Jan Krainov - the girl is not only spectacular, but also purposeful. In seventeen years, it was not afraid to leave the house in Jurmala to another country to become an actress. As a student in Vgik, he starred at Karen Shahnazarov in the film "The disappeared empire", and success she brought the television series "Diary of Dr. Zaitseva", where she played a major role. "Citizen Katerina", "Flying Crew", "Gadalka" - her career develops. But, as Yana is recognized, she still has a balance between work and personal relationships. Until now, love was like an outer, from which sometimes it is not easy to nourish. Details - in an interview with the magazine "Atmosphere".
- Yana, what do you think, why do you love actresses from the Baltic in Russia?
- It is necessary to look deep into the history, when there was still a Soviet Union. Baltic then was considered a kind of Europe, but close, accessible. Lovely Viya Artman, Lilith Ozolinas - they really differed in some charm. Then the people always think something: and the mascara in the Baltic States, and the spirits of "Dzintars", and elegant stockings - there was a certain fler. (Laughs.) I think it remained another memory of the times that the Baltic actresses seem to be close, but at the same time attractive and mysterious.
- You are Russian, but for a long time they lived in Jurmala. Did it somehow affect the mentality?
- Yes, you can say, I lived half aim. Born in Latvia, walked to the Latvian kindergarten, graduated from Latvian music school, I am an absolutely bilingual child. And although my dad is Russian, and Mom Ukrainka, but the environment affects us. I came from kindergarten and asked: "Mom, give me a plascater." And she corrected: "Not a plaque, but a plaster." And only a few years later, we found out that the plascistry of Latvian means a plaster, and the child does not share languages, and it was not clear to me why Mom, an adult, straightens me? I am a really bilingual child, and this is reflected in everything: in the way of thinking, knowledge of the world. How my teacher was joking in Vgika Julia Zhgzzova (daughter of the legendary George Zhorshova), "You as our among others, someone else's among their". And the share of truth is there. And in Riga, I did not feel like a real lady, and it was allocated here on a general background. But now, when I reached a certain age, I found some experience, I understand that such perceptions I am more likely in Plus.
"We were young, a lot of pain caused each other"
Photo: Olga Yengibarova
- During her studies at the Institute, the increased attention was noticed?
- If there was an interest, then positive: "Oh, you're from Latvia! What about? Well, tell me
Something in Latvian. " (Smiles.) Until now, on the castings, when I say that I was born in Jurmala, immediately unambiguous reaction: "Of course, I look, the appearance of your Baltic." Yes, I think the wind inflated. (Laughs.) Latvian blood in me is not, but the structure of the face is still changing from how we pronounce sounds. And since I told a lot in Latvian, English, German, apparently, this was reflected in appearance.
- In the student years, you probably enjoyed popular among classmates of the opposite sex?
- I will say this: I have always been popular. (Laughs.) But all the years of study I was in a long relationship. It was my first love, a guy from Riga, like me. I entered VGIK, and he was in the financial institution in St. Petersburg, and lived in two cities. Then, of course, this story ended - and hearts were broken. Everyone chose his development path. But we were young, broke firels, a lot of pain caused each other.
- Do not communicate now?
"We communicate, but he needed almost ten years of silence to digest all this, to realize." He was very offended. The first years after our rupture, I consistently congratulated his happy birthday - and the answer I was silence. But I could not otherwise: this is my native person, my first love, we were together for four years. I wanted to write him some kind of warm, good wishes. And then suddenly the last summer he answered. Said: "If you don't mind, let's meet." I replied that it was always open for communication. And here we met and talked, probably six hours. It is so valuable, so cool - again find each other! He has a family, children, I met his wife. We grew up, forgot their past resentments and can communicate already on another level. It turned out that, having met so many years later, we passed similar stages of development, were interested in alone. To speak the language of the market, self-development - now the trend. A person must understand something about psychology, astrology, to pass any spiritual practices. And here we are talking - and it turns out that he also knows what Human design and a rave card is. (Smiles.) I will tell you more: only such advanced men and come into my life now. It does not matter - from the past they or these are new acquaintances. If you watched my instagram, then I probably noticed Hashteg: "You attract what you radiate." As soon as someone from my acquaintances begins to complain: I can't meet and why I come across some assholes, I want to say: "Take yourself!". And if you start working on yourself, you will attract a person at its level. I also do not think that it has reached a high level of self-development, there is always something to strive for.
"He took him almost ten years of silence to realize everything, to digest. He was very offended by me"
Photo: Olga Yengibarova
- What?
- In general, this is a search for harmony in itself, understanding its needs and desires. We are accustomed to living in other people's scenarios. We need a volitional effort to throw off false views, say: stop game. Now I will do what I want. As a rule, it does not voluntarily happen - there is some event when it hurts you. You stay alone, among the ruins, absolutely unprotected and choose: where to go on. But the pain can become a point of development, impulse to move up.
