1. About movies
I really want to do something independent. I hate the Commission, which are now inventy and are going to discuss: whether or otherwise is it useful to our state? I do not know whether my little movie is useful? Comrades, answer?!
There were amazing times: you only think about creativity, do not engage in some nonsense, advertising contracts, serials. All this is a fuss, nonsense. I am happy that I have not lost a gust and is ready even for three kopecks, to the phone, shoot your films.
Somehow I did not pay for a long time for a picture of five hundred dollars, I met the producer, my hand was broken, and I tell him: "If you don't pay me, I'll break the second hand now."
Thriller is a very profitable chipberry. People are in a state of pressure, stress. No wonder they say: "If you want to check the essence of a person - make him bad, hurt. And he will appear in front of you real, true. "
My movie is some kind of bed: I do not want to state life, I want something over / under life, my personal version of madness. I like it so much when you take and imitate some parallel reality from nothing. My chamber, author and very personal paintings.
2. About women
Russia is exclusively a female country. And in order not to say that men are standing on all key posts, this country is ruled by an exclusively woman, it holds on women, and she even has a female name - Russia.
Some feminism woke up in me ... Although, perhaps, the era of the matriarchate is already coming to an end, because when the matriarchy comes, there is no wars. Now weird situation, women as if agreed to take part of the duties, and no longer division into male and female. Even the figures in women became physiologically different.
Young girl or an old woman - they always dream of having a beautiful dress. When I studied at school, my mother and I lived on her little salary, and sometimes I could dream of some shoes. Nobody canceled this little story.
And everyone dreams of a beautiful prince, who suddenly finds you and will be so beautiful, thin, touching, talented, and mom will stroke him in her hair, and then it will disappear at the right moment and will not hate you.
3. About beauty
I studied how to be beautiful, looking at the picture in the Tretyakov Gallery, the best museums of Moscow, in black and white cinema. When I was seventeen, we showed whole periods of Italian cinema in the classroom in Vgika. The greatest impression on me was made by the heroine of Michelangelo Antonioni and Federico Fellini. They were not afraid to be "excess" beauties: allowed themselves insane arrows, insane cuts, tight dresses, heels, fur, were luxurious and at the same time elegant.
I always have a low self-esteem for the upbringing of Soviet. And my appearance I was always unhappy, and always worked on her. It should be noted, almost no hopeless appearance. If there are brains, you can turn into a beauty.
In the notion of "beauty" I still invest the concept of "good." Just flawless damnity does not fascinate me. I asked many outstanding men that in their understanding "beautiful woman." And they answered - "kind, loving".
4. About me
I am very afraid of wars, I do not accept them, I do not understand the idea itself - how someone can kill someone. I hope that this moment will not come in my life when I can kill someone for someone. This is the biggest grief that can happen to me.
Crisis I love, they are rejuvenated. When you have no money at all, you can start life from scratch. I remember open the refrigerator, it does not lie there - but immediately thin.
I don't even look at this my definition "manners" because it is already cliché. And you can bind me, vulnerable to me by me. Behind your loved ones can do everything.
Happy is when there is a sake of living, go to breakthroughs-deeds. Love is my only justification in this life, and the meaning of everyone appoints himself.