It all started with the fact that I decided to change the work. She's tired of her. I wanted to explore myself and my life, and not chemical compounds. Where is she my soul? Why are they talking about her, but no one sees it? I'm just a biological genetic machine or am I something more?
I went to search for myself and my love. For this I needed to make a feat. First of all, I figured out my name. I, like you, entered the earthly life through the birth. Parents gave me the name Alexander. They loved me in their own and brought up. They gave me the opportunity to become a chemist-technologist.
In 43 years I learned my heavenly name. My name is Essan. It is given to me by God. Under the vibrations of this name I was created as a person. Today I have a greater extent responding to this name, rather than in the name Alexander. Through the active occupation of parapsychology, I discovered God. He creates a person for love, joy and creativity.
"My God, I was created for love. I can love truly. But who am I? I do not remember anything. How do I understand in confusing earthly life. My God, I want to know myself and my life. Please, begging, become my teacher. I want from your mouth to hear the truth about what is a person. I am ready to watch and see. Listen and hear. I am ready to communicate with you without intermediaries. "
It was understood that the human soul could be divided into two parts: male and female. The carrier of one part of the soul is a man. The carrier of another part of the soul is a woman. Therefore, a man and a woman created by God for each other are in the search. They wish to gain integrity. They wish to become a man.
Divine Triangle and Mystery of Love
In the top of the triangle is God. God is a man who created you personally. You were created in an atmosphere of love and for love. And therefore today you are a source of love inside the universe. You fill it with your love. You will find your love in the center of your soul.
At the base of the triangle are a man and a woman. They look at each other. Between them there is an information relationship that you can feel. Love begins when a man and woman, created by God, begin to exchange pieces of fire shining in the center of the soul. This is the fire of love.
Transferring each other a fire of love, a man and a woman every moment admit to each other in love. Therefore, love is the process of fighting the fire of love from the male soul to female and back. This process can only be inside a person. You can truly love each other a man and a woman created by God for each other.
A man and a woman have the opportunity to communicate with God without intermediaries. They ask him questions and get answers from him. I am grateful to God for the fact that he opened me the secret of love. I understood and realizing that I needed to find my half. But how to do it when billions of women live on the planet?
Love for yourself and life
God helped me find my half. We now live together. We are husband and wife. We fully feel like a man. The name of my half of the saline. She came to me as a teacher. I explained her phenomenon of love. She allowed himself a new look at himself and his life.
For a long time we could not recognize the fact that we were halves in relation to each other. A nine years after acquaintance and active communication in consultations and in the cafes, we decided to go in a joint life. We took the truth and did not resist her. We realized that they were created by God for each other.
We love themselves and life. This love exists like light inside us. We found love in our entirety in our consciousness. We made another discovery. Consciousness is not a brain function. It is like the soul is created by God and is a set of our personal qualities. The soul and consciousness are created by God in heaven, that is, on other levels of being.
Successful life
Each of us understands success in its own way. For someone - this is a lot of money, house, cottage and new car. For someone - this is the generation of new ideas that change life on Earth. In my understanding, success is the fulfillment of the task that is supplied to you by God. In particular, this is the task of correcting the errors that we did in the past. It's time for reconciliation with those whom we were offended in other lives and humiliated.
Together with their half salts, I, Essan, created a modern system of knowledge about the world and a person who allows you to find an answer to any question. We know how the world is arranged. We know how a man works. And today we share with you your understanding of love and life.
Instead of pre-school
Once at 17 in Leningrad, I dreamed of studying chemistry in all its manifestations. And when I say today that love must be looking inside the flesh, I shake the slightly shoulders and answer: "Inside the flesh you will find your own, so-called physiological love. This is not love. These are your internal hormonal reactions on who you want to enter into a relationship. The real love for your half, to myself and life you will find in your mind. "