- What was the strongest disappointment for you?
- For a woman, it is always a personal story. In a certain state of love, the charm is building yourself, and the person is not really like that. You came up with him, painted and deceived.
- Previously, in an interview, you said that you had a long relationship with the guy with whom you met in the Theater Studio.
- Yes, this is my second love. We were together for eight years. It so happened that these were also a relationship at a distance: he is in Riga, I'm in Moscow. I did not pass, apparently, that first lesson. (Smiles.) We experienced a lot together: my release from the institute and the first terrible year after it, when I did not know what to do next, where to work, how to live. And we seem to be spiritually together, but are physically in different cities. But sometimes you just need a close man to hug you and said: everything will be fine. I remember: slush, March, I stand in Chertanov, where I just removed the room, and call him. Then there was not yet smartphones, only Skype at home, on the computer. If you need to quickly call, you get on terrible roaming. And I gain his number and through tears I start saying that I feel bad, lonely, scary, and we have not talked for several days. And he is a musician, such an artist by nature, he has a completely different perception of time. He is surprised absolutely sincerely: was it really a few days? And I remember, I told him the phrase: "Please do not lose me" ...
"Slush, March, I stand in Chertanov, where I just removed the room. I am typing his number and say that I feel bad, lonely, scary"
Photo: Anastasia Railleva
We survived the death of my dad. If not my favorite, I don't know what would happen to me, because I needed to support my mother. When I flew home, in Latvia, and saw her face, the toggle switch immediately switched: I forbade myself to cry. But the trouble does not come alone, there were immediately the swelling of the documents that fake documents on our apartment back in the nineties. We could not privatize it. When Dad was alive, he walked through the courts and fought - and did not touch us. And here half a year - no resistance. Fraudsters cut down that the situation changed, and began to put pressure on us, to mom. After all, it is a jurmala, a tight piece. Our apartment was in the house across the road from the sea, near the concert hall "Dzintari". We even began to browse real estate ads, thought, can buy another apartment, but everything was unrealistic. The familiar lady, a lawyer, advised to pull the time - in the courts and correspondence can pass for several years. As a result, leaving the situation in suspended state, I flew to Moscow on the shooting of the second season "Diary of Dr. Zaitseva". And about a month later, Mom called: in one of the ads marked by us, the price fell by a third! I say: "So we consider our money! The fee from 'Dr. Zaitseva ", your accumulation, mom, how much we miss?". And lacked half. And then my young man went to these Deltsi: "You understand that we have as a zanoz in the ass, we will be sued and let's not give up just like that. We lack so much to buy an apartment. " And they agreed! It was one of my most cool roles: to play a girl who disassembled in all these affairs, confident in himself, famous. Hide your fear, come to these guys and a business, in Latvian, negotiate. That's where my studies were useful in the theater! (Laughs.) And yet we have been told this transaction with my young man! Mom now lives in his apartment, across the road from the sea, only in two stations away.
- And the reason for parting with the beloved again is that no one wanted to change the location of the dislocation?
- First yes. I just got everything to develop, Zaitseva shot, I went to Hollywood for the Ivanna Chabbak courses, we can say, began to open new horizons in the profession. And he, on the contrary, the decline happened - moral, material, value. And we are near, be wiser, older may have managed to survive it. But we are as it is. By the time, when he finally decided to move to Moscow, I had all overwhelmed. I understood that the new stage of difficulties would come here. No one will offer him everything and immediately on a saucer with a blue car. And I have already completely internal resources to maintain it morally. Much earlier it was necessary to let each other. And I said: Do not come.
- did not even try ...
- Everything has a limit. My came exactly then. And for him it has become good motivation. When we broke up, immediately and the crisis passed, some actions began on his part, development. Maybe it fell to him the thought that you need to leave, and he did not want it, and he felt well there in Riga. Who knows? Often we ourselves do not recognize themselves in their desires.
- What is the lesson?
- My lesson is in vacation. There are such unions in which people overlap each other oxygen. And realizing this, you need to take your ego and shove it where far away, give a person the opportunity to develop, let you and not along the way.
"I understood that a new stage of difficulties would come. No one will offer him everything and immediately on a saucer with a blue burrow. And I said: Do not come"
Photo: Julia Kirikova
- Perhaps you are a single by nature?
