Inqaku elinzima liya kuba, nkqu ngokubanzi, malunga namaphupha, kodwa imbali entsonkothileyo yolwalamano nesiphelo esimangalisayo sisemva kwabo.
"Mholweni. Ndinemeko enjalo. Phantse kunyaka ophelileyo umyeni wam wasweleka, okanye, wagqiba kwelokuba alushiye obu bomi - waxhonywa. Phantsi kobomi, umntu akazange afumane indawo, njengomsebenzi olungileyo, kwaye umntwana mdala sele ekhulile. Kuya kuba yimfuneko ukuba uphile kwaye uvuye, kodwa hayi, wayeyifuna yonke loo nto yayingcono, kodwa ihlala ndiyikhumbuza. Ngaphambi kokuba asweleke, siye sahlala isiqingatha sonyaka ngokwahlukeneyo, ngamanye amaxesha weza, kukho inkanuko, kwaye soxolela ukuba ndiye kwelinye. Ke yena akaphile, nenyanga, waqala ukunditsalela umnxeba, wacela ukuba abuye, amxolele, azixolela. Ubuyile, yonke into ihamba, kodwa wayeziva ukuba uza kumthatha, akamnikanga uxolo. Kwakufuneka ndiye kunyokweni wam, wayenoxanduva, akazange ayeke. Ekuseni, emva komsebenzi, ndandibiza, ndathetha, ndatsho ukuba ndizakugoduka, ndingaphumla. Ndashiya umakhulu wam ngomphefumlo ozolileyo. Kodwa ngokuhlwa, umama wakhe wabiza wathi, uthethe naye, wathi udiniwe, Uye ekhitshini, alungiselele into emnandi. Kwaye ngelo xesha wabuhlutha ubomi. Emva kokubhubha kwakhe, bendiphila, ndaphila kobu bomi. Wayephupha ngam, wacela ukuba ndibenaye, ndihlala nditsale izandla, nditsale kwenye indawo. Uphuthile, wancuma, wathi ndiyamxolela ukuba uyaphila. Kwanakufuneka iphupha xa emi phambi kwesipili, linqulwa kwaye liye landibona, licela ukufota ngokungxamisekileyo, ke yonke into anayo ngoku. Ukuvuka, okokuqala ndajonga kwifowuni ndabona umfanekiso oqingqiweyo wefinshot-ayicacanga into eboniswa apho. Kwaye ngoku ayikabi njalo, kodwa ndiphupha ngokuthetha naye, uthetha ngaye, ndim. Wonke umntu uthi andimyekeli ukuba ahambe, kwaye ngenxa yale nto sinonxibelelwano. Ngamanye amaxesha ndiyoyika ndiyoyika ukuba uza kundisusa. Unjani? "
Ukuzibulala ... Kwangelo xesha liqhelekileyo kunye nesihloko esangenisiweyo. Isihloko esingenakwenzeka ukuba siphathe ukungabinamdla. Yonke into engafaniyo iphendule ekuhambeni ngokuzithandela ngobomi, nakuphi na ukuvuma kwenkolo kunesikhundla sayo ngesi sihlandlo, sicinga ukuzibulala esona sikhulu. Kwaye kwangaxeshanye kuyenzeka.
Amanqaku aliqela adlulileyo, silithathele ingqalelo inqanaba kunye nawe, apho ukufa komnye umntu kuyadlula khona. Le nyaniso ityhekile, ibuhlungu, ayinyamezeleki kwabo bathandayo, akunakwenzeka ukuba baphile. Inkqubo yengqondo ikhathalela ubomi inokuthatha unyaka, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ngakumbi.
Ngokukokukhumbuza ngokufutshane ukuba abantu bafumana usizi neepateni ezithile: Ukuqala ukuphikisa okwenzekileyo, kuba ingcinga ngokwayo iyamkeleka, ingenzi njalo, kuye, kwabanye, ukuya kusebenza Abathandi okanye inkohliso. Sinomsindo kwinto esikushiyeyo. Kwaye okona kubaluleke kakhulu, sinomsindo kulowo waswelekayo kwaye ngaloo ndlela wasishiya.
Inqanaba elilandelayo, singena kwiingxoxo eziphezulu, ziqalise ukuphupha yonke into, ke ... uninzi ngeli nqanaba lwenze imibongo, iingoma, shicilela iifoto zomntu oswelekileyo. Onke amandla azama ukwandisa ubukho bayo kweli lizwe. Ukutshintshwa kweli nqanaba kuza kulusizi okwenene, ukulangazelela, usizi, ukuphelelwa lithemba, ngokuchasene nemvelaphi esiyiqondayo ukuba yonke into ingenanto kwaye ingatoliki. Apho sifumana ukwahlulwa nomntu oswelekileyo. Kwaye emva koko, ukuthathwa komntwana abengowomnye umntu okanye abantu ngokusemthethweni, ukuthobeka nokuzalisa ubomi ngentsingiselo entsha. Siyaqhubeka nokuphoswa kwaye sizula, nangona kunjalo, bayakwazi ukuhlala, behlala bekhumbula izinto ezahlukeneyo zolwalamano lwethu. Ngeendlela ezininzi, sinovelwano ngakumbi, siqala ukuthetha ngobomi bakho kwintsingiselo, sisazi ukuba ayinasiphelo.
