Kuwerenga mabuku ndi njira yokhala ndi moyo watsopano. Mwa kuwerenga, mutha kukonza chete kapena phwando lotetezedwa ndi gulu la anthu. Mutha kuthawa kuchokera ku zenizeni zowazungulira, pitiritsani nokha - kapena, m'malo mwake, bwerani nokha. Mutha kupeza maupangiri othandiza kapena osagwira ntchito, koma zoyeserera zoyeserera kwambiri ... zazikulu: usaope kuti kuwerengako ndi zojambula zachilendo pansi pa zikwangwani za matabwa. Ayi, ndi malingaliro a anthu aku America! Wolemba katswiri wa katswiri pa mabuku, kutsutsidwa kwa chikhulupiriro Kopylov samangokhala m'mabuku amakono okha, komanso kuwerenga momwe njira yokhalira ndi moyo, wonyezimira komanso wolunjika.
Kasupe - nthawi yachikondi. Chapakatikati, ngakhale mabungwe omwe amapezeka kwambiri ndi mabungwe amasankhidwa kuchokera pa malo ochezera a pa Intaneti, kuchokera pamalo ochezera ndi malo ena osankhidwa kuti alembe makalata. Koma ndiwo ndendende iwo omwe amagwiritsa ntchito intaneti yambiri kapena kukakamizidwa kuzigwiritsa ntchito, kudziwa: Kukonda makalata ndi njira yapadera yopezeka kwa Amur. Nthawi zonse amakoma kwambiri. M'malo mwake, chikondi cha Epistor chimakhala chotsatira zomwe anthu amamvera wina ndi mnzake.
Masika adatuluka mabuku awiri atsopano omwe amawonetsa bwino za mapepala. Chikondi chachiwiri cha awiriawiri omwe adalowa nawo nkhani yathu.
Diary ya mkazi wake
Sophia mafuta. Chikondi ndi chipolowe. Zolemba za 1910. - M.: "ABC", 2013.
"Lev Nikolayvich, mwamuna wanga, adapereka ma varia ake kuyambira 1900. C. Chertkov ndipo adayamba kulemba zolemba zatsopano kumeneko, kuchezera Chertkov, komwe adapita kukacheza ndi Juni 12. Mu diary imeneyo, yomwe adayamba kulemba kuchokera ku Chertkov, yemwe adandipatsa kuti ndiwerenge, momwe adanenera kuti: "Ndikufuna kumenya nkhondo ndi Solya zabwino ndi chikondi." Menyani ?! Zoyenera kuthana ndikamukonda kwambiri komanso kwambiri pamene lingaliro langa - chinthu chimodzi - kotero kuti anali wabwino ... "
Chikondwerero cha Ukwati wa Mkango To Welstoy ndi mkazi wake Sophia Andreevna ndi nkhani yokhudza momwe chilichonse padziko lapansi ndi chotsatira. Chikondi chawo chosatha cha wina ndi mnzake sichinakhale chopanda mitanda. Pofika zaka zomaliza za wolemba, maubwenzi awo amakhala opweteka, osokonezeka osamvetseka. Ndipo izi pambuyo pa zaka khumi ndi zinayi zokhala limodzi, titakhala mu utumiki - mwina simudzatcha udindo wa Sofi wa ukwati wachilendowu. Amadziwika kuti wolemba "wankhondo ndi dziko" sanayerekeze mabanja popanda ana, komanso nthawi zambiri mkazi wake anali ndi pakati kapena wobadwa kumene. Adabereka ana 13! Amadziwika kuti nthawi zambiri adasinthanso ntchito zake zambiri ... Sheil, kuluka, kutsogolera famu yayikulu, adalemba ndakatulo, adalankhula. Sindikizani ana ake ndi kuthana ndi zingwe ... Kodi zilidi kuti kugundana ndi izi mu 1910, ngati kuti akumenya mwamunayo kuphunzitsa, kuti alembe mu gawo lake la a Woganiza zachipembedzo ndi mphunzitsi, atatopa nazo! " Gap ndi kuchotsedwa kwa Tchalitchi cha Orthodox Orthodox of Tolstoy Sophia Andreevna sanazindikire kwambiri - ngakhale anali pagulu loti atolankhani omwe adathandizira mnzake.