- This is a question that I ask myself. I have a better friend with which we are friends with seven years old. She lives in Stockholm, I am in Moscow, but it does not interfere with us. And somehow we remembered our puberty. We were three girlfriends, and three - this is such a noger: against whom is friends today? (Laughs.) And she says: "Yanka, I remember that when my dianki and you will argue with you, it's not like anyway. The ideal is so independent, proud, strong. We think: yes she is normal one, she does not suffer from perfectly. " And I remember that my sense of self-sufficiency. But at the same time in relations with men, I, what is called, "sliding", I give a lot of energy. And as a result, it begins to collapse in work. Therefore, I'm looking for a balance. Of course, I want to be implemented as a wife like a mother, but you must first take place professionally. I have quite serious ambitions, and I do not treat my profession as a walking in the office. So now I try not to rush in the relationship as in the Omut with your head. I study take compliments from men, gifts. Remember, our mothers inspired: if Kavaler invited you to a restaurant, then you owe him. Girls, no. He just wanted to spend the evening in your company and treat the Caesar salad. No need to give him for it all immediately. Until the man said: "You are mine, I want to take care of you," you are a free woman, and you can have a lot of fans, I do not mean sex. Talk to go somewhere together, discuss the film, the lecture is the ease of being.
- Do not be afraid that the person who is with you will read and be offended?
"No, I think he feels great." These are my needs at the moment. And if it is reasonable to set out your position, designate the borders, then the mature, conscious person will always be reacted with respect. Previously, I was generally afraid to say "no" - what if a person is offended, will leave? I still do not always give it easy. But I'm learning. Could not agree, it means everyone will remain at their own.
- By the way, one actress told me that roles also come not just like that, but lay on the inner state.
"I even guess who said it," Ekaterina Olkina.
- from which you met and became friends on the shooting area of the TV series "Gadalka". Did you easily play rivals?
- Yes, we are with Katyusha, what is called, found each other. As soon as they met in the dressing room - immediately began to chat about the girl. (Smiles.) And if we talk about rivalry, it is subconsciously in the female nature laid. Imagine, we are together with Olkina, the rest of the partners and the film crew are men. Of course, involuntarily involve in the struggle for their attention. Suppose you did not put a close-up on me, and put on Olkin - this is enough to play rivals. (Laughs.) But then get out of the frame - and again become a friend.
"In a relationship with men, I, what is called," sliding ". I give a lot of energy there. And, as a result, everything starts to collapse in the work. I'm looking for a balance"
Photo: Julia Kirikova
- And so you got the role of Marina - criminologist, professional, spectacular woman, while internally cold ...
"You said this word -" cold ", and I just had a puzzle. Indeed, at that time I had a not very good emotional state. Externally, you continue to perform your functions: talking to people, smile, and inside ice, emptiness. And at that moment I was approved for the role of Marina - which perfectly performs its work, easily includes sexuality when it is required, but not able to love. Even such a wonderful man as the hero of Misha Porechenkova. Beautiful, cold lady winter. I confess, I would like to see the "fortune tune": at that time I was in excellent physical form, I lost weight on the basis of personal experiences - and as a result I had a tight slender body. If you needed to undress me to the camera, then only at that time. (Smiles.)
- How do you feel about downtime in your work?
- I used to worried very much. Could not be engaged in something else, because I waited: what if they would call for samples? Although it was calmly able to leave for a rest or some knowledge of getting. Now there are no downtime for me. I perceive them as a period for our own development, the ability to try something new. Here recently, my friends with my friends removed the music clip. The director became Valya Lukashchuk, at one time she played a major role in Valeria Gai Germanica in the series "School", and after Vgika graduated from the highest courses of the director Vladimir Khotinenko. And the two of our classmates were connected: Vanya Solovyov became the author of songs and music, and Yura Orlov came as the operator. And we did it, presented a clip on my birthday - and all this was very inspired, I could upheat. All in our hands. I see a lot of positive examples around how people expand their horizons.
- Do you feel the desire to live positively?
- Of course, it forms a relationship to life. You will start the day with negative, everything will go awry. The subconsciousness itself will snatch unpleasant. We will go with you into the same metro car and see completely different people, because we will be configured differently. Start the day with a smile, with good wishes to yourself. Personally, I have been doing yoga every morning for fifteen minutes, I make the easiest set of exercises, it helps me. Again, I am not a wizard, I only study. Who rides us most for weaknesses? Close people. Any other children's complexes get out. Only at the age of twenty-seven years, I ceased to edit myself for just lying on the couch with a book, because my dad always told me: "A smart girl should not be free time." And only recently I said mentally: "Dad, I can afford it, I am a woman. I should not run somewhere all the time and be like a drunk horse. " I annoy with my mother faster. But already a victory that I keep track of such moments and try to control them. Sometimes, however, I do not stand and run to the sea - admire the sunset. The question of fathers and children is one of the most painful. When I reached Zen there, I'll definitely put myself a small statuette of the Buddha. (Smiles.)