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Diary yemukadzi wake
Sophia mafuta. Rudo uye bongozozo. Diaries ya1910. - M: "abc", 2013.
"Revhitiko Nikolayevich, murume wangu, akapa madhirikisi ake ese kubvira 1900. C. Chertkov ndokutanga kunyora bhuku nyowani rondedzero ikoko, kushanyira Chertkov, kwaakaenda kunoshanyira June 12. Muchidimbu icho, chaakatanga kunyora kubva ku Chertkov, uyo waakandipa kuti ndiverengere, nenzira yanonzi: "Ndiri kuda kurwa naSonya zvakanaka nerudo." Kurwa ?! Zvokubata nazvo kana ndamuda kwazvo kupisa uye zvakanyanya kana mumwe wepfungwa dzangu, kunetseka kumwe - kuti ave akanaka ... "
Iko kuguma kwemuchato weimba yeShumba tolstoy nemukadzi wake Sophia Andreevna inyaya yekuti zvese zviri munyika zvakanyatsoita sei. Rudo rwavo rusingaperi rweumwe neumwe rwakanga rusiri risina makore uye vasina kujairika. Pamakore ekupedzisira ehupenyu hwemunyori, hukama hwavo hwave hunorwadza, hutsinye hwekuzvisanzwisisana zvakakwana. Uye izvi mushure memakore mana gumi nemaviri ekugara pamwe chete, mushure mekushumirwa - zvimwe hauzofonera basa raSofia Andrevna mumuchato uyu unoshamisa. Zvinozivikanwa kuti Munyori we "Hondo uye nenyika" haana kufungidzira mhuri dzisina vana, uye hupenyu hwake hwakawanda hwaive hwepamuviri hwaive hwepamuviri kana achangobva kuberekwa. Akabereka vana 13! Zvinozivikanwa kakawanda akafara nemabasa ake mazhinji akasiyana ... Sheeri, akapfurwa, aigona kuenda kupurazi rakakura, akanyora nhetembo dzeTolstoy pachayo uye akataura mukati Dhinda, Aitarisirwa Nevana Vake uye Akarwara Nhengo, akatora mifananidzo ... Ichinyatsoita kuti muna 1910, sekunge kunyorera murume wedzidziso, kuti anyore muDhiary: "kuti ndaneta sei nebasa rake re Zvitendero zvekunamata uye mudzidzisi, sezvo akaneta nazvo! " Iyo GAP uye kudzoreredza kubva kuChechi yeRussian Orthodox yeTollstoy Sophia Andfoy Stovna Yakanyanya Kunzwisisa - Kunyangwe Ainge Achiita Pfupi Muzvimedu akatsigira mukadzi / mukadzi wake.
Tolstoy yakavenga iyo yakasarudzika yewasnication yehupenyu, UKLADE; Sophia Andreevna zvinhu kwaari muDhiary: "Uye haadi sei, iwe unoda iyi yeumbozha?" Chiremba - yehutano uye nehanya; Machina maviri kunyora uye maviri tsamba - yeMagwaro eshumba nicol.; Bulgakov - Zvekunyorerana; ILYA VASELEVIV - Lackey yeKutarisira Kwemurume Asina Simba. Mubiki akanaka - kune isina kusimba dumbu reshumba h-a. Kuomarara kwese kwemugodhi wemari, mapurazi, kudhinda mabhuku - zvese zvinondiranga, kuti hupenyu hwese hwapihwa kushumba zita rekuti. Dzikama, kuve nyore uye nekuvaraidza kwebasa rake. "
Uye mukadziwai? "Uye zvakadaro handikwanise kutenda kuti iye ane huni ..." anozvinyora muna 1884 - paakatanga kuda kubuda mumba. Nguva dzinoverengeka mumakore makumi maviri nematatu anotevera, achaedza kusiya kujekesa kwakajeka naKotomka - kudzamara pakupedzisira mashizha. Kurambwa kwechirongwa chekaruva uye kurerutsa kupfupika kweimba ndiko kudzvanywa - heino imwe yeanonyanya kupokana kwevakaroora.