Tolstoy ankadana ndi moyo wassation wa moyo, Uklade; Mayi Phiri Andreevna Zinthu kwa Iye palembalo: "Ndipo kodi Lerl Nikoyyevich, bwanji osafunikira kwambiri? Dokotala - zaumoyo ndi chisamaliro; Makina awiri akulemba ndi makalata awiri - m'malo mwa Mkango Nicol.; Bulgakov - pakulembera makalata; Ilya Vasalyevich - Lackey chifukwa cha chisamaliro cha wachikulire kufooka. Wophika wabwino - kwa m'mimba yofooka ya mkango H - a. Kukula konse kwa migodi ya ndalama, mafamu, kusindikiza mabuku - zonse zimandivuta, kuti moyo wonse udzaperekedwa kwa mkango wa mkango. Bata, kuvuta ndi kulimbitsa ntchito yake. "
Ndipo ndi banja liti? "Ndipo komabe sindingakhulupirire kuti ali mitengo yamatabwa ..." Amalemba izi mu 1884 - pomwe adafuna kuchoka mnyumbamo. Nthawi zingapo zapitazo pazaka 24 zotsatira, adzayesa kusiya kuchotseredwa momveka bwino ndi kotomka - mpaka kumayambira. Kukana ndi chiwembu cha chiwembu ndi kuyesetsa kuti apatse nyumba ndi tolstoy - nayi imodzi mwazipembedzo zazikulu za akazi.
Ndipo tsopano ife tiri nacho zofuna zawo za tsoka lawo - "Sophia Tolstaya. Chikondi ndi chipolowe. Zolemba za 1910. " 1910, chaka chovuta kwambiri, chaka chakumuka kwa mkango wa Tolstoy kuchokera kubanja, kuchokera kunyumba, kuchokera ku Polyana, ndi chaka cha imfa yake. Mabuku awa a Sophia Andreevna - Reisue, koma imakoka chilengedwe chonse komanso chokwanira choyambirira ndipo chimangogwirizana ndi makumbukidwe a iwo omwe adalowa kale Wolemba, ndipo adawona banja lokhumudwitsa, v. G. Bortkov, D. Makovitsky, V. Makovitsky, p.
Mbiri ya mkango Tolstoy ndi Sreekki Bar, yemwe adadzakhala mkazi wake, mnzake, chibwenzi ndi mdani pafupifupi zaka zana, ndi nkhani yamakhalidwe okondana, mwamakhalidwe. "Ndikufuna kutseka zofooka zake zonse, ndipo mtima utembenuke ndikuyang'ana mbali ya dziko lapansi, amene sakupeza m'thupi lathu ..." - Analembanso shary yake - pafupifupi maphikidwe a maphikidwe Kwa owopsa: "Pofotokoza molimbika mwadzidzidzi kuchokera kwa Leo Nick. Chamoyo chinalumphira: Choyipacho chinagwedezeka m'maso mwake, anayamba kunena kanthu, ndimamuda iye nthawi imeneyo ndipo anamuuza kuti: "A! Ndipamene ndiwe weniweni! "- Ndipo nthawi yomweyo anafika." Magetsi ndi akulu kwambiri, ndipo mikangano imakhala yokhazikika kotero kuti m'zithunzithunzi zinsinsi zimalota ponena za imfa zokha, za kudzipha ngakhale! Ndi chowonadi chowopsa, chomwe Sofia Andreevna atenga nsanje ku Tolstoy kwa womuthandizira, adalimbana ndi nkhope yake, amakumbukiranso za unyamata lero: "M'mbuyomu, mkango wautali kwambiri. adayamba kusamba, komwe ndidasamba ndekha. Zonsezi zimayiwalika, ndipo zonsezi sizofunikira kwa nthawi yayitali ... "Atamutsatira, amalankhula zokambirana, ndipo kachiwiri ubale wa Ice. Zakhala chete - chete tsiku lonse ndi mtundu - wouma khosi, woipa wokhala chete. Ndili ndi moyo wanga, wangwiro, chete kumeneku sikodetsedwa. Koma akufuna kundizunza, ndi kufikira kotheratu. "
Ndipo komaliza ndi kudzipatula koopsa, pomwe mkango wamphamvu, wazaka wazaka 82, usiku, usiku, atanyamuka kunyumba ndipo anamwalira ndi kumwalira ku STAPOOOVO Station.
Kalata yomaliza ya Sophia Andreevna to Tolstoy: "Usakhale ndi wozunza, kuti andibise malo a kukhalako ... timakhala oyera masiku ano, mwachikondi masiku otsiriza a moyo wathu!"
Kalata yomaliza ya mkango Tosstoy kwa wokwatirana naye: "Ndimakukondani ndikudandaula za moyo wonse, koma sindingathe kuchita zina kuposa ine. Kalata yanu ndi - ndikudziwa kuti kwalembedwa moleza mtima, koma simuloledwa kukwaniritsa zomwe ndikufuna. Ndipo mfundo sizimachitidwa ndi zofuna zanga zina ndi zofunikira, koma mu zofanana, odekha, anzeru kumoyo. Pakadali pano, palibe, kwa ine, moyo sungakhale nawe. Bwererani kwa inu mukakhala mu Boma ngati mungatanthauze kundipatsa moyo. Ndipo ine. - M.: Zakav, 2013.
