabhaka siluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, kwaye wahlala apho. Ndixelele, nceda, ungathetha ntoni iphupha lam kwaye ndidibene ngandlel 'ithile ngesithandwa sam. "
Siphendula kwangoko kumbuzo wokugqibela: Ukulala kuyaqhagamshelwa kuphela ngephupha.
Eli phupha liyinxalenye kuphela kwaye lifanekisela isibakala sokuba wahlukana nenyani nendoda yakhe. Nikela ingqalelo kwiisimboli zokulala: farewell kumyeni wakho, ixesha lokugqibela lihamba kunye. Ayinakukhala efestileni, njengoko ihambile. Akanakubuya umva kwaye aphile. Kodwa ukuphupha kuyaqhubeka ukuphila, kuvula ucango kwaye kuya kwihlabathi. Uya kuhlala. Oku kuthetha ukuba ngandlel 'ithile iqhawe lethu laqhagamshelwa ngokuthi ngandlel' ithile iqhagamshele ngokwengqondo nobudlelwane. Mhlawumbi inkqubo iphele, kwaye iyakwazi ukwahlula kwixesha elidlulileyo kwaye iqhubeke.
Akunakwenzeka ukuba idityaniswe ngqo nomthandi, kodwa mhlawumbi ukubonakala kwakhe ebomini akuyonto ethile. Uthando ngamandla amakhulu, okwangoku kwi-shower kunye nomzimba, ukukwazi ukuvusa kuxinzelelo olunzima kunye nokubuya kwepeyinti ebomini. Siwela eluthandweni, nako, ayisiyongxaki. Sisebenzisa la mandla ukuba sijikeleze, sivuke. Jonga ukuthanda umntu: Ubhabha, amehlo avutha, ethanda ithemba ngomphetho, kwanaxa izifo zibuyela umva. Mhlawumbi umntu othanda ngoku olapha kwelinye icala lehlabathi, wayefuneka kulowo vuko. Kodwa eyona nto iphambili kukuba iphupha lephupha lisithi, elikwaziyo ukuhlala kwaye liphawula iipenji zobomi.
Ndiyazibuza ukuba uphupha ntoni? Imizekelo yamaphupha akho ethunyelwa ngeposi: [email protected]. Ngendlela, amaphupha kulula kakhulu ukuveza ukuba kwileta eya kumhleli uya kubhala iimeko ezingaphambili zobomi, kodwa okona kubaluleke kakhulu - iimvakalelo kunye neengcinga zelixesha lokuvuka kweli phupha.
UMaria Dyachkova, ugqirha wezengqondo, ugqirha wosapho kunye noqeqesho olukhokelayo kwiZiko loQeqsho loQhulelo loQeqesho lweMarika Khazin