Uye zvino isu tine kuguma kwezvavo zvakajairika kufungidzira - "Sophia Tolstaya." Rudo uye bongozozo. Diaries ya1910. " 1910, gore rakaoma kwazvo, iro gore rekusimuka kweshumba yemhuri, kubva kuimba, kubva muPolyana akajeka, neGore rekufa kwake. Dhiyedhi iyi yeSophia Andreevna - Reissue, asi inodhonza mamiriro ezvinhu akakwana uye anongonzwisisa, nekuti inoenderana neyekutanga ndangariro dzevanasikana vaTatyana naAlexandra uye neZviratidzo zveavo vakapinda zvakatipoteredza munyori, uye akaona mhuri dzese dzinogumbura, - V. G. Chritkov, D. P. Makovitsky, v. F. Bulgakov, P. I. Biryukova, nezvimwe.
Nhoroondo yeShumba Tolstoy naSonchki Bara, uyo akava mukadzi wake, shamwari, uye muvengi angangoita hafu yezana, tsika yekuda uye yemuviri uye yemuviri uye mumuviri uye mumuviri. "Ndiri kuda kuvhara maziso ako pakusava nesimba kwake, uye moyo wacho wobva watarisa pasi renyika, uyo asingachawana murima remhuri yedu ..." - anonyora sa diary yake - angangounganidzwa Zvekunyudza: "Munguva yedu yekutsanangurwa kwakaoma kamwe kamwe kubva kuLeo Nick. Chikara chakasvetuka kunze: Zvakaipa zvakagogodza mumaziso ake, akatanga kutaura chimwe chinhu chinopinza, ndakamuvenga panguva iyoyo, ndokumuudza kuti: "A! Ndipo paunenge uri chaiye! "- Uye akabva angopera." Voltage yakakura kwazvo, uye mhiko dzinowanzoita kuti vese vari vaviri vevakavanzika vanorega nezverufu, nezvekuzviuraya kunyange! Nezvechokwadi, mune iyo Sophia Andreevna godo reMubatsiri, vakavimba nechiso cheChertkova, ndangariro dzehudiki dzakasanganiswa mariri: "Ndakayeuka nhasi, seshumba refu refu. akauya achigeza, kwandakange ndakundwa ndega. Izvi zvese zvinokanganikwa, uye izvi zvese hazvidikanwe kwenguva yakareba ... "Mushure mekunge anomutevera kutaurirana, uye zvakare hystastics, kana zvakare hukama hwendo:" ... ini ndakatora shumba yezita rezita. Rinonyarara - kunyarara zuva rese uye kubereka - kusindimara, zvakaipa kuve wakanyarara. Ndiine chimiro changu, cheFrank, iyi kunyarara hakugoneki. Asi anoda kunditambudza, uye zvizere kusvika kwayo ... "
Uye chekupedzisira kuparadzaniswa kwakaiparadzanisa, apo shumba yakatanga, yekare yemakore ane makore makumi masere nemasere, usiku, yakatiza kubva kumba uye yakakurumidza kurwara uye vakafa pastapovo chiteshi.
Tsamba yekupedzisira yeSophia Andreevna kuenda kuTollstoy: "Usave uye kuna iye anotambudza, kuti tirarame mazuva aunogara ... Norudo mazuva ekupedzisira ehupenyu hwedu!"
Tsamba yekupedzisira yeshumba tolstoy kune mumwe wako: "Ini ndinokuda uye ndinodemba mweya wese, asi handigone kuita zvisingaite zvimwe. Tsamba yako ndeye - Ndinoziva kuti zvakanyorwa nemwoyo wose, asi hauna kubvumidzwa kuzadzisa zvandiri kuda. Uye pfungwa yacho haina kuitwa nezvimwe zvezvishuwo zvangu uye zvinodiwa, asi chete mune yako kuenzana, kudzikama, nehungwaru maitiro ehupenyu. Nekuti ikozvino, hapana, nekuti ini, hupenyu harifaranwi nemi. Dzokera kwauri iwe uri mumamiriro akadaro ungareva kupa hupenyu kwandiri. Uye ini. - m.: Zakharov, 2013.