"Mtengo Wanga Wofunika! Mudzawerenga mizere iyi, ili pabedi mu mlendo m'nyumba yosadziwika. Mulungu aletse kuti ulendowu udzakhala wabwino komanso wosangalatsa, ndipo osati fumbi. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndili ndi khadi ndipo ndimatha kutsatirani chidwi ndi inu. Ndidzakhala wokondwa kukusowa. "
Uthenga wotere kwa munthu wokondedwa akhoza kutumiza mayi wina wachinyamata wina aliyense - kaya akhoza kufotokozedwa kuti ndi wokongola, wonyezimira, mawonekedwe osalala, monga Emgrander Fedorovna. Mkazi wa mfumu yomaliza ya Nicholas II. Kusungidwa kwakukulu kwa makalata awo kumasungidwa mu ntchekika: mu 1923-1927. Anasowa atatu mwa mapangidwe asanu. Ndi bukuli ndikusindikizidwa "Zakhav".
Nikolay ndi Alexander analemba wina ndi mnzake m'Chingerezi. Zilembo zokusungunulira ndi ma telegragrams ambiri mukasiyanitsidwa. Izinso zikuyamba ndi nthawi ya nkhondo, kuyambira mu 1914, ndipo limakhala nthawi yomweyo ndi mbiri yakale yaku Russia - 1917. Makalata owerengera, tikuwona chiyambi cha awa - mitu ya Boma ndi mkazi wake. Zingwezi sizinapange premlin pre; Sanasindikizidwe kuti akweze kutchuka. Awa ndi mawu enieni a anthu awiri achikondi. Kwa owerenga zaka za zana la XXI, kufananizidwa: Ngati Purezidenti wa Purezidenti ndi mkazi wake akhoza kusinthidwa moona mtima ngati zilembo ...
Nthawi zambiri, Alexander Fedorovna adalemba zolemba zazitali, zazitali kwambiri ndikuwonetsera ndi mafotokozedwe a tsiku lapitalo; Nikolay adayankha mafoni kapena zilembo, wamwamuna wachidule, koma wodekha kwambiri. Moyo wonse wa banja lonselo timawona kudzera mu mauthenga awo. Apa Alexandra Fedorovna amafotokoza momwe amagwirira ntchito ndi ana awo aakazi ku Lazarut ndikuwasamalira ovulala. Ingoganizirani: Donalo woyamba wa dzikolo ndi manja awo amavala maofesala atatu wamba! Amakumbutsa mwamuna wake za woyendetsa ndegeyo, unyamata wolimba mtima, yemwe walandira kale mtanda wa St. George, koma oyenera komanso mphotho ina.
Ndipo Nikolai Alexandrovich amagawana malingaliro ake, monga, poti, "Anaphonya Thebu khala wabu," anaphonya Thebulu labukov, "anaphonya dzina laburov, lowonekera kutali kwambiri m'nkhalango. Amakhala usiku m'matumbo - ofunda komanso ofunda. Ntchito yawo ndikuyang'ana pa ndege. Amuna odabwitsa akumwetulira ndi Strassls a tsitsi amamamatira pansi pa zisoti. " "Akuluakulu odabwitsa" - Osaganizira mawu osavuta awa sakutanthauza mphamvu yake, koma munthu wosavuta amene angakonde anthu.
Pokhala zaka, koma tsiku lililonse makalata awo akuwonjezereka komanso oyandikira. "Ndikhala wopanda nkhawa kwambiri, sindingachite bwino. Mugone bwino, chuma changa! Bedi langa lidzatero, tsoka, kopanda kanthu! "
Ndipo pamapeto pake - 1917. Asanathe kumwalira kwa theka la chaka. Zinthu zikuyenda, ku Moscow ndi St. Pa Marichi 3, apolisi akulemba Nikolai kuti: "Wokondedwa wanga, mzimu wanga," o, momwe mtima wanga ukukukhetsa magazi kwa inu! Ndine wopenga, osadziwa kalikonse koma mphekesera kwambiri zomwe zingamudzetse munthu misala. "
Ndipo ndi chilembo chilichonse - mpaka chimaliziro chowopsa kwambiri - chikondi chawo chimakhala nacho.
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Kukonda kulemba kumawoneka ngati minga. Zomwe nsapato ndizotere komanso zomwe zimachitika. Ndi miyendo iti yomwe nsapato zonsezi ndi nsapato. Chinthu chachikulu ndikuyesera kuti musachotse makalata anu. Mwadzidzidzi, wina akanafuna kuti alengeze. Kodi mungadziwe bwanji, mwina mukukhaladi Sophia Andreevna, mkazi wa mkango ndi wonenepa? Kapena mu General - Exress Alexander?