Kwimeko apho umntu enza ukuba abantu bazibulale, amanqanaba ama-2 okuqala andothusa ngokwenene kwabo bathandayo. Iphupha lethu libhala ukuba wayephila kwaye akazange aphile ngaxeshanye. Qaphela isibakala sokuba umyeni uyesenza ngokuzithandela- nantsi inyani etyheliweyo. Eyona nto inokwenzeka, umama wakhe, kunye nenkosikazi yakhe, iqhawe lethu, ii-trurns zeyona nto ibangela ukuba unetyala. Njengommiselo, izalamane zendoda ezazibulala yimvakalelo ebuhlungu kwisayizi yeselula. Bazama ukujamelana naye, uhanjiso oluninzi kwiTV luye lwanikela kwisibakala sokuba zonke iinyaniso kunye nezinto eziyinyaniso zokungqina ukuba ayiziyo. Ukuzama ukujamelana nemvakalelo yokuziva unetyala, kwaye enyanisweni, ngomsindo kulowo wabashiyayo, i-fantasy inokujika nantoni na. Amaphupha e-heroine yethu ayingqinelani, ngokungathi umyeni wakhe uyaphila, nxibelelana naye, uyaqhubeka emtsalela umnxeba kuye.
Ingcinga etshabalalisayo eyalelwa yimvakalelo inokuba yiyo emva koko wayekwenzekileyo, iphupha, lalingelilo liphupha, alizange lisindise. Ke ngoko, uya kuphupha umyeni wakhe ',' ngokungathi uya kuyithatha ukuze ayigcine kweli lizwe nomsebenzi, kwaye ngoku ufuna ubukho bakhe. Uninzi lwezihlobo zabo ababezibulala ziyaqhubeka zikhona, kodwa bubomi benene, buzaliswe yintsingiselo, uthando, ukuzisebenzisa, kunzima ukuzibiza. Babonakala ngathi basweleka kunye nabo bazibulala. Zithanda ukujonga ngokwazo nge-prismoko yento ekufuneka ibeka ityala kwaye ifanelwe.
Ndingatsho ukuba i-heroine yethu yayilinyathelo lesibindi lokubhala le leta. Ukuzibulala sisihloko esingavumelekanga, simahla. Ukusukela kumakhulu eentsapho zenzekile, bambalwa kuphela abanokwazi ukuthetha ngayo, ngaphandle kokwenza iimfihlakalo, abanye babandezelekile, bagwebe kwintlungu yedwa. Ndilinde wena, ukuba uthatha isigqibo, ungqimba olupheleleyo lwamava anzima: Ukuvutha kwetyala, ingqumbo kwindoda yasemva kwexesha. Kwiimeko ezinjalo, kulula ukwenza oku ngenkxaso egqibeleleyo: I-psychotherapy yonyango yenye yezinketho. Mhlawumbi kukho amaqela eentlanganiso zabantu abenzekileyo, ngokuqinisekileyo kukho iindawo kwi-Intanethi, apho abantu abasindayo kula mava ahlulwe ngamabali abo. Mhlawumbi kukho amaqela eneecawe okanye iitempile, apho izalamane zinoncedo olongezelelweyo. I-beacon yobomi obutsha inokuba yinyani yokuba amaphupha, apho umyeni 'atyhila yena,' kuthetha ukuba imvakalelo yokuba netyala kuye yakhokelela ebomini, engavumi ngokwawo kunye nokuzimisela. Awunakwenza nantoni na okanye impembelelo, ekubeni esi sigqibo wayezithabathela, kwakungekho mntu unokumsindisa, gcina, ngakumbi wena. Unobuhlobo nje obunye kuphela onoxanduva - yeyakho. AKUKHO BUNGOZI LOKUGQIBELA, kodwa ungaqala ukuzalisa ubomi bakho ngenye indlela, xabisa umzuzu okhawulezayo, kwaye amaphupha ayakutshintsha.
Kwaye ngawaphi amaphupha akho? Imizekelo yamaphupha akho ethunyelwa ngeposi: [email protected].
UMaria Dyachkova, ugqirha wezengqondo, ugqirha wosapho kunye noqeqesho olukhokelayo kwiZiko loQeqsho loQhulelo loQeqesho lweMarika Khazin