"Pfuma yangu haigamuchiriki! Iwe uchaverenga mitsara iyi, iri mumubhedha mumutorwa mune imba isina kujairika. Ngazvirambidze kuti rwendo rwacho ruchanakidzwa uye runonakidza, uye rusina kuneta kana guruva rakanyanya. Ini ndinofara kwazvo kuti ndine kadhi uye kuti ndinogona kutitevedza nechido kwauri. Ini ndichatyisa kukusuwa. "
Mharidzo yakadaro kumurume wako anokwanisa kutumira chero musikana wemazuva ano neSMS - kunyangwe ichiratidzwa seyakanaka, yekudhara, yakajeka, yakaita seMashander Fedorovna. Wawakaroora waMambo wekupedzisira Nicholas II. Iyo yakakura kurira kweiyo tsamba yavo inochengeterwa muHurumende Archive: Muna 1923-1927. Akarasikirwa vatatu veashanu vakarongwa mavhoriyamu. Iri bhuku iri uye rondedzerwa "Zakarov".
Nikolay naAlexander vakanyora mumwe nemumwe muChirungu. Inosinhana mavara uye yakawandisa theji pese pese papi pese pakaparadzaniswa. Iyi tsamba inotanga nehondo dzehondo, kubva muna 1914, uye inopera panguva imwe chete nenhoroondo yePre-Rumurity Russia - 1917. Kuverenga tsamba, tinoona kukosha kweaya maviri - iwo misoro yenzvimbo nemukadzi wake. Iyi mitsara haina kunyora kremlin pr; Ivo havana kubudiswa kusimudza mukurumbira wesimba. Aya ndiwo mazwi chaiwo evarume vaviri vane rudo. Kune vaverengi vezana rezana reXXI, kuenzanisa hazvigoneki: Kana iye mutungamiri wenyika yemutungamiri wenyika nemukadzi anogona kuchinjana nemhosva semavara ...
Kazhinji, Alexander Fedorovna akanyora midziyo yakareba, akareba nezviratidzo uye zvinotsanangurwa zvezuva rapfuura; Nikolay akapindura nhare kana mavara, murume akapfupikisa, asi zvinyoro nyoro. Hupenyu hwese hweumambo hwevakaroora tinoona kuburikidza nemharidzo dzadzo. Pano Alexandra Fedorovna anoudza kuti akashanda sei nevanasikana vake muLazarout uye akatarisira vakakuvadzwa. Chimbofungidzira: Mukadzi wekutanga wenyika iyo maoko avo pachavo anoita kupfeka matatu mauto mairinda! Anoyeuchidza murume wake nezve mutyairi, wechidiki akashinga, uyo akatogamuchira iyo St. George Cross, asi yakakodzera uye imwe mibairo.
NaNikolai AlexandRovich inopa mafungiro ake, senge, ari mukubheja, "akapotsa iyo Karaul lab Kazakov, yakafumurwa kure musango. Ivo vanoshandisa usiku muDugouts - vanodziya zvakanyanya uye vanotonhorera. Basa ravo nderekutarisa pandege. Zvinoshamisa zvekunyemwerera vakomana vane mbiri dzevhudzi rakanamatira kubva pasi pematare. " "Zvinoshamisa zvekunyemwerera vakomana" - kuseri kwemashoko aya ari nyore kuri kujekesa simba rayo, asi munhu akareruka anogona kuda vanhu.
Kuva makore, asi mazuva ese tsamba yavo iri kuwedzera uye pedyo. "Ini ndichave ndakanyanyoganikidza kusavapo kwako, handizvo. Rara zvakanaka, Pfuma yangu! Nhovo yangu yangu, Maiwe, ndisina chinhu.
Uye pakupedzisira - 1917. Rurefu rurefu rwese risati rabuda pagore. Mamiriro acho ezvinhu ari kupisa, muMostery naSt. Musi waMarch 3, Empress anonyora Nikolai muBid: "Mudiwa wangu, mweya wangu, mwana wangu, - Haiwa, moyo wangu urikusimbisa. Ini ndinopenga, ndisingazive zvachose chinhu asi iyo runyerekupe rwakanyanya runogona kuunza munhu kupenga. "
Uye netsamba imwe neimwe - kusvikira iye anonyanya kuguma - rudo rwavo runoramba rwava nazvo.
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Rudo mukunyora runoratidzika senge tarisiro pajecha. Ndeapi mabhutsu akadai uye anoteedzera. Uye makumbo api idzo mbiri idzi mbiri. Chinhu chikuru ndechokuedza kuti usabvise tsamba yako. Kamwe kamwe, mumwe munhu anongoda kuburitsa. Ndingafanira sei kuziva, zvimwe uri woSophia neSophia Andrevna, mukadzi weshumba emafuta? Kana kuti Kazhinji - Empress Alexander?