Russian Kate Moss - so many call the young actress Natalia Bardo. Indeed, whether the circumstances of personal life influenced Natalia, or staying in Mecca of all the stars Hollywood, but some sophistication and chic appeared in it. Three years ago, the girl met the director Marosi Waisberg, the novel was rapid and bright - and now they are already a family, raising the son of Eric. But contrary to the problem, that becoming the wife of the director - for the actress, it's like pulling out a happy ticket, it turns out that this is not. About why Natalia refused to Hollywood projects, as became a victim of a medical error and why I decided to revise the life priorities - in an interview with the atmosphere magazine.
- Natalia, look relaxed, wounded. Tell us how you spent the summer.
"It was beautiful, but not easy, because in May we started shooting the second season of the" dear crew "for the CTC. I went to Peter, and almost all summer I spent there on the set. Surprisingly, this year the weather was completely uncharacteristic for this city. Only on the first shooting day was cool, and I even asked a warm jacket. I was told that from the first season there was a down junior, offered to bring it to the set. But the next day the temperature rose to thirty degrees, and all summer stood the heat, the down jacket was not needed. The shifts were not easy: in the pavilion is stuffy, and we are in the form: the poult, the cap - everything is as expected. At some moments, my partner Alexei Chado even forgot the text, because the brain melted from the heat. At the same time, it was great: we lived in Repino, at the Finnish bay, and in your free time sunk there on the beach on the sand. And of course, the second season seemed to me rich more interesting. My character Polina Ovechkin appeared a love line. I still feel sorry that everything ended - we have a very cool team gathered. I hope the audience will like the series, and they will want to continue history.
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- Three months is a long time when there is a small child. How did you transfer the separation from the family?
- Of course it is hard. Constantly on the phone: How is the house there, is everything good? In general, on the one hand, the acting profession is amazing and wonderful, because you can try on various images, for some time to live another life. But there is also a reverse side, because quite often you have to leave in the cinema-offspension, being away from home. The other day I will give a master class and want to ask people who come there: why do you want to become actors? Most think that our life is a solid fairy tale: the actors look great, their fashionable designers are dressing them, they get decent fees. But in fact, there is another: shifts for twelve hours, complex household conditions and unstable earnings, and most importantly - separation with family. Even if I am in Moscow, I leave early in the morning, when the son is still waking up, but I come late in the evening when he is already sleeping. So it turns out that you first are so striving for success, you want to take place in the profession, you forget about everything, and then you realize that the happiest memories are connected with family, close, relatives, child. I thought about taking Eric with myself on shooting, but the baby is not a package with food. This is a person who needs attention and care and to which the relevant conditions need to be organized for a comfortable life.
- Do you somehow try to adjust the working schedule?
- Now I began to choose, I refuse many projects. From my thirty years, fifteen I just work non-stop, I don't think about how many hours I sleep, that I eat, how long has not been on vacation. But I begin to understand that you should not be killed at work. It is necessary to find time for both husband, and for a child, and for mom. With friends at least occasionally meet.
- Especially - if we talk about earnings - the status of a married woman allows a man to rely on a man.
"I myself got used to work, and I even somehow unusual and strange to rely on a man." Probably, this is my problem big. We have so much in our family that everyone for himself. But I know if something happens, Marius will definitely support me.
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- After all, there is even a concept of maternity leave, when a woman can sit with the baby for three years.
"When I gave birth, Marius said:" Natasha, there is a lot there are a lot: in three months you play a stripper in the movie "Night shift". Do not forget about it and go to the gym. " (Laughs.) On Tom my maternity leave and ended. Indeed, during pregnancy I scored twenty-three kilograms. And therefore, it was very strong enough: sometimes I had three or four workouts per day. It was not easy to come into the form. And in general, all this period was held in some bustle. I did not even notice what was pregnant. Until the fifth month I was shot, then I left America, there I gave birth and after three months I came again on shooting. I think it is necessary to give birth to how to enjoy your position. (Laughs.)
- I read that I also had a problem with health.
- Yes, it was horror simply. I was engaged in my ballet in my childhood and injured my knee. And when training with a balletmaster began again, the injury reminded himself. Once I was not even able to take a rehearsal due to severe pain. And so I discharged at the reception to one very famous doctor in Moscow, whom I strongly recommended. From his mouth I heard an absolutely scary diagnosis: necrosis of bones. He said: "The operation will not help. Rejoice that it is not cancer. " Three months I just died morally, eaten calcium tons, or went with a stick, or moved on a wheelchair - Marosi drove me. At some point, the husband said: "What a nonsense, you are only twenty-eight years old! We must consult with someone else. " And we flew to Los Angeles.
- And here you no longer walked for advice?
- Walked, but no one decided to refute the diagnosis of the "medical shine". When we flew to America, the professor simply took my wand and thrown out. He said the funny phrase that I leave his office on my two. It turned out that the whole thing is that I am very thin and my joints do not withstand such a serious physical activity. Here are such medical errors, and these three months were just bought out of my life. Every evening I cried, thought how to live further. Even I was going to tell Marius that I do not want to be a burden for him.
