"Laura, I love you."
Warm wave of happiness rose from somewhere from the solar plexus, Laura even suspended on the run.
But then the second wave rose from an even greater depth of her body, hung cold, washed away happy warmth.
He loves! And when was fucked to the left, loved too?
The last ten years Laura lived, diving from happiness and despair at the same time. Has lived or tried to live?
Her husband, her beloved Tim, who she was the first ten years of marriage was and loyal wife, and a devoteed by a friend, and passionate mistress, and a caring mother, her Tim on the outcome of the tenth year went into all the grave.
He frowned from the chain. He came home with a smile of a crop cat, smelling out other people's fruitful spirits, and the worst thing - did not hide anything from her!
- Lorochka, you know, all the men are polygamins! And I'm not an exception. Dogulled in youth. But this does not mean anything, I love one of you, and it's just ... call flesh ...
When he for the first time so shamelessly frankly admitted to the treason, Laura just froze. Petrol. In the head swept: kill? To leave? Die?
She was not ready for such a turn of events. Not at all was ready.
Mom told her that he would marry once. Divorce is indecent. Woman should endure.
Mom suffered. Dad walked so that the air ranks. Mom rolled the scandals, beat the opponent's windows, depicted heart attacks, but - tolerated. Did not leave her husband and did not let him go. It lasted long, but to the old age dad came, calmed down, and they healed relatively peacefully. Not counting the periods when Dad went to the sanatorium - and he always went alone, - and Mom got lost the lores with calls, in which jealously reported that "he ordered a double room again in order to" be easier to bring these "...
Laura to himself laughed at these, as she called them, Mexican passions and partly envied parents, who managed to keep feelings before old age. Although sometimes I thought, feelings are this or just a habit, so that someone was near?
In general, leaving married, she was firmly convinced that there would be no change and no scenes of jealousy in her family.
Three haha, as her favorite friend Vika says.
The first ten years were, of course, exemplary. Love-carrot, kisses flowers ... Although now Laura has not been confident anything. Maybe just blinded by love, she did not notice signs of treason? Maybe Tim always walked always?
Lord, so what's the difference, once he changed her or one hundred and thirty one? Does not play if the same Vika is joking. The fact of treason is important.
Although Vika, in their endless conversations at night in the kitchen, usually became side by Tim.
- Lorik, well, you really like a child! Well, call me at least one family, where the man does not walk! Another thing is that not all wives know about it, Tim, of course, could not spread on this topic! And so, Lorik, they are all goats!
Vika knew what he said. At almost fifty, she never was married and never was noticed in any novel. When Laura, who friendly fifteen years old, asked why, Vika was easily and habitually shook:
- I tell you, they are all goats! I'm fine as it is!
Laura tried to introduce her with someone, but Vika was just saddened:
- Is it so that mine also came under the morning with other smells? Thanks for such happiness! And why are everyone so bad when I feel good? Envy, I suppose?
Laura Friege did not envy, although sometimes, of course, I wanted to throw a damn mother and a loved one, despite anything, and an adorable son, and wave somewhere to the line on Kulichki. In Thailand, for example, where, they say, you can live for three kopecks: fruits are cheap, and the entire year you can pass in sundress and flip flops.
Just doing there, in that Thailand? War down from longing in six months ... Is that a couple of weeks to go ...
For the last ten years, Laura did not go anywhere. It was afraid that until she was, Tim just would leave her. On vacation, we went to the whole family on the Black Sea, they lived there in a family quietly, swam, sunk, Tim in front of his son behaved chinno, it was without bumps. But vacation quickly ended, and at home everything was repeated again.
"The humpback and the grave will not make a slim," Vika advised Lore to get used to the established position of affairs and start, finally, and his lover. How much can already be in longing and despondency to spend the best years of life!
"So you say, they are all goats," Laura sluggishly missed. - To her goat and goat's lover? Oh, I do not pull this herd ...
And somehow everything went on and continued. Tim walked, Laura did not kill him nor herself, but something important in it really died. Something living, easy, cheerful ... She gained weight, became less likely to laugh, lost interest in the former hobbies - hikes in the mountains, songs by the fire ... Is it how much guitar didn't she take in hand? And, well, it is clear how much - ten years ...
In Lore, suddenly rose the third, most powerful wave. Rage. Lord, what does she do with him? She, Hochotushka, Pevunya, Easy to rise Laura turned into a thick boring aunt with eyes, full of longing, clinging in his Tim dead grip, as a rescuer drowning ...
But Tim was not at all her rescuer.
On the contrary, he tried it. Topil.
She understood it now.
The man whom she considered the love of his life was her killer. He, like a blue beard, killed Tu Laura, who married him.
Or is it still she herself finished himself?
Laura, disassevily, sat down on a shop where there was already some man with a dog on a leash.
- Do you feel bad, madam? - He alarmed him to her.
It is necessary, madam. How old fashioned and as touching ...
Laura looked at a man with interest. Middle age, intelligent species.
- No, just the head got rolled out.
- Yes, there is no face on you, a darling. It's all heat. It is necessary to moisten the head with water. Do you have water with you?
Water from Laura did not turn out, and an amateur of old-fashioned words led her to his home, where she put on the sofa, made a cold compress, measured the pressure ... Laura obeyed, as in the polushnya. She even took a bit on a comfortable sofa, and she had a hot thailand ...
When Laura felt greedy male hands, string her, she was not surprised and did not indignant. How does Tim say there? Call of flesh? Now check ...