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- terrible tests. This is the entire role of strippers - it was not necessary to lose weight so actively.
- Probably. And the most offensive thing is that my chic dance on the pylon, to whom I, in fact, was preparing, Marius eventually changed. I decided that it would be much better if we were making a sensual flamenco. Moreover, I have already twelve training on this pylon.
- What is the complex character of the director.
- He is a professional in his case, and that's right. But if you look from the part, my life is a solid adventure. Then one thing, then another. And very rarely, I can just sit on a sofa with a book and disconnect from all problems. I have an infinitely calling the phone - I already called the most quiet melody on the call, so as not to shudder each time. I am a rusky, active. Now in parallel I am engaged in my business, which I'm not talking about anyone. But, apparently, there is some limit. I am all the time in work, and, in fact, I have never had a real holiday. Even when my family and I traveled somewhere abroad, I always performed as an organizer, the clerk of all the problems and could not relax. And with some time I began to dream about one to go on a journey. Dreamed, visualized the picture, as I walk on the beach, bathe in the sea, - and fifteen days ago it happened! I flew to the Maldives. Mom asked me: what will you do there? I said: leaving me! I just want to relax, get on the sand, read the three my favorite books finally: "Hollywood", "Swing time", "Lady Lady Chatterley". I drive them with me on shooting to read in the break, but all the time someone or something disrupts. And when you are a few thousand kilometers from Moscow, you can't solve any problems, you become useless for society and at the same time granted yourself. (Smiles.) In the hotel, people looked at me like a crazy: I came for breakfast and for dinner, alone sunbathe and read the books, herself photographed herself. (Laughs.)
- Liked to be alone, yes?
"Yes ... I just didn't want to leave." She flew on the plane, listened to music - and suddenly at some point realized and frightened the thoughts that I was so good one. This is a catastrophe.
- Each of us sometimes needs to be alone with you.
- In fact, I got a huge pleasure. I made masks for the hair, smeared with all my creams that I pressed on the set and who were standing for a long time without a business, read and just lay on the beach, swam, ate everything that wanted. So it charged emotionally, I came to a completely different person. Colleagues were surprised: "Natasha, what happened to you, you laugh!" Recently, I was in some terrible state of chronic fatigue, I slept very badly, even saw antidepressants. Of course, in many ways it was connected with the postpartum depression, and with a tense working schedule, and health. Now it was understood that it would be time to slow down the pace. We must live for yourself sometimes, just to stay a woman. I remember, there was an interesting moment at the "Kinotavra" - I fled somewhere along the corridor in a lush beautiful dress and literally faced our casting director, who stopped me and said: "Natasha, look at yourself. Where are you rushing? In such dresses, people move differently. " I remembered these words.
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- In general, you still need to learn to live a moment.
- Yes exactly. Only on the seventh day of staying in the Maldives, I raised my head, looked at the sky and saw what stars there! I forgot when the last time did it. It is impossible to spend your whole life in a hurry, you need to be able to pause.
"We met three years ago, when you just started communicating with Marius." Globally that this person brought to your life?
- Child. (Smiles.) He also wants joint creativity, wants me to be filmed in his projects. So, believes in me and I like me as an actress. Everyone knows that Marius will not take a person who spoils him a picture. For him, the profession at some moments is becoming more expensive than family connections. He will not invite me to the role, if doubt that I cared. He has many new projects in front, in which I am not busy. And I am insanely glad: maybe, then people will stop saying that the husband promotes my career ... You remembered our interview three years ago. I also want to ask a question: how do you think I have become different?
- You are now adult and responsible, then there was a feeling that just a girl flying, in love ...
- Yes, a little bit, I miss that ease. A child appeared, and it seems to be nothing, I have changed, I am in the same set and even better look, but I think more about the consequences of my actions. I constantly turn around: what I say, I do, where I go and do I need there. If before I dreamed of jumping with a parachute, now I will never do it. What if I fall, breaking - what then will be with my child? He is very tied to me. We and I do not talk about it in detail in the interview, do not show the photo. Although our kid is just an angel, very pretty. But people, because they will see his pictures, nor hot cold. And for me it is a deed: share your secret. This responsibility binding prevents carelessly to enjoy life, only gradually I start to clean it ease, get used to my current position that I am a wife and mom. Plan your day so that everyone is satisfied, and sometimes allow themselves moments of joy.
- Natasha, and there were problems related to the child?
- He is still very small. Thank God, healthy, is the main thing. It already understands that mom and dad work, and rejoices when he sees us. I adjust to his regime, I try when it appears the opportunity to come back home. We have a nanny, and my mom helps. So I have everything under control, I am a very organized person, no wonder in the family is called a top manager. (Laughs.)
- Is it really always in terms of plan?
- Yes, surprising, but it is. I also sometimes infuriates this planning. But I already know what kindergarten will go and where our son will learn.
- And you did not have a temptation stay in Hollywood? Still, the "dream factory".
- Not. Moreover, if the actors are usually answering this question like this: "Why am I there, there are many people," then I say simple: no, I do not want. I had the opportunity to act in Hollywood, I was offered two projects. One demanded serious sporting preparation, and I started training. Marius still laughed that from the disabled I immediately turned into a ninja. (Laughs.) My English is non-ideal, but there was a few text. I even boast of three girlfriends: "Imagine, I was invited to the Hollywood picture." In general, it became to read the script, prepare, and then returned to Moscow and realized that I did not want to leave anywhere. I love my language, the city in which I was born, I have a mom, friends, and work at least debugs. Although many probably consider me crazy. Because I really have the opportunity to live there and work: there is a house necessary for residence permits, even my knowledge of the language is enough to play some roles, but I do not want, not interesting.
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- Not at all like it?
- I liked it, very. I adore Los Angeles. Not so long ago gave an interview to one edition on the topic of travel and favorite places - and one of them, of course, Los Angeles. That year I spent there was magical. And I do not mind to go there. Many of our friends live into two countries: summer spend in Moscow, winter in Los Angeles. But I don't want to leave there. Although three years ago I could not think to give up adventure. (Smiles.)
"Mousse, explaining why he shoots comedies, he said that he had a mentality, he sees the world in the rainbow light. Are you an optimist too?
- Yes, optimist ... Although realist. (Laughs.) In fact, I taught my mother. I ask her: "Mom, how to live on? Products are becoming more expensive, the dollar grows, sanctions. Would you leave? " She laughs: "No. There will be nothing to eat - grow potatoes. " Adaptation to the situation helps to relax. I am such a person: despite that I drive to Porshe, peacefully sit in the "Lada", I can live in a five-star hotel, and in the trailer without any amenities on the set. We used to live well, and I was familiar to everything.
- Although it usually happens on the contrary: people who had a difficult childhood, reaching a certain material level, are afraid to lose it.
- And I miss our removable apartment. (Laughs.) Emotions are important to me: I like to live and feel differently. This is my life, and I love everything happens in it. This is an adventure: today, tomorrow is different. I try to have fun.
- It turns out you with Mousse, there are no point of contact in the past.
"Yes, he was born in a full-fledged family, my parents divorced (while we still helped the dad-disabled). Marius lived at the new Arbat, and I am in Butovo, in the "Oder", where we ourselves dispose wallpaper. At the age of twenty, he moved to Los Ange-Forest, began to engage in a film industry, and I washed the floors in our removable apartment, because Mom worked all the time and did not have time to do something in the housework. Of course, we had a different life.
- And yet you say what's similar.
- Yes, energetically. We both cheerful, always wake up in a good mood. Both are fascinated by their profession, love friends, companies, we like to dance. Many things unites us. We are as a whole. To confess, did not even think that it happens.
- He is the person who can be entrusted absolutely everything?
- I think to tell my husband about everything is absolutely optional. I want to stay for him a mystery. And he must be a predator (laughs) - at least some role-playing games should be stored on the mental level. Even despite the fact that we are not the first year together and bring up a child. I trust Marius, but everything is good in moderation. This is my motto. In general, we have such relationships that I do not have to think about them. It means everything is OK.
- You said that you are called a top manager in the family. Hold your husband too under control?
- Here I have no time to do. (Laughs.) He keeps himself under control. He has a lot of work, he constantly in his thoughts, creative plans. Sometimes even I suggest him to relax, go somewhere, meet friends. So I control everything except her husband. Therefore, probably, he considers me a wise woman. (Laughs.)
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- Do you share work and personal?
"At first we played a little about it: here we, two creative personalities, met, we must now support each other. "I have such a difficult scene, advise how it is better to play?" - "What do you think about this idea in the script?" Then everything went, there is no time or forces. Although, of course, if necessary, we can always contact each other. Creative disputes happen. I remember, each desperately argued his opinion, what director can be called ingenious. But in the end, somewhere in half a year re-raised this topic and it turned out that somehow we came to a common opinion.
- was the Marius project, in which you wanted to get, and he refused?
- While this was not. First, I am an adequate person and understand that some roles are not for me. Then Marius works in partnership with other people, we remove the samples and send them to producers. He will never take such responsibility: this is my wife - and she will be filmed. Does not like to push someone by Blat. Yes, I myself am. Therefore, we respect each other.
- And it happens that other directors refuse to you because of the fact that you are Marius's wife?
- In fact yes. In a couple of places, I was unambiguously hinted. Even a little in itself became. Maybe Marius also understands this and thinks about how to help me.
- Are you comfortable in the comedy genre?
- For me, drama is not only tears, it's about people, their feelings, attitude to each other, to the world. When we shot the first season of the "dear crew", there were a lot of jokes, jokes, really funny situations. I received pleasure from filming and thought that comedies were mine. But in the second season, the story became deeper, my heroine had real experiences. And I realized that I was much more interesting to play. It is important for me all that happens to people, and the drama is closer to me.
- Does this mean that in the future your creative ways can dispense?
- Of course, they can. I even hope so. (Laughs.) To shoot the same woman annoying. Let him appear with other muses.